Drifting
G.R.A.B Lyrics

Got this flight to London, I ain't pop no Xans for it
I am traveling to London without taking any drugs to enhance my trip

In case you was wonderin', I ain't even plan for it
I didn't intend to travel to London, it was a spontaneous decision

I just left L.A, barely caught the plane
I left Los Angeles in a hurry and almost missed my flight

Fuckin' TSA, swear a nigga ran for it
TSA was a hassle and made me run

Ain't used to this fame shit
I am not accustomed to being famous

This you-all-know-my-name-shit
People recognize me and know my name because of my fame

Me, I'm just the same kid
Despite my fame, I am still the same person I was before

That fucked around and made it
Even though I didn't plan to become famous, I ended up making it

Fucked over my main chick
I hurt my main girlfriend

Damn she was the main chick
She was my main girlfriend

Thinkin' 'bout the game
I am reflecting on my actions

I shouldn't have played, but I played it
I regret my actions but still went through with them

And now I'm missin' your love
I am missing the love of my girlfriend

I blame it on the distance
I am blaming the distance between us for my infidelity

Why I'm fuckin' with these bitches
I am cheating on my girlfriend

These numbers in my phone
I have many women's phone numbers

A text pops up, she's like, "Who is this?"
One of the women I am talking to is asking who I am with

You probably got a mistress
My girlfriend suspects I have another woman

Probably every week it switches
I am talking to new women every week

Now is this cause for concern?
I am questioning if my actions are problematic

And should I be suspicious?
I am wondering if my girlfriend is also cheating on me

I'm overseas trippin', a million miles away
I am traveling overseas

And she's still in L.A., my mom's out in the Bay
My girlfriend is still in Los Angeles and my mother is in the Bay Area

And these overseas minutes add up, that's a lot to pay
International phone calls are expensive

I can pay it, yeah I know, but it's the excuse I say
I can afford it, but I am using it as an excuse to avoid talking to my girlfriend

She's been tryna track me down
My girlfriend has been trying to contact me

I feel like I'm cattin' now
I feel guilty for cheating on my girlfriend

Dodgin' her when she's the one
I am avoiding my girlfriend when she is the one I should be talking to

I'm out here trippin', actin' wild
I am acting recklessly

Start to wonder if I've changed
I am questioning if my fame has changed me

I'm like how could that be now?
I am in disbelief that I have changed

Would these bitches be here really
These women would not be with me if I was not famous

If I wasn't rappin' now?
If I was not a successful rapper

I'm just so conflicted
I am feeling conflicted about my actions

It's been so long since we've kicked it
It has been a long time since I have spent time with my girlfriend

And I can't lie, I've missed it
I miss spending time with my girlfriend

But somewhere the current shifted
Something changed in our relationship

And now I'm somewhere else
I am in a different place emotionally

Far away, feel like we drifted
I feel disconnected from my girlfriend

Hard to face the facts
It is difficult to confront the reality of our relationship

I'm drinkin' to escape, and then get lifted
I am drinking and getting high to cope with my problems

Get swept under a rug, 'till I'm trippin' on a pile
I am ignoring my problems until they become insurmountable

Did it change, somethin' different for a while
Our relationship changed and became difficult

Yeah we grew apart with time
We have become distant as time has passed

We ain't kicked it in a while
We have not spent quality time together in a long time

But I still think about you now
I still have feelings for my girlfriend

Without you, see there's differences now
Without my girlfriend, things have changed

But shit happens, how could we have known?
Unexpected things happen in life

Nothin' can prepare us
Nothing can emotionally prepare us for challenges in life

From sleepin' at your parents, now to sold out shows in Paris
From staying at your parents' house to performing in sold-out shows in Paris

To parties at my hotel ashin' blunts up off my terrace
To parties at my hotel, smoking marijuana on the rooftop terrace

Tell me, how'd we ever come to live this careless?
How did we end up living in such a careless manner?

And now I'm missin' your love
I am still missing my girlfriend's love