Nothing To Lose
Fuelhead feat. K.O.T. Lyrics

Nothing to lose
I have no fear of failure or loss, as I have nothing that is holding me back or weighing me down.

I didn't come this far just to be inches
I have worked hard and persevered through many obstacles in order to achieve my goals, and I will not settle for anything less than success.

You don't know what i'd do just for forgiveness
I am willing to go to great lengths and make sacrifices just to earn the forgiveness of those who I have wronged.

All the shit you wanted don't come in wishes
The things that you desire and strive for cannot simply be wished into existence, but require hard work, dedication, and perseverance to achieve.

Lost inside i couldn't make any tough decisions
During times of turmoil and uncertainty, I have struggled to make difficult decisions and have felt lost and unsure of my path forward.

Seeing all eyes watching me, i'm feeling distant
The intense scrutiny and judgement of others has caused me to feel disconnected and isolated, even when surrounded by others.

I can feel the pressure pushing me to the limit
The stress and expectations placed upon me have become overwhelming, and are starting to take a toll on my mental and emotional well-being.

Breaking promises i can never hold, does it make less human
My inability to keep my word and fulfill my commitments has caused me to feel like I am becoming less of a good person and more of a failure.

Drowning myself just to cope with the pain, can this shit ever just stop
In order to avoid dealing with the overwhelming pain and pressure I am experiencing, I have turned to self-destructive behaviors that only exacerbate the situation.

Too many people look up to my name, i don't worry about what i got
While there are many people who view me as a role model or source of inspiration, I am not concerned with my own personal accolades or recognition.

I'm careful when it comes to newcomers
I am cautious and guarded when meeting new people, as past experiences have taught me to be wary of those who might have ulterior motives.

Not everyone always allowed
There are some people who I choose not to associate myself with, or who are not welcome in my life.

I tend to stay away from all the noise
I avoid drama and conflict whenever possible, preferring to maintain a sense of peace and tranquility in my life.

I'm blind and am annoyed
I am frustrated by my own lack of insight or understanding in certain situations, feeling like I am unable to see the bigger picture or make sense of things.

Don't plead when i can't save you anymore
When someone is in need of help or support, I am unable to offer assistance and do not want to be begged or pleaded with to do so.

How'd it come to this
I am baffled and confused as to how things have ended up in their current state of disarray and chaos.

I knew, but i couldn't face the facts
Deep down, I was aware of certain unpleasant truths or realities, but was unable or unwilling to confront them head-on.

Tight grips and balling up your fist
Reacting with anger and aggression, clenching one's fists and tensing up in response to frustration or distress.

Left alone just figure out the gaps
When faced with a difficult or daunting task, I am often left to my own devices to figure things out and bridge any knowledge or experience gaps on my own.

Never left a risk unattended
I am a careful and cautious person, always taking calculated risks and ensuring that nothing is left to chance when it comes to important decisions or endeavors.

Way too caught up in the mentions
Obsessed with recognition and validation from others, becoming overly preoccupied with what others think or say about me.

I can feel the presence of the tension
The palpable strain and discomfort in the atmosphere is weighing heavily on me, making it difficult to focus or relax.

Only if i knew how you felt
If only I had a better understanding of your thoughts, emotions, and motivations, perhaps things could have turned out differently.

Only if i knew how it went
If only I had knowledge or insight into the events or circumstances that led to our current situation, I might be better equipped to handle it.

Only if i was there for you then
If only I had been more present or supportive during a difficult time in your life, things might not have ended up so fractured or estranged between us.

I gotta feel the pain all again
Recounting past traumas or hardships, reliving the emotional and psychological pain that was experienced.

Repeat everything that i meant
Having to explain oneself or justify one's actions or words repeatedly, often in the face of skepticism or criticism.

The vibe changed ever since you left
The dynamics or atmosphere between myself and others has taken a turn for the worse since someone's departure or absence.

Making me ignoring all the sense
Becoming oblivious or indifferent to logic or reason, and acting impulsively or foolishly as a result.

You don't know what you did to me
The impact or repercussions of someone's actions or words have been significant and hurtful, and they may not even realize the extent of the damage done.

I'm stuck in misery
No matter how hard I try, I am unable to shake the pervasive sadness or distress that has taken hold of me.

Scared of judgement and my history
Fearful of being harshly criticized or stigmatized based on past mistakes or indiscretions.

Dodging arguments, keeping the silence
Avoiding confrontations or disagreements with others by staying quiet and passive, rather than engaging in conflict.

Neglecting people cause you're too selfish
Prioritizing one's own needs, wants, or interests above those of others, and neglecting their well-being or feelings as a result.

And you hate how the time spent
Feeling regretful or resentful about past experiences or interactions with someone who is now estranged or no longer in one's life.

I lost you in the storm a couple times
Experiencing a tumultuous or chaotic period of one's life, with someone who was once close being lost or alienated as a result.

And i couldn't rewind it
Being unable to go back in time and change the events or circumstances that led to someone's departure or estrangement.

I hope you find the way out cause i can't help you find it
Wishing the best for someone who is struggling or lost, but recognizing that one is unable or ill-equipped to provide assistance or guidance.