Scar
Gary Numan Lyrics


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I'm not
Crawling around
Looking for a friend.
I'm not
Thinking the big I am.
I'm not
Down on the ground
Looking for a cure.
I'm not
Saying that I'm the man.

And I'm not asking for your opinion.
I'm not asking for a miracle.
And I'm not asking you to remember me,
Not asking for the ghost to call.

I'm
Cold and corrupt
Looking for a heart.
I'm
Trying to hide my scars.
I'm
Talking to you
Like a shadow in the dark.
I'm
Just trying to survive.

(Call my name, hide my shame)
I call this human emotion.
(Save my soul, save my soul)
I call this human corrosion.

And I'm not asking you for emotion,
I'm not asking for the sky to mend.
And I'm not asking you for nostalgia,
I'm not asking for the world to end.
And I'm not asking for your opinion,
I'm not asking for a miracle.




And I'm not asking you to remember me,
Not asking for the ghost to call

Overall Meaning

In Gary Numan's song "Scar," the lyrics reveal a sense of detachment and self-reliance. The persona rejects the idea of seeking validation or assistance from others, instead preferring to deal with their inner demons alone. The repeated refrain of "I'm not asking" emphasizes this, as the persona shuts down any potential offers of support before they can even be made.


The second verse introduces a vulnerability to the persona that is often hidden beneath their detachment. They admit to being "cold and corrupt" and seeking a heart, while also acknowledging that they have scars they attempt to hide. The line "Talking to you/Like a shadow in the dark" further emphasizes this desire for human connection but the difficulty in attaining it. The persona is simply trying to survive in their current state, which is described as "human emotion" and "human corrosion."


The overall message of the song seems to be that everyone has their own struggles and flaws, and they must learn to cope with them on their own terms. The persona rejects the idea that anyone else can fix their problems or offer them emotional support. They have accepted the negative aspects of themselves, and while they may desire connections with others, they are ultimately just trying to get by in their own way.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not Crawling around Looking for a friend.
I'm not begging for companionship or acceptance.


I'm not Thinking the big I am.
I'm not arrogant or overconfident in my abilities.


I'm not Down on the ground Looking for a cure.
I'm not searching for a solution to my problems.


I'm not Saying that I'm the man.
I'm not claiming to be the best or the most important person.


And I'm not asking for your opinion.
I don't care what you think.


I'm not asking for a miracle.
I don't expect any extraordinary help.


And I'm not asking you to remember me, Not asking for the ghost to call.
I don't want to be remembered or visited by spirits after I die.


I'm Cold and corrupt Looking for a heart.
I'm numb and flawed, searching for warmth and compassion.


I'm Trying to hide my scars.
I'm attempting to cover up my emotional wounds and insecurities.


I'm Talking to you Like a shadow in the dark.
I'm speaking to you indirectly, as if I'm not really there.


I'm Just trying to survive.
I'm struggling to stay alive and cope with life's challenges.


(Call my name, hide my shame) I call this human emotion.
Asking for recognition and concealment of my faults is a common human trait.


(Save my soul, save my soul) I call this human corrosion.
Our tendency to need salvation and the destructive nature of this desire are also universal human experiences.


And I'm not asking you for emotion, I'm not asking for the sky to mend.
I don't want your feelings or any miraculous transformations of the world around me.


And I'm not asking you for nostalgia, I'm not asking for the world to end.
I don't seek sentimental memories or catastrophic changes to the world.


And I'm not asking for your opinion, I'm not asking for a miracle. And I'm not asking you to remember me, Not asking for the ghost to call.
I repeat, I don't care what you think, I don't want any supernatural intervention or remembrance.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Gary Anthony Webb, Gary Anthony James Webb

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Comments from YouTube:

@CrashManUltra

I absolutely love this. There’s something slightly corny about it, and I’m sure that was true at the time as well, but it’s just oozing with authenticity and energy. I can’t help but get up and dance whenever I hear that piano chorus- looks like Gary feels the same.

@marpsr

Imagine you’re a demoralized Gary Numan fan and this drops. So much promise for the future that has since been fulfilled. Amazing reinvention! Gary is the best!

@null140

I know a lot of people don't like this goth style as much as his original numan/machine style, but you surely have to agree: turning around from the funk era of 92-3 was the best decision he made in years.

@toma.4808

Ryan Thomas oh i agree! Ill gladly take this and his newer stuff over crap like machine and soul and outland. However i am a big joe hubbard and pino palladino fan, so warriors and i, assassin get a pass in my end

@DannieGemz

personally i loved his goth time and everything since he moved with the times, some of those bands from the 80's stayed there and while that might be good for the old folks, it never does the artist any good to stay in the past, if he did he would be washed up now, im glad he made the choices he did <3

@PatrickIngham21

You need to see him live! i saw him 8 times in 2009, he's brilliant!

@andypattison7810

P Ingham seen him at warriors tour at least 10 that was 84

@brynieke

I saw him 2022 in Hamburg and damn he rocking the shit out of the small concert hall with only 300 people in like it was 100 times bigger.

@chrisnuma6

Yeah man -- TJ Davis. Brilliant singer, check out her vocal performance on the "Dream Corrosion" live album.

Hard to believe it's been 23+ years since 'Sacrifice' was released. Richard + Ade + brother John -- soooo young here.

@rhysseddon7279

Brilliant, sacrifice was the first gary numan I listened to all the way through and was the album that made me love gary numan and music

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