Heavy
Fatboy Shaw Lyrics

I know we all gotta die but I ain't ready
I'm aware that death is inevitable, but I don't feel prepared for it.

I get tired of wearing this crown man this bitch heavy
Being in a position of power is exhausting and burdensome.

Know I'm try and keep it on keep my pace steady
I'm making an effort to maintain my composure and stay consistent.

Niggaz laying everyday gotta stay ready
In my neighborhood, people are getting killed frequently, so I have to stay alert.

Where I'm from I'll probably die over something petty
In my hometown, it's highly likely that I'll be killed over a trivial matter.

Know I'm gon keep it on but the shit heavy
Despite the difficulties, I will continue to persevere even though it's challenging.

I remember I was always in some shit
I have a distinct memory of constantly being involved in troublesome situations.

My momma told me life is short it's somethin like a skit
My mother advised me that life is fleeting and unpredictable, similar to a comedy sketch.

I keep my head up through the worst to make it out of it
I remain optimistic during the most challenging times in order to overcome them.

Gutta baby from da jungle he will never quit
I'm a determined individual from a rough environment, and I will never give up.

Where I'm from my OG's told me keep it moderate
In my community, the older generation advised me to maintain a balanced and restrained approach.

Ain't no switching, ain't no faking, zero tolerance
I have a strict policy against changing loyalties or pretending to be someone else.

I keep a tooly by my side I think its obvious
I carry a weapon, and I believe it's clear why I do so.

I'm by lonely, I ain't never need no audience
I prefer to be alone and don't require an audience or attention.

I had too slow down my pace gotta keep steady
I had to reduce my speed and maintain a consistent rhythm to stay on track.

I be looking for the bag gotta get da fetti
I'm constantly searching for opportunities to make money and secure the bag.

Ain't nobody show me love when I was in da chevy
During times of struggle, nobody showed me support or affection.

I gave u my last and you never knew it
I sacrificed everything for you, but you were oblivious to my efforts.

How u showed me your ass it had me goin through it
The way you betrayed and disrespected me caused me immense emotional pain.

Tried to tell you I love you n you told me prove it
I expressed my love for you, but you demanded evidence of its authenticity.

Know I'm just talking to you this ain't no fuckin music
I'm speaking directly to you, this is not just entertainment or a song.

But where were you?
I'm questioning your absence during difficult times.

Where were you when they ain't let me bathe
I'm wondering where you were when I was denied basic necessities like bathing.

Locked down for three days in a cage them crackers playing games
I was unjustly imprisoned for three days, and the guards were mocking and toying with me.

I hope you niggaz momma die I heard you saying names
I wish death upon those individuals who betrayed me by revealing sensitive information.

My nigga it's ok to cry just don't say no names
It's acceptable to show vulnerability through tears, but it's crucial not to provide incriminating information.

My nigga you can do the time just get in your mind
You have the capability to endure the punishment, so focus on maintaining mental resilience.

These crackers can take your time
The authorities can imprison you and take away your freedom.

But can't break your mind
However, they cannot shatter your mental strength and fortitude.

Look deep inside and what you'll find is
If you introspect sincerely, you'll discover that

Life's your biggest puzzle
Life itself is the most complex and challenging problem to solve.

They took his life and he was poor he died begging to struggle
An impoverished individual lost his life, and until the end, he pleaded for an opportunity to improve his circumstances.