The Garden
G&R Lyrics

I taste fruits from sinful gardens
I indulge in the pleasures and temptations of life

Kick me out I’ll thrive regardless
Even if I am rejected or pushed away, I will still succeed and flourish

Never asked for opinions I beg your pardon
I don't seek approval or permission from others, excuse me

Scrape against society my free will must be sharpened
I resist conforming to societal norms, I must strengthen my independence

I am in paradise but I am not happy
I am in a blissful state but deep down I feel unsatisfied

Nothing around here grabs me
Everything in this environment fails to captivate or inspire me

I feel the wind pass me I see the birds above
I observe the freedom of nature and long to experience it

Wish I was flying with them
I desire to have the same liberation and joy as the birds

Is that the meaning of love
Could love be defined as the freedom to be oneself?

The freedom to go as you please
Having the liberty to follow your own desires and choices

Or the weight of staying the same
Alternatively, is it the burden of remaining stagnant and unchanged?

I feel a part of the truth is missing
I sense that there is an incomplete understanding of reality

I feel the fabric of life is fraying
I perceive that the essence of existence is unraveling

Sun is talking what is it saying
The sun's presence communicates a message, what is it conveying?

Made of water the moon is controlling
The moon, consisting of water, exerts influence and control

Losing my grip on life what am I holding
I am losing control and questioning the significance of what I cling to

Is it the things I was taught or what I can’t live without
Am I defined by the knowledge I acquired or the things I cannot imagine my life without?

In essence my presence is seeking value through reference
Fundamentally, my existence seeks validation through external comparisons

Point me to where I can get it so mystic so fast I missed it
Direct me towards the elusive truth and enlightenment that eluded me so rapidly

The overseer hates that I am a non believer
The one in charge disapproves of my skepticism and lack of faith

But once I get the proof we can hang like chandeliers
However, once I obtain evidence, we can celebrate and shine brightly together

This world tells you no a million times to one yes
The world often denies and rejects you countless times before granting a single approval

One vest I cover my heart up with one less
I protect my heart with a layer of armor, allowing myself to be vulnerable by removing one layer

Fucks I give no matter if you like it or not
I don't care if you approve or not, I will stay true to myself

I fight it with snot
I resist conformity with determination and defiance

I’m sick and tired of being a lighter for people that steal my fire
I'm exhausted from empowering those who drain my own passion and energy

I’m about my bread like a kaiser
I am focused on my own success and financial stability

I roll it and light her I’m feeling inspired
I indulge in my vices and find inspiration in the process

I gotta get my peak to be higher my demons admire
I must elevate myself further, even though my inner struggles find admiration in my ambition

My fortitude cause I’m a fighter no matter the round yea
My resilience stems from being a fighter, regardless of the challenges I face

My food for thought is fruitarian, Shawne Merriman
My intellectual nourishment consists of unconventional ideas, referencing Shawne Merriman (former NFL player)

Lights out living on the edge of despair again
Living in darkness, teetering on the brink of hopelessness once more

But if I take a bite will I lose my faith
However, if I indulge in these forbidden pleasures, will I lose my faith or beliefs?

Or be enlightened by the world that’s in front of my face
Or will I gain wisdom and understanding from the reality that is right in front of me?