This Is It
Gangsta L. Crisis Lyrics
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I find it hard to believe
That my mind could be free
I've always known that i'm trapped inside
At this point i should know
How to turn them down low
I should have known that id be back at it again
I cant believe in what i see its all mirages in the end
I know ill never believe
That my mind could be free
Cause ill never be in control
This is war
This is war
Inside myself i can overcome
This is a war
My fucking war
I live inside a cage my mind has made
And i know i was meant to survive
And i know i was meant to survive
My insanity has become my reality
Which voices are real?
I cannot even tell anymore
There are voices in the walls
But im never sure whats real
Why you gotta force me to see that
Everything is a fucking lie
Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin
Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin and bleed again
Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin
Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin and bleed again
Whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do?
Break the skin?
Whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do?
Bleed again?
This is war
This is war
Inside myself i can overcome
This is a war
My fucking war
I live inside a cage my mind has made
And i know i was meant to survive
And i know i was meant to survive
Wack, Schizo, Psycho and Nuts
Call me whatever i don't give a fuck
Wack, Schizo, Psycho and Nuts
Call me whatever i don't give a fuck
Wack, Schizo, Psycho and Nuts
Call me whatever i don't give a fuck
This is war
This is war
Inside myself i can overcome
This is war
This is war
Inside myself i can overcome
This is a war
My fucking war
I live inside a cage my mind has made
And i know i was meant to survive
And i know i was meant to survive
And i know i was meant to survive
And i know i was meant to survive
The lyrics to Gangsta L. Crisis's song This Is It depict a struggle with one's own mind and the internal turmoil that comes with it. The singer expresses a feeling of being trapped and unable to control the constant screaming inside their head. They question what is real and what is not, and their own ability to ever truly be free. The chorus repeats "This is war" as if to emphasize the harsh reality of the situation and the constant battle within oneself.
The singer acknowledges their own insanity becoming their reality, and the confusion of not being able to distinguish between the voices in the walls and the ones in their head. The repeated phrase "Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin and bleed again" suggests a desire for release and a way to escape the mental pain being experienced. The final line of the song, "And I know I was meant to survive" offers a glimmer of hope and shows that even in the darkest moments, there is still a will to keep going and a belief in one's own resilience.
Overall, the lyrics of This Is It offer a raw and honest portrayal of mental health struggles and the constant battle within oneself. The repeated phrases and somber tone of the song convey a sense of desperation and the overwhelming feeling of being trapped.
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Fuck yeah
Expressing excitement, enthusiasm or agreement
I find it hard to believe
My mind is trapped with no freedom
That my mind could be free
I cannot believe that I can have freedom
I've always known that i'm trapped inside
I have always been aware that my mind is trapped
At this point i should know
I should have learned by now
How to turn them down low
How to control the loud screams inside my head
The screaming in my heads untamed
The loud screams inside my head are wild and uncontrolled
I should have known that id be back at it again
I should have known that I would be back to my chaotic state
I cant believe in what I see its all mirages in the end
I cannot trust what I see, it's all illusions in the end
I know ill never believe
I am aware that I will never have belief
That my mind could be free
That my mind can be free is beyond my belief
Cause ill never be in control
I will never have control
This is war
This is a mental battle
Inside myself i can overcome
From within myself, I can overcome
My fucking war
This is my very own private battle
I live inside a cage my mind has made
My mind has created a cage that I am trapped in
And i know i was meant to survive
I am aware that I was meant to survive this battle
My insanity has become my reality
My madness to me is my reality
Which voices are real?
I cannot differentiate between the real and the imaginary voices inside my head
I cannot even tell anymore
I am unable to distinguish even a single thing
There are voices in the walls
I hear imaginary voices from the walls
But im never sure whats real
I'm never certain what is actually real
Why you gotta force me to see that
Why are you compelling me to see that
Everything is a fucking lie
Everything is an illusion or lie
Pull the trigger, pop the pill, and break the skin
I resort to self-harm by pulling triggers, popping pills, breaking my skin repeatedly
Whatcha gonna do?
What are you planning to do?
Break the skin?
Will you break your skin?
Bleed again?
Will you bleed again?
Wack, Schizo, Psycho and Nuts
Terms used to call me crazy
Call me whatever i don't give a fuck
You can call me anything, I don't care
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Erik Jensen
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