Accepting My Flaws
Future Lyrics

Was there to see all of the real raw shit, but you ain't stay
I witnessed the true and unfiltered experiences, but you chose to leave

Well, I got, kept it all to myself, you know what I mean?
I internalized all of those experiences, do you understand?

It's understandable
I can comprehend why you left

You know exactly who a motherfucker is, though
You have a clear understanding of my true identity

You know what I'm saying?
Do you comprehend what I'm trying to convey?

You know exactly who a motherfucker is
You are fully aware of my true nature

You could've been right here with a motherfucker
You had the opportunity to be by my side

But you ain't wanna be right here with a motherfucker
But you chose not to be here with me

How the fuck you gon' look at me now and try to holler at me like we motherfuckin' friends?
How dare you try to approach me now as if we are close friends?

You know we ain't no motherfuckin' friends
We are not friends at all

Yeah, nigga
Yes, my friend

You know how I fuckin' get it
You understand my way of doing things

I know I ain't perfect, you know what I'm sayin'?
I acknowledge that I have flaws, do you understand?

That's my rider, nigga (808 Mafia)
She is my loyal companion, my trusted partner

Shawty, ride with me
Darling, come along with me

Lord, forgive me, I've been on a rampage
God, pardon me, I have been uncontrollable

Grim Reaper ridin' in the Rolls Royce, yeah, yeah
Symbolizing death, I ride in luxury

Spent a day to sober up, then I popped me one up
I took time to get clean, then I indulged in substances again

I can't pop up when I want with her, she popular
I can't be present whenever I desire, as she is in high demand

I've been tryna fight my demons, I've been tryna fight my cup
I've been attempting to battle my inner struggles and addiction

I always tell her she my therapy, I told her it was rough
I constantly express to her that she is my source of comfort, even though it's difficult

She acceptin' all my flaws, I got diamonds with the cut
She embraces all my imperfections, like precious gems that have been shaped and polished

I've been sufferin' withdrawals, missin' out on real love
I've been experiencing withdrawal symptoms and depriving myself of genuine affection

Different, you a angel, true to me
You are unique, like an angel, and loyal to me

They gon' try to convince me that it's different
Others may attempt to persuade me that things have changed

But I know, it's in my spirit and I can feel it, yeah
But I know deep within me, I can sense the truth

She don't bring up when these bitches bein' miserable and typical
She doesn't dwell on the negativity and drama caused by other women

Take my blood, baby, we goin' digital
Let's become connected in a profound and personal way

Thousand dollar ski boots by Perry Ellis
I own expensive ski boots made by Perry Ellis

And I don't plan on taking no ski trip, they even drip (woo)
And I have no intention of going on a skiing trip, I just want to show them off

Chanel fanny pack out in Egypt, ain't no reason
I'm flaunting a Chanel fanny pack in Egypt without a specific purpose

Gucci bucket hat for all my heathens
I wear a Gucci bucket hat to represent my rebellious friends

Temporary distractions, ain't no grievin' 'cause they reachin'
Temporary distractions don't bother me because they are temporary

Copy and they clone what I'm feedin', they be thievin'
They imitate and copy what I offer, they are stealing from me

China white in my home, be strategic, I gotta feed ya
I have high-quality drugs in my residence, I need to provide for you

Grind up on my own 'cause I see how they mistreat me
I have to work hard by myself because I am aware of how others mistreat me

Don't you let 'em turn you on me, I see it, I can peep it
Don't allow them to manipulate you against me, I perceive their intentions

Pill like white Patron, I can see it, you conceited
I can sense your arrogance and self-importance, you're like a pill that makes me intoxicated

Talkin' on the phone, and yeah, my tone mischievous
While having a conversation on the phone, my tone is playful and sly

Plastic or the chrome, whatever we need to keep us heated
Whether we require fake substances or firearms, we'll use whatever it takes to maintain our aggression

Canary yellow stone, girl, shine on my demons
The bright yellow gemstone represents you, illuminating my inner struggles

I feel it in my bones when you takin' out my semen
I have a deep sensation within me when you remove my essence

I purchased a couple Cashmere sweaters this evening
I bought a few luxurious Cashmere sweaters tonight

Take you for a walk in the park like a deacon
I will accompany you for a stroll in the park, resembling a religious figure

Half a ticket, pullin' up on you and mamacita
Arriving in style with an expensive vehicle, approaching you and your female friend

Give you the keys in her face to show her how I treat you
I will give you the keys to the car while flaunting it in front of her, displaying how well I treat you

I'm takin' you out on dinner dates, got Franklins like Aretha
I'm escorting you on romantic dinners, possessing hundred-dollar bills like Aretha Franklin

Trained in the war zone, codeine in my one liter
Accustomed to the harsh reality of a battle-scarred area, with a bottle of codeine in my possession

Pain in my attitude, it's vicious and it's lethal
My demeanor is filled with pain, it's aggressive and deadly

Came off the avenue and ran into a diva
I departed from the street and encountered an attractive and glamorous woman

Brokenhearted, baby had me down, had to get you
Feeling emotionally wounded, I had to pursue you for comfort

You out the garden, baby, I'm from the jungle with the leeches
You come from a place of innocence, while I come from a harsh environment filled with opportunistic individuals

Clouded my lungs up and I slowly started speakin'
My lungs became filled with smoke, and I began to speak in a slow and deliberate manner

Rain, thunderin', showin' you grace for this meetin'
It's raining heavily and thundering, signifying a significant and fateful encounter

Givin' you compliments throughout that day and the weekend
Continuously showering you with praise throughout the entire day and weekend

Fall in love with revenge, hopin' that'll kill my demons
Falling in love with the idea of seeking revenge, hoping it will eliminate my inner struggles

Sittin' out on my porch, I'm in disbelief
Sitting on my porch, I am in a state of shock and disbelief

Give me glory, give me Lori, that's victory
Bestow upon me honor and recognition, give me Lori, that symbolizes true triumph

I'm gonna drop your name, is it chemistry?
I will mention your name publicly, is it a sign of our deep connection?

Fuck this money and fame if it's meant to be
I don't care about wealth and fame if our relationship is meant to be

Like a rock star showin' up at a symphony
Just like a rock star making an unexpected appearance at a symphony orchestra

Rock hard, pissin' on my enemy
Staying strong and unyielding, metaphorically urinating on those who oppose me

Fuck 'em all, we don't show 'em sympathy
Disregard them all, we don't exhibit any sympathy towards them

Her favorite color blue, I bought her Tiffany
Her preferred color is blue, so I purchased her a gift from Tiffany & Co.

Out the trap spot, I got my dope degree
Departing from a dangerous area, I obtained expertise in the drug trade

They persuaded me, they gon' try to persuade you, believe
They managed to influence me, and they will attempt to influence you too, trust me

Had laid it and played it and stayed in it for weeks
I had sex and engaged in a casual relationship that lasted for weeks

Mistakes like earthquakes, they can't break us a piece
Mistakes are as impactful as earthquakes, but they cannot destroy our bond

I'm not Catholic but had to have a talk with the priest
Although I'm not Catholic, I needed to have a conversation with a priest to seek guidance

Acrobatic flips, gettin' European cash 'cross the sea
Engaging in risky financial maneuvers, acquiring European currency overseas

It's so radical, automatical, I'm knowin' we elite
It's incredibly innovative and instinctive, I'm aware that we are superior

Fascinated by the lifestyle, you know it bring greed
Captivated by the extravagant lifestyle, knowing that it can breed greed

Fascinated by your feistiness, okay
Enthralled by your spirited and assertive nature, alright

Fascinated over your crisis, it's warfare
Fixated on your personal struggles, it's like being in a state of war

When we roll one, we converse, we like orphans
When we smoke a joint, we engage in deep conversations, like two lost souls

Coast to coast, float the ocean like a starfish
Traveling from one coast to another, gracefully floating in the ocean like a starfish

Check my post, I'ma toast to the heartless
Examine my social media posts, I will raise a toast to those who lack empathy

That's why I'm prayin' for better days on this continent
That's why I'm hoping and praying for improved circumstances on this continent

I don't need a ghost to write my promises
I don't require a ghostwriter to compose my commitments

You boost my confidence
You enhance my self-assurance