The Delusion
Face Down Lyrics


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Dusk falls outside my window
As I turn into the other me
In my sleep I leave myself
And become totally free
In this state of subconsciousness
It feels so wonderful to hate
I can't resist the tempting feeling
For the emotions to overtake
Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream
Every breath brings me further
Inside my vengeful mind
The trust I gave, you threw away
You killed my self esteem with a smile
I fight myself to forgive you
But I couldn't hate you more
Every night I see you die
No kiss goodnight, just goodbye
Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife
With your blood and a piece of paper
I leave my legacy to mankind
These are my words of hatred
This is my book of blood
On every page I sealed your fate
In my diary of hate
Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife





[Music: Hedestedt, Carlsson, Lyrics: Hedestedt]

Overall Meaning

The Delusion by Face Down is a dark and haunting song laced with rage and hatred. The lyrics describe the singer’s descent into a state of subconsciousness where they can freely hate and seek revenge on someone who has caused them immense pain and killed their self-esteem. In this dream-like state, the singer can hear the person scream as they seek to reverse the pain caused onto them. The singer admits to fighting themselves to forgive the person but ultimately cannot, instead choosing to seek vengeance in their dreams. The song ends on a chilling note with the singer leaving behind their legacy of hatred through a diary filled with their words of hatred and sealed with the person’s fate.


Line by Line Meaning

Dusk falls outside my window
The evening is starting to darken as I sit near my window.


As I turn into the other me
I feel like a different version of myself is emerging.


In my sleep I leave myself
When I fall asleep, I feel like I'm leaving behind my waking life.


And become totally free
In my dreams, I feel like I have no limitations or restrictions.


In this state of subconsciousness
In this dreamlike state of mind.


It feels so wonderful to hate
I find pleasure in the feeling of hate.


I can't resist the tempting feeling
I'm unable to control the urge to hate and seek revenge.


For the emotions to overtake
For my negative emotions to completely take over my thoughts.


Oh God, I want to see you suffer
I desire for God to punish you for the pain you caused me.


The pain you caused reversed on to you
You will experience the same pain and suffering that you caused me.


Almost real, but still a dream
My vengeful thoughts and desires feel vivid, but I know they're not real.


Without a sound, I can hear you scream
My imagination is so vivid that I can hear you screaming without you making a sound.


Every breath brings me further
With every breath I take, I feel like I'm going deeper into my own mind.


Inside my vengeful mind
In my mind, I'm consumed by a strong desire for revenge.


The trust I gave, you threw away
You betrayed my trust and destroyed what we had together.


You killed my self esteem with a smile
You damaged my self-confidence and sense of worth, and you seemed pleased about it.


I fight myself to forgive you
I struggle to let go of my anger and resentment towards you.


But I couldn't hate you more
Despite my efforts to forgive, I still feel an intense hatred towards you.


Every night I see you die
In my dreams, I imagine you meeting a violent end.


No kiss goodnight, just goodbye
I have no fondness left for you, just a desire to see you gone.


You took it all, so I'll take your life
You took everything from me, so I will take your life in return.


A dream of blood and a stabbing knife
I fantasize about a violent ending for you, involving blood and stabbing.


With your blood and a piece of paper
I want to leave my legacy behind, using a paper soaked in your blood.


I leave my legacy to mankind
I want to be remembered for my hatred and revenge towards you.


These are my words of hatred
The words I've written are full of anger and animosity.


This is my book of blood
The book represents my desire for revenge and violence.


On every page I sealed your fate
Each page represents a different part of my plan to seek revenge and make sure you suffer.


In my diary of hate
This book represents my deep-seated hate towards you.


Oh God, I want to see you suffer
I can't emphasize enough how much I want you to experience the pain you put me through.


The pain you caused reversed on to you
The suffering will be equal to the pain and harm you caused me.


Almost real, but still a dream
These thoughts and desires feel so real, but I know deep down that they're not actually happening.


Without a sound, I can hear you scream
My imagination is so vivid that I can hear you in agony, even though there's no sound being made.




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