Disorder
FyKe Lyrics

All the voices shout together
I feel overwhelmed by the conflicting thoughts and opinions in my mind.

When I’m still awake
Even when I am trying to rest, my mind is still active and filled with chaos.

Oh, What’s the words?
I struggle to find the right words to express myself or understand what others are saying.

I can’t remember all of my mistakes
I constantly dwell on my past failures and find it difficult to let go and move on.

No escape
I feel trapped in this state of confusion and disorder with no way out.

What’s that you say?
I struggle to comprehend or process what others are trying to communicate to me.

All my friends inside of my head keep shouting disorder
The voices and thoughts in my mind constantly remind me of my chaotic state of mind.

When I replay the things that I’ve said
I often obsessively replay and analyze my past words, feeling regret and longing for a different outcome.

I wish it was over
I desire for this mental turmoil and confusion to come to an end.

Let them say I’m better off dead
I am so consumed by my disorder that I sometimes question my own worth and contemplate extreme measures.

Just trust me I’m closer
Despite the struggles, I believe I am getting closer to finding a sense of inner peace and understanding.

Can’t save myself inside my hell
I feel trapped in my own mental torment and cannot find a way to rescue myself from it.

Someone send some help
I plea for assistance and support from others to help me navigate through this difficult time.

For my disorder
I am specifically referring to the chaos and disarray within my own mind.

When I think I see the center
Sometimes, I perceive a glimpse of stability and clarity within my thoughts.

That’s when I feel safe
During those rare moments of clarity, I experience a sense of security and calmness.

Some days are worse and some are better
The intensity of my disorder fluctuates, with some days being more manageable than others.

Only God can save what I break
I feel helpless in trying to fix the damage and brokenness caused by my disorder, and seek a higher power for help.

why am I this way?
I question why I am plagued by this chaotic state of mind and why I am unable to find stability.

I’m somewhere close but can’t let go
I sense that I am near a breakthrough or a solution, but there is something holding me back.

Lost my mind but kept my soul
Despite the confusion and disorder in my mind, I still hold onto my inner essence and sense of identity.

Moved so fast I couldn’t just stop and catch it
I have been rushing through life so quickly that I have been unable to fully grasp or address my disorder.

I don’t want their pills for self control
I reject the idea of relying on medication to regulate my thoughts and emotions, preferring to find a more holistic approach.

I swear that I’m closer
I genuinely believe and promise that I am making progress towards finding a sense of stability and peace within myself.

To finding that piece of my mind
I am actively searching for that missing fragment of clarity and coherence within my thoughts and emotions.