fear
Gnash Lyrics

I'm afraid of flying
I have a fear of flying, as it represents the fear of dying.

'Cause I'm afraid of dying
This fear of dying prevents me from enjoying flying.

Without getting to tell you goodbye
I fear dying without having the chance to bid you farewell.

And I could take a Xanax
I could resort to using Xanax to alleviate my anxiety.

To try and manage the panic
It may help in trying to control my overwhelming panic.

But I'll probably end up wondering why
In the end, I'll likely question the reasons behind my anxiety.

I'm afraid of waking up
There is a fear of waking up to a distressing situation.

To someone breaking in
Specifically, the fear of someone intruding into my space.

And taking every little thing that I love
That intruder seizing everything dear to me.

Now the monsters from my bed
The fears that used to confine me within my bed

And the monsters in my head
And the fears that haunt my thoughts

Are friends, I guess it's just part of growing up
They have become somewhat familiar companions, a result of maturing.

Don't waste your time
Please refrain from spending your precious time

Telling me it's gonna be fine
Trying to convince me that everything will be alright.

'Cause even if you were right
Even if your statement holds truth

I'd still have one thing on my mind
I would still be preoccupied with one particular thought.

I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
My constant and unwavering fear revolves around losing you.

I don't wanna have to figure out
I don't desire the necessity of determining

How I'm gonna learn to live without
The process of adapting to a life without you.

There's nothing in the world that I can do
No matter what actions I take

I'll always be afraid of losing you
I will always carry the fear of losing you within me.

I hate to admit it, I'd avoid it if I could
Although it pains me to acknowledge, I would gladly evade it.

But if I could die before you then you best believe I would
However, if I had the option to pass away before you, I would choose it without hesitation.

And I know it sounds dramatic and you might not understand it
I am aware that this may appear exaggerated and may be difficult for you to comprehend.

But I don't think that I can stand the pain
However, I genuinely believe that enduring such anguish would be unbearable for me.

Didn't answer when I called you, then I thought what if I lost you
When you didn't respond to my call, the thought of losing you crossed my mind.

And that feeling never really went away
This feeling of fear and uncertainty has persisted.

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I'll always be afraid of losing you
The fear of losing you will eternally linger within me.

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I don't have to try hide the fear
There is no need for me to attempt to conceal this fear.

When you and I are quiet lying here
Especially when we are silently together in this moment.

There's nothing in the world that I can do
No matter what efforts I make

I'll always be afraid of losing you
I will consistently carry the fear of losing you within me.