First Day Of My Life
Gnash Lyrics


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This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said
This is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy

So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery




Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Gnash's "First Day of My Life" convey the feeling of being reborn upon meeting someone special. The singer describes feeling as though they were born again upon meeting this person, with the line "I swear I was born right in the doorway" emphasizing this sense of a new beginning. The rain, a common symbol of renewal, also signals a change in the singer's life. The blankets spread out on the beach carry connotations of comfort and security, further symbolizing the warmth and intimacy of this new relationship.


The singer admits to feeling lost and directionless prior to meeting this person, describing themselves as "blind" before encountering them. Their declaration that they "don't know where [they've] been" is a testament to the transformative power of love. However, this newfound direction comes with its own set of anxieties. The singer is aware that good things take time, but still worries that they're moving too slowly. Despite these uncertainties, they're willing to take the risk and ask this person to be with them.


The second verse describes this person's perspective on the relationship. They, too, feel as though meeting the singer has given them a new lease on life. The line "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you" conjures up thoughts of a life that was dull, listless, or unfulfilled before the two of them came together. Even if they don't know exactly where this relationship is headed, the person is willing to take a chance on the singer.


Line by Line Meaning

This is the first day of my life
Today feels like a new beginning for me


I swear I was born right in the doorway
I feel like I've been waiting for this moment my entire life


I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
Going out in the rain made me see things differently, like I'm seeing the world for the first time


They're spreading blankets on the beach
People are preparing to enjoy a relaxing day by the seaside


Yours is the first face that I saw
Meeting you was the highlight of my day and my life so far


I think I was blind before I met you
I didn't realize how much I was missing until you came into my life


Now I don't know where I am
I've lost track of everything because you've completely overwhelmed me in the best way possible


I don't know where I've been
My past doesn't matter to me now that I've met you


But I know where I want to go
I want to be with you wherever life takes us


And so I thought I'd let you know
I wanted to express my feelings to you, because they're too important to keep inside


That these things take forever
I know relationships can be complicated and take time to develop


I especially am slow
I may take a while to fully open up and trust someone


But I realize that I need you
I've come to the realization that you're someone truly special to me


And I wondered if I could come home
I'm asking you to be my home and to be with me through thick and thin


Remember the time you drove all night
I'm reminiscing about a moment when you went out of your way to be with me


Just to meet me in the morning
You did all that just to see me and it meant so much to me


And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
I didn't expect you to say that, but now I understand what you meant because you changed everything for me


You felt as if you had just woke up
Meeting me made you feel like you were finally living and experiencing life


And you said
You shared with me what you were feeling


This is the first day of my life
Meeting me has been such a transformative experience for you


I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
I'm grateful that I have the opportunity to live life with you by my side


But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
As long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter where we go because I'm happy just being with you


And I'd probably be happy
My happiness is tied to being with you


So if you want to be with me
I hope you feel the same way I do


With these things there's no telling
Life can be unpredictable, but I'm willing to take the chance if it means being with you


We just have to wait and see
We'll figure things out together as we go along


But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
I'd rather work hard for what I want instead of relying on luck or fate


Than waiting to win the lottery
I don't want to leave our future up to chance


Besides maybe this time is different
Maybe this time, with you, things will turn out better than they have in the past


I mean I really think you like me
I have strong feelings for you and I hope you feel the same way




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Written by: Conor Oberst

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@lucasvanderlei158

gnash]
Esse é o primeiro dia da minha vida
Eu juro que nasci bem na entrada
Eu saí na chuva e de repente tudo mudou
Eles estão se espalhando
Cobertores pela praia

Seu rosto foi o primeiro que eu vi
Acho que eu era cego antes de te conhecer
Agora eu não sei onde estou
Eu não sei onde estive
Mas eu sei para onde quero ir

Então pensei em te contar
Que essas coisas são demoradas
Eu, pessoalmente, sou devagar
Mas eu percebi que preciso de você
E estava pensando se eu podia ir pra casa

[Goody Grace]
Me lembro daquela vez que você dirigiu a noite inteira
Só pra me encontrar de manhã
E eu achei estranho, você disse que tudo havia mudado
Você se sentiu como se tivesse acabado de acordar
E você disse

Esse é o primeiro dia da minha vida
Estou feliz por não ter morrido antes de te conhecer
Mas agora eu não me importo, eu poderia ir a qualquer lugar com você
E eu provavelmente seria feliz

Então se você quiser ficar comigo
Não há como prever essas coisas
Nós apenas temos que esperar pra ver

[gnash e Goody Grace]
Mas eu preferia trabalhar pelo meu salário
Do que ficar esperando ganhar na loteria

[gnash]
Além disso, talvez dessa vez seja diferente
Quer dizer, eu realmente acho que você gosta de mim



All comments from YouTube:

@dannyocean7090

Thumbs up if you know this is Bright Eyes cover

@AppleJacksAlex

I can't believe he did a cover of this, I love bright eyes so much and I absolutely love this cover is so beautiful and I'm crying k bye

@Grewwv

I'm in love. I don't even know how to live rn. Thank you for blessing my life with your music

@frost6959

I used to listen to this all the time by bright eyes it was me and by exs song

@Jessicafaye_xo

awh

@Americano0000

oh my god

@LeafTreez

Y-3 same actually :(

@sydneyhansen9906

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@hannahfuentes7377

oMG I HAVENT HEARD THIS IN FOREVER BUT YOU MADE IT COME BACK EVEN BETTER

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