Grey
Four Minute Mile Lyrics


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How long have you been holding on
Cause I can barely sleep
Or keep on lying to myself
That I'm a stranger to these dreams
So keep thinking you're right
I'll try not to give in to you
So I'll stay out of your sight
I'm feeling disconnected
Trapped up in this room
With too much time to think about you
We both know what we're worth
But your warnings never paid
And I'm still counting down the days
I just can't figure this out
But I tried
But I tried
So I'll take the blame
Before I fade away
Finding every reason not to
Want to stay in the same place
Cause I'd rather stay colder
When I'm states away (States away)
I'm done with your two faces
Changing every other season
So here's my goodbye
And this time I wrote it for you
(The same story every time you tried to lose me)
The same story every time you tried to lose me
The same story every day with a different ending
It's getting harder to believe
The signals that you're sending
But in the back of my mind
I swear we knew each other
Or maybe it was all a dream
Too short to tell the time to erase me
But I knew you always could
And I knew you always would
I knew you always could
I thought I knew who you were
So I'll take the blame
And then I'll fade away
Finding every reason not to
Want to stay in the same place
Cause I'd rather stay colder
When I'm states away
(I'm finally far away from you)
I'm done with your two faces
Changing every other season




So here's my goodbye
And this time I wrote it for you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Four Minute Mile's song "Grey" delve into the emotional turmoil of a person who is struggling to cope with a strained relationship. The singer reflects on the duration of their endurance in the relationship, expressing the difficulty of maintaining their composure while battling internal conflicts that disrupt their ability to rest peacefully. The sense of being disconnected and confined within their thoughts amplifies the sense of isolation and longing for escape from the tensions that weigh heavily on their mind. The lyrical imagery of feeling trapped in a room with excessive time to dwell on the person in question conveys a sense of entrapment and emotional imprisonment.


The lyrics also touch on the conflicting feelings of self-worth and realization of the warning signs that were previously ignored. There is a sense of resignation and acceptance of the end approaching, reflected in the countdown of days and the acknowledgment of the inevitability of fading away. The singer grapples with the complexity of the situation, admitting to struggling to comprehend the circumstances despite their efforts to make sense of it all. The admission of taking the blame and readiness to accept responsibility before seeking a way out highlights a sense of weariness and the desire for a fresh start.


The theme of distance and detachment becomes apparent as the singer expresses a preference for maintaining a cold demeanor while being physically distant. The mention of being "states away" not only conveys physical separation but also symbolizes the emotional and psychological distance they wish to establish. The recurring motif of "two faces changing every other season" emphasizes the instability and inconsistency of the other person in the relationship, prompting the singer to bid farewell and distance themselves from the toxicity they no longer wish to endure.


As the song concludes, there is a somber realization that the perception of knowing the other person deeply may have been an illusion or dream. The uncertainty of whether their connection was ever genuine lingers, leaving the singer with unresolved doubt. Despite the acknowledgment that the other person possesses the ability to erase them from their life, there is a resigning acceptance of the inevitable departure. The act of writing a goodbye message signifies closure and a final attempt to break free from the cycle of heartache and deception, marking a poignant conclusion to a tumultuous chapter in their life journey.


Line by Line Meaning

How long have you been holding on
For how much time have you been struggling to let go of the past


Cause I can barely sleep
Because I find it difficult to rest peacefully


Or keep on lying to myself
Or continue pretending to be someone I am not


That I'm a stranger to these dreams
That these aspirations feel unfamiliar to me


So keep thinking you're right
Persist in believing that you are correct


I'll try not to give in to you
I will make an effort not to succumb to your influence


So I'll stay out of your sight
Thus, I will avoid being in your presence


I'm feeling disconnected
I am experiencing a sense of disconnection


Trapped up in this room
Confined within this space


With too much time to think about you
With an abundance of time to ponder over thoughts of you


We both know what we're worth
Both of us are aware of our own value


But your warnings never paid
Yet your cautions did not have the intended impact


And I'm still counting down the days
And I continue to mark off the passing days


I just can't figure this out
I am struggling to comprehend this situation


But I tried
Nevertheless, I made an attempt


So I'll take the blame
Therefore, I accept responsibility


Before I fade away
Before I disappear or lose myself


Finding every reason not to
Identifying all the rationale for avoiding


Want to stay in the same place
Remain stagnant in the present situation


Cause I'd rather stay colder
Because I prefer to remain distant emotionally


When I'm states away (States away)
When I am physically distant (far away)


I'm done with your two faces
I am tired of dealing with your deceitful nature


Changing every other season
Evolving with each new period of time


So here's my goodbye
Therefore, this is my farewell


And this time I wrote it for you
And on this occasion, I express it explicitly to you




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Devon Ayala, Kevin Hart, Sean Wallner, Sebastian Stanley

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