Frontwoman Alma Alizadeh's journey into the metal scene was characterized by significant challenges. Born in Iran, she sought refuge in the Netherlands at the age of nine, ultimately finding solace in its more liberal environment. Her involvement as a frontwoman in a death metal band has deep implications, as it could lead to severe repercussions if she were to return to her native country.
The inception of For I Am King took place in September 2013, spearheaded by Alma, Jurgen, and Wouter, all of whom were previously part of the band All Heads Rise. They were joined by drummer Jaap Relou, who left the band in 2020.
Their inaugural EP, "Revengeance," was unveiled on May 27, 2014, under the VHMetal Records label. This release swiftly propelled them into the spotlight of the European Metal scene, paving the way for a recording contract with the esteemed German label, Redfield Records. Subsequent to the EP's success, Jasper van den Broek joined the band as their bassist.
Their debut single, "This is a Warning," made its debut on October 2, 2015, closely followed by "We All Have Demons" on February 12, 2016.
The band's maiden full-length album, "Daemons," was introduced on June 17, 2016. "Daemons" guides listeners through a realm brimming with tales and myths, underscored by fierce metal riffs, distinct melodies, relentless vocals, and ceaseless drum grooves. The band's philosophy centers on a straightforward ethos: metal driven by friendship, work ethic and passion.
Post-release of "Daemons," bassist Jasper's departure prompted Jurgen, who previously held the role of guitarist, to transition to bass duties. This transition led to the introduction of Koen Scheepens, who assumed the position of the second guitarist.
The ensuing years saw the unveiling of four singles in 2018, comprising "Prey" in May, "Forever Blind" in October, followed by "Home" and "Devotion" in November. The themes of "Home" were very close to Alma, but she has said that it isn't especially focused on her journey and experience, but more about the people around you that make you feel at home, emphasizing the importance of a supportive social environment.
On December 7, 2018, the band released their sophomore album, simply titled "I." The years that followed witnessed For I Am King embarking on multiple tours, marking their presence not only across the Netherlands but also in countries like Germany, Japan, and China.
Returning to the forefront with renewed vigor, the band unveiled a quartet of singles, namely "Liars" in September 2022, "Running Up That Hill" in October 2022, "Disciples" in November 2022, and "Trojans" in January 2023. Their third and latest album, "Crown," was introduced on January 19, 2023, under the banner of Prime Collective. Notably, this album showcases a contemporary, intricate, and intense yet melodically captivating strain of metal, all underpinned by Alma Alizadeh's distinctive vocal prowess.
Misery
For I Am King Lyrics
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There's a voice in my head
That says I'm better off dead
Not able to see the future
Just thinking about the past
Lost in my own thoughts
Alone and depressed
My joy in life is gone
I should ask for a better day
But even that, but even that
Won't take away, won't take away
My misery
Tell me who should I blame
For the things that I do
And the person I am
It can't go on like this
There is no turning back
Nothing can help me escape from this path
I Am alone
Save me
I Am alone
Help me break free
Open my eyes
Tell me
Open my eyes
And tell me what you see
In darkness I lie, I lie, too blind to see
Alone I will die, it's time to set myself free
In darkness I die, too blind to see
Alone I will lie, I am my own fucking misery
My thoughts are getting darker and darker
I am the only one to turn the tide
Is it too late to change this mess
I am too blind, can't see the light
I Am alone
Save me
I Am alone
Help me break free
Open my eyes
Tell me
Open my eyes
And tell me what you see
Let me go
I'm not where I want to be
I am my own misery
No one can help me right now
Only death
Only death will see
Let me go
I'm not where I want to be
I am my own misery
No one can help me right now
Only death
Only death will see
In darkness I lie, too blind to see
Alone I will die, it's time to set myself free
In darkness I die, too blind to see
Alone I will lie, I am my own fucking misery
Only death will see
Only death will see
The lyrics of For I Am King's song "Misery" portray a deep sense of despair, loneliness, and the struggle with one's own mental health. The opening lines express the exhaustion and hopelessness the singer feels, with a voice in their head suggesting that death would be preferable. They feel stuck, unable to see a brighter future and constantly dwelling on their past. They are consumed by their own thoughts, feeling alone and depressed, with their once-present joy in life completely gone. The singer desires to escape and run away from this overwhelming misery, but even the hope of a better day seems futile.
The second verse delves into the internal conflict and self-blame the singer experiences. They question who should bear responsibility for their actions and the person they have become. They acknowledge that things cannot continue in this manner, recognizing there is no turning back. They are yearning for a way out, a way to break free from this destructive path. The repetition of "I Am alone" emphasizes their isolation and plea for assistance. They are desperately seeking someone to open their eyes and show them a different perspective, to offer a solution or a glimmer of hope.
The chorus repeats the theme of being trapped in darkness, unable to see a way out. The singer accepts that they are the only one who can change their situation, but they feel overwhelmed and too blind to see the light. The repetition of "Open my eyes, And tell me what you see" reflects their desperation for guidance and a new perspective. The bridge of the song intensifies the feelings of despair and the belief that only death will bring relief from their suffering. They express a willingness to let go and be set free from their current state, feeling that no one can help them at this moment.
Overall, "Misery" reflects the struggles of mental health, the search for escape, and the need for someone to provide support and understanding. It portrays the internal battle of feeling trapped in one's own thoughts and emotions, yearning for release from the darkness that engulfs them.
Line by Line Meaning
I've had enough
I am overwhelmed and cannot handle this anymore
There's a voice in my head
I have intrusive and negative thoughts consuming my mind
That says I'm better off dead
The voice in my head suggests that I would be better off ending my life
Not able to see the future
I am unable to envision a positive future for myself
Just thinking about the past
My mind is fixated on past events, preventing me from moving forward
Lost in my own thoughts
I feel trapped and overwhelmed by my own negative thinking
Alone and depressed
I feel isolated and consumed by sadness
My joy in life is gone
I have lost all happiness and pleasure in life
The only thing I want is run
All I desire is to escape from my current situation
I should ask for a better day
I should seek improvement and hope
But even that, but even that
Unfortunately, even that won't bring relief
Won't take away, won't take away
It won't remove the pain and suffering I feel
My misery
I am overwhelmed by my own misery and despair
Tell me who should I blame
I am searching for someone to hold responsible for my actions and who I have become
For the things that I do
For the negative actions and choices I make
And the person I am
And for the way I have become as a person
It can't go on like this
I cannot continue living in this state
There is no turning back
I have reached a point of no return
Nothing can help me escape from this path
No solution or intervention can release me from this destructive direction
I Am alone
I feel completely isolated and abandoned
Save me
I plead for someone to rescue me from my despair
Help me break free
Assist me in breaking free from this situation of pain and suffering
Open my eyes
Enable me to see a different perspective
And tell me what you see
Guide me by revealing the truth about my situation
In darkness I lie, I lie, too blind to see
Metaphorically, I am trapped in a state of ignorance and cannot perceive the truth
Alone I will die, it's time to set myself free
I am convinced that I will face my demise alone, and it is now necessary to liberate myself from this suffering
My thoughts are getting darker and darker
My thoughts are becoming increasingly negative and pessimistic
I am the only one to turn the tide
I hold the sole responsibility to change the direction of my life
Is it too late to change this mess
I question if there is still a chance for me to rectify this chaotic situation
I am too blind, can't see the light
I am unable to perceive any hope or positivity
Let me go
Allow me to release myself from this pain
I'm not where I want to be
I am dissatisfied with my current circumstances and desire a different state
I am my own misery
I am responsible for my own suffering and despair
No one can help me right now
At present, nobody can provide assistance or support to alleviate my pain
Only death
The only solution that seems possible is death
Only death will see
Ultimately, death will be the only witness to my anguish and suffering
Lyrics © Roba Music Verlag GMBH
Written by: Jurgen van Straaten
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Flammingo
Best track of the album. To underrated for now. Shows shows shows... !
For I Am King
Thanks!! Doing our best!!
Numernabis
Holy Hell! Such a banger!!
For I Am King
Thanks Kubikolos
Numernabis
@For I Am King No problem! It really is a banger!
N
Нормально!!! Питер с Вами! Вперед!!!! =)))
Theo
Lekker nummer :)
For I Am King
Bedankt Theo!! \m/
Faheem Classen
Awe, it's a mooi track. Love it.
Jesus Sanchez
FAVORITE SONG OFF THE NEW ALBUM <3333333333333333333333333333333