Bloodshed
GiiRL Lyrics

All this pressure all this weight
Feeling the burden of expectations and responsibilities.

Led me to the vows I made it's true
Feeling obligated to fulfill promises made in the past.

Cause I got crushed in the middle
Feeling overwhelmed and stuck in a difficult situation.

I been hidden like a riddle
Feeling misunderstood and like people don't really know who you are.

It's been my youth
Feeling like this has been a recurring theme throughout their life.

Gonna take a hit
Choosing to take a risk or face a challenge.

Livin' life like this
Living in a way that involves taking risks and being true to oneself.

Not pressure, no fear, fear, fear
Choosing to live without letting fear or pressure control their decisions.

I'm getting lost in the night
Getting lost in the moment, possibly through partying or just enjoying the freedom of feeling untethered and unburdened.

From the lowest and the deepest
Feeling really low or vulnerable, possibly emotionally.

I've been carrying the sweetest
Holding onto feelings that are bittersweet, or emotions that are mixed in their intensity.

Lonesome feelings
Feeling alone and isolated.

All my tears
Expressing a range of emotions, including sadness and vulnerability.

And i like it
Finding pleasure or solace in expressing these emotions.

If I'm lost in a fire
If they feel like they're consumed by something powerful or overwhelming.

I ignited with a lighter
Possibly feeling responsible for the emotional intensity felt.

Let the cider
Suggesting that alcohol is involved in this moment of intensity or release.

Feed the fire
Allowing the intense emotions to take over.

Love hit me hard this time
A powerful and intense romantic relationship.

Found my eyes up in the sky
Feeling free and unburdened.

Like all the lights for the wolfs in the wild, brandnew
Feeling part of something new and exciting, like the sense of freedom often associated with being out in nature.

With my blood on a blossom
Perhaps describing a moment of intense physical or emotional involvement.

I found magic on the bottom
Discovering something unexpected in a place where it wouldn't be expected.

Of an empty ocean, heart wide open
Feeling vulnerable and open, even in the midst of surroundings that might seem barren or empty.

Dark blue
A sense of calm or solitude amidst the confusion and intensity of life.

Gonna take a shot
Continuing to take risks and push boundaries.

Find myself getting lost
Allowing themselves to get swept away by whatever experiences come their way.

I carried the weight of the world
Feeling like they have had a lot of expectations placed on them.

I thought that I'll never learn
Feeling like they might never be able to catch up or meet those expectations.

Letting this old bridges burn
Letting go of the past or the expectations they once held for themselves, in order to move forward.

Light up the skies, 5 miles high
Breaking free of those old expectations and feeling liberated as a result.