Not Again
Ferriss Lyrics

You don't wanna see maybe you should just leave
I am warning you that what you might see inside my head could be something you can't handle. It's best if you walk away now.

You don't wanna know what's inside my head
My thoughts and emotions are too intense for most people to handle.

And you can take a peak you should just believe me
Trust that any glimpse you're given into my head is enough, and don't push to see more.

For just once just once not again
I am willing to share a piece of myself with you, but only once. I won't let myself be fully exposed again.

Yeah we'll up wind up dead
If we continue to let fake friends put knives in our backs and fail to live authentically, we might as well be dead.

So run it up run it up fuck fake friends
Don't waste your time with people who aren't genuine. Focus on striving for success and being true to yourself.

They puttin knives in my back when the day ends
Even when I've put in a hard day's work, my so-called friends are still betraying me.

I run my card give a damn about a pay check
I am more invested in pursuing what I love and staying true to myself than raking in a big paycheck.

I'm in my car smoking waiting till my break ends
I'm taking a break from the chaos and relaxing in my car.

They wanna hate but give a fuck bout what they sayin
Other people can say what they want about me, but I won't let their opinions dictate my path.

I'm on my way but all the shit my mind creatin
I have a clear vision of where I'm headed, but my own thoughts and emotions can sometimes throw me off course.

An you don't wanna see maybe you should just leave
Once again, I am warning you that what you might see inside my head could be overwhelming. You should consider leaving.

You don't wanna know what's inside my head
I have a lot going on in my head that I don't always share with others.

And you can take a peak you should just believe me
You can trust that I'm not holding back anything too important if I allow you a glimpse inside my head.

Yeah we'll all wind up dead
If we don't learn to be true to ourselves and live authentically, we will lose sight of who we are and essentially be dead inside.

I pour it out till I can barely speak
My emotions can be so intense that they consume me and make it hard to even express myself.

I'm shuttin down thank you for helpin me
I am trusting you enough to share a piece of myself with you, knowing that it might shut me down emotionally. Thank you for being there to listen.

I'm underground guess that shits up to me
I am not always in the limelight, but I am still in control of my own destiny.

Don't need a crown run it up till I leave
I don't need external validation or attention in order to fulfill my purpose. I will make my own way and achieve my goals.

They always say its all love
People often claim to love and support you, but their actions may not always reflect this.

But I ain't fuckin with that opp shit
I won't waste my time with people who are not genuine, even if they claim to have my best interests at heart.

This just why I'm here I don't got no other option
I have a clear purpose and sense of direction, and there's no other option for me than to pursue it fully.

I can see it clear in the rain and now its stoppin
Even when external forces make it hard to see clearly, I trust in my own vision and purpose and continue to move forward.

The end is always near
Like everyone else, I know that death is always looming. This knowledge drives me to make the most of my time here on earth.

And we ain't stoppin till we poppin
I will continue to work hard and pursue my purpose until I achieve the level of success I strive for, and beyond.