Never Again
Glisha Lyrics

I hate that I wonder how you are
I despise the fact that I constantly find myself contemplating about your well-being

Replaying old conversations in the dark
Recalling past discussions in the depths of darkness

I wanted to know you
I yearned to truly understand you

'Cause you knew me best
Because you had the deepest understanding of who I truly was

But you only remember
However, you solely remember

How I get undressed
The moments when I expose my vulnerability

I hate that you never open up
I loathe the fact that you never reveal your true emotions

If you could be honest just this once
If only you could be sincere for once

Tell me if you were playing games with my head
Inform me whether you were toying with my thoughts and emotions

'Cause this could've been easier
Because this could have been simpler

But you hurt me instead
However, you chose to inflict pain upon me

And I could set a thousand boundaries with you
I am capable of establishing countless limitations with you

Still running off and starting over makes me blue
Nevertheless, constantly fleeing and beginning anew leaves me feeling melancholic

How do I forget the memories I swore I'd keep forever
How can I erase the memories I promised to cherish eternally

Turn back and feel detached when I decide
I turn back and experience detachment when I make the decision

Never again
To never repeat those actions again

Now I talk to you in my dreams
Nowadays, I converse with you solely in my dreams

The only place you haunt me is in my sleep
The only realm in which you continue to linger is in my slumber

When I'm awake, I forget you're here
When I am conscious, I manage to forget your presence

In the back of my mind, the root of my fears
Yet, deep within my thoughts lies the origin of my anxieties

And I have set a thousand boundaries with you
And I have firmly established countless boundaries with you

Still running off and starting over makes me blue
Nonetheless, continuously running away and commencing anew fills me with sadness

How do I forget the memories I swore I'd keep forever
How can I let go of the memories I vowed to hold onto indefinitely

Turn back and feel detached when I decide
Regretting my choices and experiencing detachment when I make up my mind

Never again
To never repeat those actions again

I don't know what to do
I am unsure of how to proceed

What steps I take to forget you
Which actions should I take in order to erase you from my mind

Some days I feel like it'll never go away
On certain days, it seems like these feelings will never fade

I know it's her you're hung up on
I understand that it is another person you are fixated on

But every night I grab my phone
Yet, every night I reach for my phone

One call away from asking if you feel the same
Just one phone call away from inquiring whether you share the same emotions

And I could set a thousand boundaries with you
And I could establish countless boundaries with you

But running off and starting over makes me blue
However, evading and commencing afresh fills me with sadness

How do I forget the memories I swore I'd keep forever
How can I let go of the memories I vowed to cherish forever

Turn back and feel detached when I decide
Returning and feeling disconnected when I make a choice

Never again
To never repeat those actions again