Deceived Mad Pain
Girugamesh[ギルガメッシュ] Lyrics

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生まれ出る事は全て例外無く曖昧で
不安定な道筋を描き
【現実】の痛みをも誤魔化す
甘い蜜を啜り醜く変形した器は
目を背けてガタガタとまたあの理想を繰り返す

Deceived mad pain
絡み合う甘え『優越感』

黙り問う答え『空白感』

ソレが答えならもう問いはしない･･･
けれど痛むこの耳は答えすら
何も聞こえない何度殴り付けたって
藻掻き腐れよそれが望みだろ?ほらすぐに苦しめ
また崩れていく･･･砕け堕ちていく
それでこの下らない全てが終わるのなら

Mad Rain･･･

【終わり】には感付いていた
でも･･･笑う事さえ忘れた僕にはその一歩が重すぎた
その一歩を踏み出す勇気も無い

コレが答えならもう問いはしない･･･だからせめてソノ訳を･･･
何故苦しませる?何度同じ過ちを
見分けも付かぬその感情なら今すぐに捨て去れ

もう崩れていけ砕け堕ちていけ
それでこの下らない全てが

Overall Meaning

終わるのなら

The lyrics of "Deceived Mad Pain" by Girugamesh explore the idea of pain and the different ways people cope with it. The first verse describes how everything that is born is ultimately ambiguous and unstable, which leads people to try and cover up the pain of reality with sweet lies and delusions. The chorus then talks about the intertwined feelings of dependence and superiority that people have and the silence and emptiness that comes with their questioning.

Throughout the song, the singer struggles with understanding the true answer to their pain and wonders why they continue to suffer even though they cannot hear the answer. They become frustrated and question why they continue to make the same mistakes and experience the same emotions. The chorus repeats the same sentiments about questioning, dependence, and emptiness while the song closes with the singer realizing the end is near but lacking the courage to take the first step towards it.

Line by Line Meaning

生まれ出る事は全て例外無く曖昧で
Every birth is unambiguously unclear from the start

不安定な道筋を描き
Tracing an unstable path

【現実】の痛みをも誤魔化す
Even hiding the pain of reality

甘い蜜を啜り醜く変形した器は
Drinking sweet nectar from an ugly deformed vessel

目を背けてガタガタとまたあの理想を繰り返す
Averting eyes and shakily repeating that ideal

絡み合う甘え『優越感』
Entwined dependency, a sense of superiority

黙り問う答え『空白感』
Silent questions, empty answers

ソレが答えならもう問いはしない･･･
If that's the answer, then no more questions...

けれど痛むこの耳は答えすら何も聞こえない何度殴り付けたって
But this hurting ear can't hear any answers, no matter how much it's hit

藻掻き腐れよそれが望みだろ?ほらすぐに苦しめ
Struggle and rot, isn't that what you want? Come on, torment right away

また崩れていく･･･砕け堕ちていく
Falling apart again... crumble and collapse