She
Fractured Lyrics

Everytime you speak my name
The mere mention of your name disturbs me deeply

My ears will ring, drive me insane
It causes physical and mental discomfort that I cannot withstand

All I ever wanted
You were all that mattered to me

It's all you ever gave to me
But in the end, all you offered was pain and emptiness

Every time you reach out to me
Your rare attempts to connect with me

Embrace the love you cannot see
Are only a hollow pretense and not worth my time

Emptiness
Your existence brought me nothing but a void

You feed on me from the inside
Your very presence consumes me from within and drains me of everything I have

One day I hope things will be different for you and me
Despite everything, I still hold onto a small glimmer of hope that we can have a better future

And until that day arrives, I must make sure I survive
But until then, I must do whatever it takes to keep myself alive and whole

You lift me up and throw me down
You play with my emotions and take me on a rollercoaster ride that leaves me dizzy and disoriented

Never saved me
You never truly cared for my well-being

Let me drown
You would rather watch me suffer and drown than throw me a lifeline

I'm dying here without you
Your absence is killing me slowly

Dying and you never knew
And you don't even realize the impact your actions have on me

Never knew how things could be
You never understood the true potential of what we had

All alone just you and me
If only we could have been together without interference from the outside world

Death is all that I fear
The thought of losing you or living without you is too much for me to bear

What I leave behind, sincere
If I were to die, I want you to know that my love for you was sincere

I can only care so much
But my love for you is not limitless, and I cannot continue to exist in this constant pain

Longing for your softest touch
But the memory of your touch is all I have left to hold onto

Until I cannot stand the pain
I will keep holding on until the pain becomes too much for me to bear

Until my wishes are in vain
But eventually, I know that my wishes for us will never come true

You lied to me, straight-faced
You deceived me without any hint of remorse

All the time was just a waste
All the time we spent together now feels meaningless and wasted

There was nothing I could ever say
I was powerless to change the path we were on

To get you to think this way
To make you see the error of your ways and how they were hurting me

Psychotic demands
Your unreasonable and irrational requests

In the end you'll reprimand
And even when I gave in to your demands, you still found a way to criticize me

Standing in the pouring rain
I am left standing in the elements, vulnerable and alone

With nothing left to explain
At this point, there is nothing left to say or do