Feel My Pain
GWEILO GHOST Lyrics
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I make it hurt
You feel the same thing as me now we get the word out
I'm giving him what he deserve
I'm sadistic off a perc when my eyes blurred out
I'm this close to taking all of them with me
How many times I prayed to God but he don't hear me
I've been sinning but there's no one to forgive me
Double cup Spanish codeine that I'm pouring
He tried to violate me but I left him snoring
I'm throwing up guts in the back of a new foreign
No matter what it is, on my Ma I find it boring
I slammed his face in to the wall, close curtains
His bitch screaming at me boy I couldn't get a word in
I know she's mad cuz blood splattered on her Birkin
If he comes to that's an L then he's a burden
Mix the strip with wine cuz that shit is barely working
Speak bad on my name I'll be close yeah I'll be lurking
With this karambit got steady hands like a surgeon
You get flayed alive then we douse you in detergent
Feel my pain
I make it hurt
You feel the same thing as me now we get the word out
I'm giving him what he deserve
I'm sadistic off a perc when my eyes blurred out
In the first verse, the lyrics express a desire for others to understand the pain the artist is experiencing. The artist claims to make it hurt, implying that their pain is intense and real. They want others to feel the same pain in order to validate their own emotions and experiences. The line about giving someone what they deserve suggests a vengeful mindset, where the artist takes satisfaction in inflicting pain on someone else. The reference to being sadistic off a perc (possibly pain medication) adds to the intensity and blurred perception of the artist's emotions.
The second verse reveals a deep sense of despair and frustration. The artist feels unheard by God despite praying multiple times. They discuss the damage they have caused, possibly to themselves or others, and acknowledge a penchant for self-pity. They imply that they have committed sins, but there is no one to offer them forgiveness. The reference to Spanish codeine and violating someone suggests a dangerous and rebellious lifestyle. The artist describes throwing up, possibly as a result of their actions, and finds life monotonous regardless of what they engage in. This suggests a numbness or desensitization to both positive and negative experiences.
The third verse depicts a violent encounter where the artist physically attacks someone. They describe slamming the person's face into a wall and the chaos that ensues. The person's partner reacts angrily, indicating they might have witnessed the violent act firsthand. The mention of blood on the partner's Birkin bag adds to the graphic imagery and intensity of the situation. The artist considers the person a burden, emphasizing their lack of remorse. They mention mixing substances and highlight their reputation for lurking and seeking revenge for any negative comments made about them. The reference to a karambit, a type of curved knife, implies a readiness for further violence. The final line about flaying someone alive and dousing them in detergent further amplifies the sadistic and brutal nature of the lyrics.
Overall, these lyrics reflect a deep sense of pain, vengefulness, and disregard for others' well-being. The artist channels their emotional turmoil into violent actions and finds solace in causing harm to others. It can be seen as a cry for attention, a desire for others to understand and acknowledge the pain they are going through.
Line by Line Meaning
Feel my pain
Experience the intense emotional suffering that I am going through
I make it hurt
I intentionally inflict pain upon myself and others
You feel the same thing as me now we get the word out
You empathize with my pain and together we bring awareness to it
I'm giving him what he deserve
I am exacting revenge on someone who deserves it
I'm sadistic off a perc when my eyes blurred out
Under the influence of drugs, I become cruel and enjoy causing others pain, even though my vision becomes impaired
I'm this close to taking all of them with me
I am on the brink of taking everyone down with me in my suffering
How many times I prayed to God but he don't hear me
I have repeatedly sought help from God, but it seems like my prayers go unanswered
See the damage done I'm a slut for self-pity
I indulge in self-pity and thrive on the destruction and pain I cause
I've been sinning but there's no one to forgive me
I have committed sinful acts, yet I cannot find anyone to grant me forgiveness
Double cup Spanish codeine that I'm pouring
I am consuming a large amount of Spanish codeine, pouring it into a double cup
He tried to violate me but I left him snoring
Someone attempted to harm or disrespect me, but I retaliated, leaving them unconscious
I'm throwing up guts in the back of a new foreign
I am vomiting intensely in the rear of a luxurious foreign car
No matter what it is, on my Ma I find it boring
No matter what activity or experience, I find it uninteresting or unexciting, even if I made a promise
I slammed his face into the wall, close curtains
I forcefully pushed someone's face against the wall, indicating the end of their resistance or struggle
His bitch screaming at me boy I couldn't get a word in
A woman, likely his partner, is screaming at me aggressively, making it impossible for me to interject or respond
I know she's mad cuz blood splattered on her Birkin
I am aware that she is angry because blood from the altercation has splattered onto her expensive Birkin bag
If he comes to that's an L then he's a burden
If he regains consciousness, it will be his loss (L) in the situation, proving that he is a burden
Mix the strip with wine cuz that shit is barely working
Combining the drug strip with wine, as the current method is not providing the desired effect
Speak bad on my name I'll be close yeah I'll be lurking
If someone speaks negatively about me, I will be nearby, monitoring their actions
With this karambit got steady hands like a surgeon
With a karambit knife in hand, I possess steady and precise hands, resembling those of a surgeon
You get flayed alive then we douse you in detergent
If you are subjected to being skinned alive, we will then soak you in detergent, intensifying the pain and discomfort
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Written by: Gweilo Ghost
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