This Is All
From Kid Lyrics


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I've felt I had it all
I've been everything left

I've been the chicks, the prey, the eagle
Not necessarily in that order

But tell me what I am now
I’m the chance before a checkmate

And that’s when you all realize that we’re right
and we feel the same
And there’s a very special sensation around
playing in the game
I know this is not the ground
some sort of irrational sustaining
As does the light you take me
and this is where we are

I've been the call for withdrawal
A sewn up white flag (for the hundredth time)

An end to diplomacy,
climbing gravity

But tell me what I am now
I’m the chance before a checkmate

And that’s when you all realize that we’re right
and we feel the same
And there’s a very special sensation around
playing in the game
I know this is not the ground
some sort of irrational sustaining
As does the light you take me
and this is where we are

I don’t want to rediscover what I already know
I don’t want to rediscover what I already know
I don’t want to rediscover what I already know
I don’t want to rediscover what I already know

And that’s when you all realize that we’re right
and we feel the same
And there’s a very special sensation around
playing in the game
I know this is not the ground
some sort of irrational sustaining




As does the light you take me
and this is where we are

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "This Is All" by From Kid explore themes of self-discovery, realization, and the desire to break free from repetitive patterns. The song begins with the singer expressing a sense of completeness or having achieved everything they thought they wanted. They have experienced different roles and perspectives, comparing themselves to various beings such as chicks, prey, and eagles.


However, a shift seems to occur as they ask, "But tell me what I am now." This line suggests a feeling of uncertainty and a search for identity. They describe themselves as "the chance before a checkmate," implying that they are at a critical point where they have the opportunity to make a significant move.


The song then turns its attention to the listeners, implying that at this point, it becomes clear that the singer and the audience are aligned in their thoughts and emotions. There is a shared understanding and a special sensation that arises from participating in the game of life. The mention of "some sort of irrational sustaining" suggests that this shared feeling transcends logical understanding.


In the subsequent verse, the lyrics focus on the singer's desire to break away from predictable patterns. They use the metaphor of being the "call for withdrawal" and a "sewn up white flag" to symbolize their attempt to end diplomatic measures and defy the forces of gravity that keep them grounded. Once again, they emphasize the uncertainty of their current state by asking, "But tell me what I am now."


The repetition of the line "I don’t want to rediscover what I already know" reflects the singer's resistance to falling back into familiar patterns and wanting to avoid repeating past experiences or insights. This repetition underscores their determination to explore new territory and embrace the unknown.


In the final repetition of the chorus, the lyrics suggest that the realization of collective alignment and the special sensation experienced in the game of life are sustained by the light that the listeners take from the singer. It implies that through their shared understanding and connection, they can create a meaningful existence.


Overall, "This Is All" by From Kid delves into themes of self-exploration, breaking free from cycles, and the power of shared understanding. It inspires listeners to seek growth and embrace the unknown, as well as to recognize the significance of mutual empathy and connection in the journey of life.


Line by Line Meaning

I've felt I had it all
I have experienced moments of having everything I desired


I've been everything left
I have played different roles, not necessarily in a specific order


But tell me what I am now
Please clarify my current identity


I’m the chance before a checkmate
I represent the opportunity just before a decisive move in a game


And that’s when you all realize that we’re right and we feel the same
At that moment, everyone understands our correctness and shares the same emotions


And there’s a very special sensation around playing in the game
There is a unique feeling when participating in the competition


I know this is not the ground
I am aware that this is not the normal or expected situation


some sort of irrational sustaining
It is a form of illogical maintenance or continuation


As does the light you take me
Similar to the way the light guides me


and this is where we are
This is our current position or state


I’ve been the call for withdrawal
I have voiced the request to retreat


A sewn up white flag (for the hundredth time)
Recurring surrender represented by a completely closed white flag


An end to diplomacy, climbing gravity
Putting an end to peaceful negotiations and defying the force of gravity


I don’t want to rediscover what I already know
I have no desire to revisit what I am already familiar with




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