Before You Hate It
Gary Numan Lyrics


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Here it comes again
That old familiar pain
Here it comes again
Now it has a name
What am I to do?
And where am I to go?
Here it comes again
I am not myself

Do you think of me?
Do you think of me?

Here it comes again
I'm Tortured and deceived
Here it comes again
If only I'd believed
What am I to say?
And where am I to die?
Here it comes again
And I am not myself

Do you think of me?
Do you think of me?

I'll tell you something that you don't know
I'll tell you something that you don't know





Once is always so don't call me
Once is always so don't call me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Gary Numan's song "Before You Hate It" describe the singer's experience of a recurring personal pain that has now been identified and named. The pain seems to cause the singer to feel like he is not himself and become tortured and deceived. Throughout the song, there is a sense of desperation as the singer asks what he is supposed to do or where he should go to escape this pain. Despite this, he questions if someone else is thinking of him, potentially seeking comfort in the thought that he is not alone in his struggle.


The lines "I'll tell you something that you don't know / Once is always so don't call me" seem to suggest that the pain the singer is experiencing is related to a past relationship. He may be speaking to an ex-partner who he feels is trying to reach out to him again. The pain he experiences is so significant that he cannot allow them back into his life, even if they say that things will be different this time. The repetition of "once is always so" indicates that he has been through this cycle before, and it has always ended in the same way. Ultimately, the song is a poignant portrayal of personal suffering and the difficulty of breaking out of cycles of pain and heartbreak.


Line by Line Meaning

Here it comes again
The singer is about to experience a familiar feeling or situation


That old familiar pain
The singer has experienced this pain before and recognizes it


Now it has a name
The singer has identified and given a label to the pain


What am I to do?
The artist is unsure of how to proceed with the situation


And where am I to go?
The artist is lost and directionless


I am not myself
The singer is feeling unlike their true or normal self


Do you think of me?
The singer is questioning if the listener is thinking of them or their situation


I'm tortured and deceived
The artist is in extreme emotional pain and feels tricked or manipulated


If only I'd believed
The artist regrets not trusting their instincts or intuition


What am I to say?
The artist is at a loss for words or how to communicate about the situation


And where am I to die?
The singer is feeling hopeless and at a loss for where their life is headed


I'll tell you something that you don't know
The artist is going to reveal information to the listener that they weren't aware of


Once is always so don't call me
The singer is warning the listener to not contact them again after this experience




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Gary Anthony Webb, Gary Anthony James Webb

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