I'm Lonely
Future Bible Heroes Lyrics

I'm lonely and I love it
I feel alone, but I'm actually enjoying it.

Woe is me, but I'm above it
I'm feeling bad, but I'm trying to be resilient.

It's the strangest thing
I find my current emotions odd.

I'm sad and I don't care
I am experiencing sadness but I am indifferent to its impact.

And I'm dancing on air
I am deliriously happy in spite of feeling lonely.

I miss you and I like it
I am nostalgic, yet at the same time happy that you are gone.

Show me a mountain and I'll hike it
I am willing to do anything to fill the hole that you left.

It's a whole new feeling never felt before
This is a new experience for me that is strangely enjoyable.

Get me to the dance floor
I am ready to party.

I'm as lonely as an eagle
I am extremely lonely.

And I'm crazy as a loon
I am acting foolishly.

Who would ever think I could get over you so soon?
I surprised myself by getting over you so quickly.

I should be singing the blues
I should be feeling down.

But I just want to croon
But instead I want to sing playfully.

Winter is still with us, but I'm dancing like it's June
It's still cold, but I am choosing to act like it's summer.

It's been rough, but I'll rough it
It's been tough, but I'll handle it.

If that's how it feels to get your heart broken
If that's what it's like to be heartbroken.

Break my heart again
I am willing to go through heartbreak again.

I'm as lonely as Narcissus gazing in his mirrored pond
I'm incredibly lonely, like Narcissus, who fell in love with his own reflection.

Wearing all the clothes you hate
I am choosing to be my own person, even if you don't like it.

And going back to blond
I am changing my appearance to make myself happy.

Staying up all hours in my deedy demimonde
I am staying up late, living a life that is unconventional and maybe not socially acceptable.

If you have something to tell me
If you have something to say to me.

Please don't correspond
Please don't contact me.

If only I'd dreamed of it
If only I had thought about feeling this way.

I'd have broken up with you so long ago
I wish I had ended our relationship a long time ago.

You wouldn't even know
You wouldn't even realize how happy I am now.

I'm as lonely as an emperor upon a golden throne
I am very lonely, despite seeming like I have everything.

Going off my diet with a double chocolate cone
I am indulging and eating unhealthy food.

Shouting from the rooftops and through every telephone
I am announcing my happiness to the world.

All the time I've been with you
For the entire time I was with you.

I wish I'd been alone
I wish I was single during that time.

Because I'm lonely as Mount Everest
I am feeling incredibly lonely.

And probably as high
And probably feeling similarly to someone at a high altitude.

It's time to buy all the records
It's time to indulge in my interests.

You would never let me buy
You never allowed me to do what I wanted.

It's time to try the million things you never let me try
It's time to experiment and try new things.

I can almost laugh
I am almost happy despite the emotional pain I experienced.

At all the times you made me cry
At all the instances when you made me feel miserable.

Because I'm lonely and I love it
Despite feeling alone, I am enjoying this sensation.