13xforever
Garbage Lyrics


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Thirteen times you fucked with my karma
And thirteen times I fucked on your dogma
You've taught me to hate
You've taught me to crawl

You raised your hand as you waved the bottle
You knocked me down, but it made me stronger
The harder you hit
The harder you fall

And this one's for my mother
What will I do without her?
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for the father
Who loves his middle daughter
Well, here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway

A free reign gave you ammunition
To play the game and fuck other women
And something just snapped
And cracked in my brain

Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me
You did it once
You'll do it again

And this one's for my sister
Who dared to denigrate it
Don't look back
Don't even bother

And this one's for my lover
The one who had to suffer
Here I am
Don't even bother

You can freak out to doubt me
But you'll lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway

Thirteen times (one)
Thirteen times (two)
Thirteen times (three)
Thirteen times (four)
Thirteen times (five)
Thirteen times (six)




Thirteen times (seven)
Thirteen times (eight)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "13xforever" by Garbage speak of a person who has been hurt and mistreated repeatedly by the same person. The chorus references being hurt by someone thirteen times, and how they have empowered the singer; both times thirteen is mentioned, it is followed by an action that has made the singer stronger in some way. The verses touch on different relationships the singer has had with other important people in their life, and how they have been affected by the pain and abuse inflicted by the main antagonist.


The first verse seems to address the person who has caused the pain throughout the song, describing how they have taught the singer to hate and crawl. The second verse, however, seems to shift focus to the singer's mother and father, with the former's absence and the latter's support being acknowledged. The third verse mentions a lover and a sister, with both seemingly having dealt with similar mistreatment.


Overall, the repetitive structure of the chorus emphasizes the idea of resilience in the face of repeated hurt, while the verses give insight into different relationships and how they have been affected by this pattern of behavior. The song can be interpreted as a message to anyone who has been hurt repeatedly, that they can find strength in themselves and those around them, rather than letting the hurt define them.


Line by Line Meaning

Thirteen times you fucked with my karma
You have messed with my fate and destiny thirteen times


And thirteen times I fucked on your dogma
I have challenged and rejected your beliefs and principles thirteen times


You've taught me to hate
You have influenced me to detest and despise


You've taught me to crawl
You have forced me to act subservient and powerless


You raised your hand as you waved the bottle
As you held a bottle, you asserted dominance by physically attacking me


You knocked me down, but it made me stronger
Your attack may have weakened me, but it ultimately made me more resilient


The harder you hit
The more forceful your attack


The harder you fall
The worse repercussions you will face


And this one's for my mother
This message is dedicated to my mother


What will I do without her?
How will I cope without her presence?


Don't look back
Do not dwell on the past


Don't even bother
Do not waste your time and energy


And this one's for the father
This message is dedicated to my father


Who loves his middle daughter
Who has affection for his second-born daughter


Well, here I am
I am present and standing my ground


Don't even bother
Do not try to interfere or confront me


You can freak out to doubt me
You may panic and distrust me


But you'll lose your mind without me
You will suffer mentally without my presence or influence


You thought you could see right through me
You believed you knew my true intentions and motivations


But it made no difference to me anyway
Your perception did not affect my actions or decisions


A free reign gave you ammunition
Having unlimited control empowered you to act with malicious intent


To play the game and fuck other women
You indulged in infidelity and sexual exploits with other women


And something just snapped
Suddenly, I reached a breaking point


And cracked in my brain
I experienced mental and emotional turmoil


Thirteen times I sucked up inside me
I suppressed and internalized the various ways you hurt me thirteen times


The different ways that you tried to harm me
The ways you inflicted pain and damage varied each time


You did it once
Your actions caused harm on one occasion


You'll do it again
You will repeat your harmful behavior


And this one's for my sister
This message is dedicated to my sister


Who dared to denigrate it
Who had the audacity to belittle and criticize it


And this one's for my lover
This message is dedicated to my romantic partner


The one who had to suffer
Who endured pain and hardship


Anyway
In any case or circumstance




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DOUGLAS ELWIN ERICKSON, SHIRLEY ANN MANSON, STEVE W. MARKER, BRYAN DAVID VIG

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