Dead END
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Hold on, there's a hole in my heart
I feel a deep emotional void within myself

Everyone can see right through me
My emotions are visible and transparent to others

It goes all the way to the waves
My pain is so intense it reaches the depths of the ocean

Where my love she tried to wash it away
My past attempts to move on and forget love have been unsuccessful

see we break for the summers
We take breaks from each other during the summer months

So she can find lovers
During our break, she seeks out other romantic relationships

She treats them like a bottle of wine
She enjoys them for a short period of time then quickly discards them

They make you dinner
Her lovers impress her with their cooking skills

And they sing you to sleep
Her lovers provide her with a sense of comfort

But by the morning find the bottle is empty
She quickly loses interest in her lovers and moves on

'Cause she never gives it the time
She doesn't invest enough time and effort into her relationships

Every bottle she finds
Every new lover she discovers

They don't compare
None of her new lovers live up to her past loves

To the ones she left behind
She still longs for the love she left in the past

There is never a note
Her past loves never leave behind any closure or explanation

So she waits for me to come back home
She relies on me to give her a sense of stability and familiarity

I'm looking for a dead end song
I want to find a song that reflects my feelings of despair and hopelessness

You wish that smoke
You desire to escape reality through smoking

Could change its color
You wish for a change in your current circumstances

I love it when you talk so much
I appreciate your chatter as it distracts me from my pain

And act like nothing went wrong
I appreciate your ability to ignore the troubles in our relationship

While we sit and find flaws in everyone
We criticize others to deflect from our own issues

I want to keep you by my side
I desire your presence as a source of comfort

Holding off tidal waves
We try to overcome overwhelming emotional waves together

"Mint car" is keeping us warm
The song 'Mint Car' provides comfort and warmth to us

She lays crossed upon the bed
You lie in a peaceful, crossing position on the bed

We are puzzles making shapes
We are trying to fit the pieces of our relationship together

With our hands
We are using our hands to create and build

I take my finger, turn into a pen
I use my finger as a makeshift pen

Then I run my hand down your spine
I trace my hand down your back

You guess I wrote something profound
You think I wrote something meaningful

Something like:
A reference to a previous statement

"Our love will last 'till we die"
The message I'm sending to you is that our love is eternal

I say "you're good at this game"
I make a lighthearted comment about our activity

But what I really wrote is
I confess that what I wrote was not entirely truthful

"How I've yet to be saved"
The true message I wanted to send is that I still struggle and need to be rescued