Run Along
Geno Cultshit Lyrics

Most days I spend tripping and I don't know what to do
I am constantly under the influence of drugs and feel lost and directionless.

Is this the life I wanted? Most days I find I'm confused
I question if the path I am on is truly what I desire and feel regularly disoriented.

Could you help me get through this?
I am seeking guidance and support from someone to aid me on my journey.

All the pain that I live with
I am weighed down by the intense emotional distress I constantly endure.

Most days I find I'm running from the fact that I miss you
I struggle with moving on from missing someone who has had a profound impact on my life and find myself avoiding confronting my feelings.

My life's fucked up it's no party
My existence is deeply troubled and not a joyous experience.

Get high, die young like Chris Farley
I indulge in drugs and risky behavior, potentially contributing to an early death like actor Chris Farley.

Ball out to the fallout hardly
I am living recklessly in the aftermath of destructive decisions.

Look at all the hate that surrounds me
I am surrounded by negativity and animosity from others.

And my intentions good
Despite my actions and outward appearance, I have positive intentions.

But these hoes treat me like firewood and burn me
People who I have been intimate with treat me poorly and cause me pain.

And I wish I could
I deeply desire to change the past and avoid these negative experiences.

Turn back time, I'd leave her in a hurry
If given the chance to go back in time, I would leave a past lover quickly to spare myself heartache.

All the stress I invested to find out I've never learned my lesson
Despite dealing with immense stress, I have not grown or progressed from my past mistakes.

I'm in love with my own depression
I have developed a twisted attachment to the pain and sadness present in my life.

Am I suicide note, that's a heavy ass question
I question if I am destined to take my own life, a deeply serious and concerning issue.

Yes! Can't get this pain off my chest
I am unable to shake off the constant emotional burden I carry with me.

This OCD is gonna lay me to rest
The severity of my obsessive-compulsive disorder may ultimately contribute to my demise.

Bet, the state of the hate I project
I acknowledge that my outward negativity towards others likely contributes to the animosity directed towards me.

Retain all the fame and regret
I grapple with the negative consequences of being well-known while dealing with regret over my past actions.

It leads to my death
The tumultuous aspects of my life may ultimately cause my premature death.

You broke me down and never build me up
The person I miss has negatively impacted my life and never provided me with support or positivity.

The worst part is you never gave a fuck
The individual in question never cared about my wellbeing or feelings.

Giving up on anyone I could ever trust
I have severe issues with trusting others and have become disillusioned with the idea of finding someone reliable.

Wanna buy a gun and let the fucker bust
I have violent desires towards those who have wronged me and am contemplating taking matters into my own hands.

Blow your brains out the back of your head
I am fixated on violent and graphic thoughts of harming those who have hurt me.

I'll laugh when you're dead, paint your place red
I am deeply disturbed and revel in violent fantasies involving those who have caused me pain.

(Bitch, you get no love!!)
I have no love or compassion for those who have inflicted harm upon me.

I'm attracted to death and my life is a mess
I have a morbid fascination with the idea of dying and my life is in disarray both emotionally and otherwise.

All because of you cunt (I'm giving life up)
I blame the person I miss for the struggles and negative aspects of my life and am contemplating taking my own life.

I tend to hate this all
I lean towards despising my entire existence.

I can never understand why I fall
I am mystified by the circumstances that always seem to bring me down.

Fed up with this world
I am thoroughly disillusioned and unhappy with the state of the world around me.

I need you now
I am in desperate need of the person I miss and feel lost without them.

Words are bought for anything
People often say things they do not truly mean or use empty words to manipulate others.

Why do I crawl?
I question why I seem to be unable to move past the struggles and negativity in my life.

I wish you understood the pain I go through
I long for the person I miss to empathize and relate to the immense emotional pain I deal with.

I wish you knew how much you meant to me
I yearn for the individual to fully understand the role they have played in my life and how important they are to me.

I'm so empty I can't face the day now
I am consumed by feelings of emptiness and am unable to confront everyday life.

I break down from these constant memories
I frequently am overwhelmed by memories and past experiences that cause me distress.

I pray to God that he hears me I need this
I am turning to religion and prayer as a means of coping with my struggles and seeking guidance.

I'm so distant and losing energy
I feel incredibly detached and am drained of the energy required to confront my problems.

I'm a lost soul searching for a purpose
I feel aimless and without direction, deeply searching for a sense of meaning in my life.

But all I ever seem to find is enemies
Despite my search, I am constantly confronted by those who seek to cause me harm or pain.