If Only
Gangsterdam Lyrics
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Like I’m standing on a precipice
You wouldn’t be alive
If you had them as a preventative
All, freedom of your will
Freedom of your will
If only I could tell
Oh
Oh
I’ve been here before
In patterns of the rest of us
I’ve been here before
But I couldn’t find the end of it here
And only I could know
That you would offer when you should have been off
And only I could know
But I didn’t so I’m probably wrong
Freedom of your will
Freedom of your will
If only I could tell
If only I could tell
Who was I to fear the burning light?
Who was I to fear the falling skies?
Who were they who tried to save your life?
And who was I but just the reason why?
Oh
Oh
Freedom of your will
Freedom of your will
If only I could tell
If only I could tell
The lyrics to "If Only" by Gangsterdam reflect a sense of confusion and introspection. The first verse touches on the idea of being on the edge, with feelings that are so intense they're akin to standing on a precipice. However, the second line suggests that experiencing such emotions might be ultimately life-saving, a notion that's explored further in the second verse.
The second verse delves into the theme of free will, with the repetition of the phrase "freedom of your will." The lines "If only I could tell" seem to allude to the idea that the singer might be privy to some sort of insight that would help someone else exercise their freedom effectively. The song also touches on regret, as evidenced by the lines "But I didn't so I'm probably wrong" and the repetition of the phrase "If only I could tell." It's as if the singer is searching for some sort of clarity, but is ultimately unsuccessful.
Overall, the song's themes touch on the idea of feeling lost, confused, and lacking direction. The repeated refrain "freedom of your will" seems to suggest that the world is full of possibilities, but it's up to the individual to take advantage of them in a meaningful way. The song's introspective and somewhat mournful tone make it a poignant reflection on the human experience.
Line by Line Meaning
Oh, the feelings off the wall
I am overwhelmed by intense emotions that are difficult to control.
Like I’m standing on a precipice
It feels like I'm on the edge and could fall at any moment.
You wouldn’t be alive
If you had these feelings, you might not be able to cope with them and survive.
If you had them as a preventative
If you had tried to prevent the feelings from happening, you might not be alive now.
All, freedom of your will
Everyone has the freedom to make choices and act upon them.
Freedom of your will
The power to make decisions is a right for every individual.
If only I could tell
I wish I could express my thoughts and feelings better.
If only I could tell
I want to be understood and connect better with others.
I’ve been here before
I've experienced these feelings and situations previously.
In patterns of the rest of us
My experiences are similar to those of many other people.
I’ve been here before
I've faced these issues and difficulties in the past.
But I couldn’t find the end of it here
This time, I can't seem to find a way out of my current struggles.
And only I could know
I have a unique perspective on my experiences that only I can truly understand.
That you would offer when you should have been off
You tried to help when you should have been minding your own business.
And only I could know
I have a sense of what is right for me and my situation that can only come from within.
But I didn’t so I’m probably wrong
I might have made the wrong decisions based on my limited knowledge and understanding of the situation.
Who was I to fear the burning light?
Why was I afraid of confronting the truth and facing reality?
Who was I to fear the falling skies?
Why did I become overwhelmed by circumstances beyond my control?
Who were they who tried to save your life?
Who were the people who tried to intervene and help me when I was struggling?
And who was I but just the reason why?
I was the main cause of my own troubles and challenges, and I can only blame myself.
Freedom of your will
Having the power to make decisions and take action is a crucial aspect of personal freedom.
Freedom of your will
We are all responsible for our own lives and must make choices that determine our path forward.
If only I could tell
I hope that one day, I will be able to open up and share my experiences and emotions more effectively.
If only I could tell
I have a desire to be heard and understood, which is a basic human need.
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