My First Lover
Gillian Welch Lyrics


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My first lover
My first lover

He was tall and breezy with his long hair down
But he gets a little hazy when I think of him now

My first lover
My first lover

He was always talking trying to bring me down
But I was not waiting for a white wedding gown
From my first lover

I do not remember any going wrong
Just a record playing that old Steve Miller song

Quicksilver girl
Quicksilver girl

At a surfer party with the whiskey porin
And the bottle rolling I was on the floor
With my first lover
My first lover

I do not remember any fights or fits
Just shakey morning after calling it quits
With my first lover

Quicksilver girl




Quicksilver girl
Quicksilver girl, and she's free

Overall Meaning

The song "My First Lover" by Gillian Welch is a reflection on a past relationship with a tall and breezy man with long hair. The singer acknowledges that her memories of him are now hazy, but the song does not indicate why this is or what happened between them. The man in question seemed to always be talking and bringing the singer down, but she was not interested in a traditional white wedding gown. Rather, she is seems to be more interested in living her own life and being free. However, the singer also asserts that she cannot recall any fights or issues with her first lover -- her relationship with him seemed to end on an unremarkable note.


The verse referencing Steve Miller's "Quicksilver Girl" refers to a specific moment in the relationship between the singer and her first lover. This verse suggests that they met at a surfer party, drank whiskey, and danced on the floor. The verse concludes that there were no fights or fits, just a shaky morning after where they called it quits. The ending of the song reiterates the idea of being free, specifically referencing the "quicksilver girl" mentioned earlier in the song.


Line by Line Meaning

My first lover
Reflecting on the singer's first romantic relationship.


My first lover
Repeating the phrase from the previous line for emphasis.


He was tall and breezy with his long hair down
Describing the appearance of the singer's former partner.


But he gets a little hazy when I think of him now
Acknowledging the artist's fading memories of the relationship.


He was always talking trying to bring me down
Recalling the negative behavior of the artist's former partner.


But I was not waiting for a white wedding gown
Asserting the singer's lack of interest in traditional forms of commitment.


From my first lover
Repeating the phrase from the previous line for emphasis.


I do not remember any going wrong
Noting the absence of any significant problems in the relationship.


Just a record playing that old Steve Miller song
Recalling a specific moment from the relationship involving music.


Quicksilver girl
Referencing a character from a song who symbolizes freedom and independence.


Quicksilver girl
Repeating the phrase from the previous line for emphasis.


At a surfer party with the whiskey pourin
Describing a specific event where the artist and their partner were present.


And the bottle rolling I was on the floor
Recounting a moment of intoxication or loss of control at the event.


With my first lover
Repeating the phrase from the beginning of the song for emphasis.


I do not remember any fights or fits
Recalling the absence of major conflicts in the relationship.


Just shakey morning after calling it quits
Describing the aftermath of the relationship's end.


Quicksilver girl
Repeating the phrase from earlier in the song for emphasis.


Quicksilver girl
Repeating the phrase from the previous line for emphasis.


Quicksilver girl, and she's free
Repeating the reference to the Quicksilver girl as a symbol of freedom and independence.




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DAVID TODD RAWLINGS, GILLIAN HOWARD WELCH

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