13 x Forever
Garbage Lyrics


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Thirteen times you fucked with my karma
And thirteen times I fucked on your dogma
You've taught me to hate
You've taught me to crawl

You raised your hand as you waved the bottle
You knocked me down, but it made me stronger
The harder you hit
The harder you fall

And this one's for my mother
What will I do without her?
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for the father
Who loves his middle daughter
Well, here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway

A free reign gave you ammunition
To play the game and fuck other women
And something just snapped
And cracked in my brain

Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me
You did it once
You'll do it again

And this one's for my sister
Who dared to denigrate it
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for my lover
The one who had to suffer
Here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway

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Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Garbage's song "13 x Forever" express feelings of frustration, anger, and betrayal towards a person who has wronged the singer thirteen times. Through the repeated line "Thirteen times you fucked with my karma, and thirteen times I fucked on your dogma," the singer makes clear that they have fought back against the wrongs of the other person, no matter how many times they have been hurt. The use of "karma" implies that the actions of the other person have caused negative consequences for the singer, and the use of "dogma" suggests that the other person is imposing their beliefs onto the singer in a forceful manner.


The lyrics also touch on themes of family, as the singer mentions their mother, father, and sister. The lines dedicated to each family member suggest that they have all experienced their own hardships at the hands of the same person. The final lines of the song, "You can freak out to doubt me, but you'll lose your mind without me / You thought you could see right through me, but it made no difference to me anyway," imply that the singer has moved on from this toxic relationship and is better off without the other person.


Overall, "13 x Forever" is a powerful song that captures the emotions of someone who has been repeatedly hurt by another person. It emphasizes the importance of standing up for oneself and not allowing others to continue causing harm.


Line by Line Meaning

Thirteen times you fucked with my karma
You messed with my fate and destiny thirteen times


And thirteen times I fucked on your dogma
And I went against your beliefs and principles a total of thirteen times


You've taught me to hate
You've influenced me to feel intense anger and bitterness


You've taught me to crawl
You've made me feel inferior and humiliated me, causing me to feel weak and insignificant


You raised your hand as you waved the bottle
You demonstrated aggression and hostility by raising and waving a bottle


You knocked me down, but it made me stronger
You caused me to experience hardship, but I gained strength and resilience as a result


The harder you hit
The more intense and forceful your actions were


The harder you fall
The more severe the consequences will be for you


And this one's for my mother
This part of the song is dedicated to my mother


What will I do without her?
I am devastated and lost without my mother


Don't look back
Do not dwell on the past or regret what has happened


Don't even bother
It is not worth the effort or energy to try and change what has already happened


And this one's for the father
This part of the song is dedicated to my father


Who loves his middle daughter
He cares for and has affection towards his child who is not the youngest or oldest


Well, here I am
I am present and assertive in this situation


You can freak out to doubt me
You may panic and become anxious if you question my intentions or loyalty


But you'll lose your mind without me
You will become unstable and irrational if you no longer have me around


You thought you could see right through me
You believed that you had a clear understanding of who I am and what I am capable of


But it made no difference to me anyway
But your assumptions and perceptions did not impact me or my actions


A free reign gave you ammunition
Being able to act freely gave you the power and resources to harm me


To play the game and fuck other women
You engaged in extramarital affairs and used it as a way to hurt me


And something just snapped
Suddenly, something inside me broke or gave way


And cracked in my brain
And caused me to become mentally unstable or unwell


Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
I internalized and dealt with the numerous ways you tried to harm me thirteen times


The different ways that you tried to harm me
Various methods were used to cause me pain and suffering


You did it once
Your actions affected me on one occasion


You'll do it again
I anticipate that you will continue to act in a harmful or destructive way towards me


And this one's for my sister
This part of the song is dedicated to my sister


Who dared to denigrate it
She insulted or criticized something that I hold dear


And this one's for my lover
This part of the song is dedicated to my romantic partner


The one who had to suffer
The person who experienced pain or hardship as a direct result of their association with me


Anyway
Regardless of what has happened, despite the pain and turmoil, life goes on




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: DOUGLAS ELWIN ERICKSON, SHIRLEY ANN MANSON, STEVE W. MARKER, BRYAN DAVID VIG

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