Everyday I Die
Gary Numan Lyrics


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The problems of need
I need you
Obscene dreams in
Rusty beds
No-one came here
Tonight
I pulled on me
I needed to

I unstick pages and read
I look at pictures of you
I smell the lust in my hand
Everyday I die

Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Oh so very art nouveau
Completely false feelings of love.




I don't know.
No-one knows but that died years ago

Overall Meaning

The song "Everyday I Die" by Gary Numan is a dark and brooding reflection on the persistent problems of human desire and longing. The lyrics describe a sense of urgent need and obsession that suffuses the singer's life, as he wrestles with his own hungers and lusts. The "problems of need" are ever-present, driving him to seek out connections with others, even in the midst of the rusty, neglected world around him.


The second stanza of the song is particularly evocative, as Numan describes a kind of sexual obsession that borders on the surreal or even the grotesque. The singer is haunted by "obscene dreams" and visits to "rusty beds" where he can act out his dark fantasies. He longs for connection and intimacy, but finds only despair and darkness in his search. The chorus reinforces this sense of loss and desperation, as the singer admits that "everyday I die" in his endless quest for fulfillment and release.


Overall, "Everyday I Die" is a stark, deeply introspective work that confronts the darker aspects of the human psyche. It is a powerful reflection on the complex, often contradictory emotions that drive us to seek connection with others, even when those connections lead us to dark places.


Line by Line Meaning

The problems of need
Experiencing difficulties that arise from desire


I need you
Longing for someone's companionship


Obscene dreams in
Dreams of a lewd and indecent nature


Rusty beds
Beds that have not been used or maintained for a long time


No-one came here
Nobody arrived at this place


Tonight
On this evening


I pulled on me
I engaged in self-stimulation


I needed to
I felt compelled to do so


I unstick pages and read
I separate the stuck pages of a magazine or book and read its contents


I look at pictures of you
I gaze at images of someone I desire


I smell the lust in my hand
I sense the sexual desire emanating from my own hand


Everyday I die
My soul dies a little every day from this unattainable desire


Her favourite trick was to suck me inside
Her preferred method was to lure me in completely


Oh so very art nouveau
Enjoyable in a decorative, artistic style


Completely false feelings of love.
Emotions of affection that are untrue and insincere


I don't know.
I have no idea


No-one knows but that died years ago
No one else knows that this feeling had been dead for a long time




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: GARY ANTHONY JAMES WEBB

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

ANGEL snow

Well my Numanoid friends it's fastly becoming 39 yrs to the date that I was at the last 2 nights of Wembley.
I still cry to this day I was 17 I can't help it
Iv never heard sound or seen a concert as good since the whole place shook and Somthing happend that still sticks with me and many of you durring the performance of please push no more.
It was emotionally charged anybody else the same..
I have a recording of that final night's performance
That place was truely electric.
I will be watching my dvd on my 8 foot projector sound up
What is everybody else doing
I hope Gary does Somthing for 40th annivery what would you like him to do
I know there was differant camera angles that I saw on the monitor I saw it as I looked down on the mixing desk
And he said they was found lost recordings meant to have done it for the 30th annivery dvd he didn't
It would be great to see it for the 40th we need to push him xxxx



ANGEL snow

+Island Music Girl it Truely was electrically charged ..
the sound from Base speakers which were under the floor in old swimming pool ripped the place apart nearly ..
the lights the sound the emotions was out of control.

I did a cassette of that night still have it to this day
Its stuck with me all these yrs 17 I was I cried buckets after and Durring please push no more.

the whole place we all cried I have never heard sound like it since never not just saying that ..

its stuck with with and if there's 1 place I want to go as I die ginger to the light is back to that last night at Wembley. .
I was up in the balcony
I had a great view .
memory's they say fade as does the emotions well it asnt and never will ..

sad you wasn't proberly old enough or born I don't know ..
I like to tell new numan fans about that great night not Bragg
but to share that moment
so hope that helps biggest light show of its time and sound
it Truely was like somthing out of close encounters of the third kind



All comments from YouTube:

Thomas Baxter

I was at this gig and it was one of the great nights of my life ....Numan at the absolute height of his powers in the classic machine period - the look, the sound. It was so emotional. I had been a big fan for a couple of years and now this was goodbye. Am still a fan today, but man that 79 - 81 period culminating in this was something else.

Nick Murray

It was, for sure. Still great to see him going strong, but this was THE time to be a Numan fan. What a night...

Glen Arnold

The emotions still run high watching this...

Jess Couch

I was very young the first time I heard Gary in 1980. I found his movements, his features , his voice and music so mesmerizing!!!
It was almost like a spiritual revival for me. I was in a trance💫

Zach Barnhart

That must have been utterly amazing and even life-changing. I can’t imagine being there.

tel whit

This is over 40 years ago now and its still so much better than the crap we hear nowdays.what a legend

echo444

Gary Numan was only 23 years old whilst performing his 1981 Farewell Tour....incomprehensible...
"Oh so...
Very...
Art Nouveau" Gary Numan

Betonwolke

I love this song. This live version in particular. Brings back memories of the early 80's... Thanks for uploading.

Clare Bayliss

Was there on the last night still a fantastic concert and still a great watch after all these years

Edward White

Hi me too the hole arena was electric still have the spine chilling feeling of the intro x

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