Passion Play
Fitzsimmons William Lyrics
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'Cause this grace gets so far and too hard to swallow
I've been running from Saul, he's been giving chase
When I look in his eyes, all I see is my face
You're still on my back after all these years
Chasing me out of hell and my nice veneers
I don't know how you stand when you've got no floor
I just want to be not what I am today
I just want to be better than my friends might say
I just want a small part in your passions play
Do you hear when I call in the midst of wrong?
Do you hear these here words while I sing this song?
Are you caught up in me like I heard you say
Or just some big cashier that I'll have to pay?
Just want to be not what I am today
I just want to be better than my friends might say
I just want a small part in your passions play
In "Passion Play," Fitzsimmons William explores the themes of personal growth, redemption, and the search for something greater than oneself. The first verse speaks to the idea of hiding from one's own feelings and desires, and how difficult it can be to confront them. The second verse seems to reference a specific person or presence that has been pursuing the singer for years, urging them to shed their façade and come to grips with their true self. The chorus echoes this sentiment, expressing a desire to break free from societal expectations and be part of something meaningful.
As the song progresses, the singer asks whether this higher power they have been seeking is truly listening to their pleas for guidance and understanding, or if they are just another transaction in the grand scheme of things. Despite this uncertainty, the singer remains committed to the idea of personal improvement and finding their place in the world.
The overall message of the song seems to be that growth and self-discovery is a difficult journey, but one that is essential in finding purpose and fulfillment. By facing one's fears and embracing who they truly are, they can become a small part in something greater than themselves.
Line by Line Meaning
I should not have hid where my heart can't follow
I regret holding back my true emotions and not pursuing what my heart desires
'Cause this grace gets so far and too hard to swallow
It's difficult to fully accept and comprehend the abundance of blessings and forgiveness received
I've been running from Saul, he's been giving chase
I've been trying to escape the consequences of my actions, but they keep catching up to me
When I look in his eyes, all I see is my face
I realize that the obstacles I face are a result of my own choices and behavior
You're still on my back after all these years
My past mistakes and guilt continue to haunt me and affect my present
Chasing me out of hell and my nice veneers
Forcing me to confront my flaws and true self, instead of my superficial facade
I don't know how you stand when you've got no floor
I'm amazed at your ability to have faith and endure, despite the uncertainty and challenges of life
Or how you can breathe with your hands on boards
I don't understand how you can remain calm and trust in the midst of chaos and suffocation
I just want to be not what I am today
I aspire to become a better person and overcome my flaws and mistakes
I just want to be better than my friends might say
I want to live up to my potential and not be defined or limited by others' opinions or expectations
I just want a small part in your passions play
I want to contribute to something greater than myself and be a part of the divine plan
Do you hear when I call in the midst of wrong?
I wonder if you hear me and forgive me even when I'm in the wrong and struggling
Do you hear these here words while I sing this song?
I hope that my words and music convey my sincerity and devotion to you
Are you caught up in me like I heard you say
I wonder if you truly care about me and are intimately involved in my life, as you claim
Or just some big cashier that I'll have to pay?
I hope that you're not just a distant and impersonal authority figure who demands payment for my mistakes
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Matthew Garnier
I should not have hid where my heart can't follow
'cause this grace gets so far and too hard to swallow
I've been running from Saul, he's been giving chase;
When I look in his eyes, all I see is my face
You're still on my back after all these years
Chasing me out of hell and my nice veneers
I don't know how you stand when you've got no floor
Or how you can breathe with your hands on boards
I just want to be not what I am today
I just want to be better than my friends might say
I just want a small part in your passions play
Do you hear when I call in the midst of wrong?
Do you hear these here words while I sing this song?
Are you caught up in me like I heard you say
Or just some big cashier that I'll have to pay?
'Just want to be not what I am today
I just want to be better than my friends might say
I just want a small part in your passions play
Leonard Aronson
I remember listening to this for the first time in my bedroom's closet, just sitting there and crying. It's been 6 years since I've listened to the song, but it's still as beautiful as ever
TeaIsLove
those acoustics... he is so talented. can't get enough of him.
Maggie Tapa
Have just discovered this artist and I can't believe how amazing this song is
Jessicalgique
10 years and still feeling the same listenning to this song.. ❤
Tomi Adewole
My playlist:
1. The National - check
2. The Lumineers - check
3. William Fitzsimmons - check
ready for my trip to Mars
Daryl Parkin
Heard this song for the first time a couple of years when I was going through a difficult time. Happy to have found this again. Thank you.
Daryl Parkin
@***** I've only just seen this. I'll be recording again soon and I'll keep this in mind. Thank you for your words.
Alessandro Mienandi
+Daryl Parkin it seems you play guitar. why don't you cover this song. i'm looking forward for your video.
Frederik Rex
This is brilliant! how come i've never heard of this before?!
Raeye
The melody, coupled with his voice, is like magic... even in the first secs I've to fight with my tears, so many memories come to mind.