After having only three tracks publically available on her Soundcloud: And She Will Miss You, blue, i kinda miss you Gracie released her first debut track Mean It along with an accompanying music video on October 24th, 2019. Shortly after, Gracie released two other singles, Stay and 21.
On April 8th, 2020, I miss you, I'm sorry was released as the first song off Gracieโs first project. Shortly after, Long Sleeves, was released with the announcement of her project title, minor, and release date of July 1st.
On October 1st, 2021, Feels Like was released as the lead single off of Gracie's second EP This Is What It Feels Like, alongside the announcement of the This Is What It Feels Like North American Tour. On October 22, 2021, Rockland was released, produced by The National's Aaron Dessner, known for his work on Taylor Swift's GRAMMY award-winning albums folklore and evermore. On November 12, 2021, her second EP was released. In December of 2021, it was announced that Gracie would be a special guest on Olivia Rodrigo's SOUR Tour.
Following the end of Gracie's tour, she hinted that she was working on her debut album at Aaron Dessner's Long Pond Studio in Upstate New York. On April 8, 2022, Block me out was released as the first single off of her upcoming debut album. Difficult was released on October 7, 2022 as the second single after Gracie had previously performed it unreleased while touring.
On November 1, 2022 Taylor Swift announced her Eras Tour in stadiums across the US, with Gracie as an opener for 30 of the 52 dates. The demand for tickets for the tour was so high that it broke Ticketmaster, it was later revealed that over 14 million people were in queues attempting to get tickets.
On Christmas Eve, 2022 Gracie released Abby - demo on SoundCloud. She revealed on Instagram the song was written about her cousin when she went to college, releasing it to fans as a holiday present. In the post Gracie continued to tease her debut album, saying it would be coming โvery soon.โ
On January 9, 2023 Gracie finally announced her highly anticipated first studio album Good Riddance produced by Aaron Dessner to be released February 24, 2023. Along with the album, Gracie announced the lead single Where do we go now? to be released January 13, and she announced the US leg of the Good Riddance Tour beginning March 1 and ending April 10 before she hits the road with Taylor Swift for nearly 5 months.
difficult
Gracie Abrams Lyrics
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Is only amplifying everything he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
And I've been thinkin' if I move out this year
I'll feel my parents slipping
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feeling
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
To my therapist, I call her every weekend
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult (I)
Difficult
I've been drinking
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
My double vision
My perception is distorted, making things seem different than they actually are
Is only amplifying everything he isn't
My distorted perception is making all of his flaws and shortcomings seem worse
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
My distorted perception is making me feel less emotionally invested and even bored in the relationship
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
I recognize that the problem is not with the other person, but rather a condition that I have
And I've been thinkin' if I move out this year
I've been considering the idea of moving out of my parents' house this year
I'll feel my parents slipping
I'm afraid that if I move out, I'll lose my connection with my parents
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
In addition to the fear of losing my connection with my parents, I'm also scared of making the commitment of moving out
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
I feel like there's something missing in my life, but I can't quite put my finger on it
To name this feeling
I can't quite identify or label this feeling
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
It would take an impossibly long amount of time and intense emotional experience to truly understand and define this feeling
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
This feeling is tied to something I never had, which I've been talking about with my therapist
To my therapist, I call her every weekend
I seek support and guidance from my therapist on a weekly basis
I meant to tell you
I wanted to tell you something, but never got the chance
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
I regret how things ended between us when our relationship didn't work out
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
You meant everything to me, but now I don't know where you are or what happened to you
Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
I wonder if something I said or did caused you pain or made you feel sad
I've been drinking
I've been using alcohol as a coping mechanism
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
I've been staying up late, replaying and regretting past mistakes
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
I hoped that if I vented and talked things out, it would help resolve my issues
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I understand that constantly spiraling and feeling stuck is a painful experience
I should probably go back home
I realize that returning to my parents' house might be the best decision for me right now
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Despite knowing that it might be the right choice, it still feels incredibly difficult to do so
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I yearn for the ability to be non-existent or unnoticed
I'd be someone no one knows
I'd have a chance to start over and be a completely new person
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
I'm starting to realize that I can be difficult and complicated to understand and deal with
Difficult (I)
I acknowledge that I can be difficult to handle, and it's something I'm working on
Difficult
Being difficult is a part of who I am, and I'm learning to accept and embrace it
Lyrics ยฉ Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Gracie Abrams, Aaron Desner
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My double vision
Is only amplifying everything he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
And I've been thinkin' if I move out this year
I'll feel my parents slipping
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feeling
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
To my therapist, I call her every weekend
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult (I)
Difficult
I've been drinking
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
@caleya9523
โI hope I wake up invisible,Iโd be someone no one knowsโ real.
@nickspfc
my favorite
@sour.elliottssister13
me too!!
@rafaelwildner8310
A minha tambรฉm โค๏ธ๐ง๐ท
@Zedisspee
Me tooโค๏ธ
@travisjett6018
Same. Can relate to this song so much ๐
@gion1888
Her smile is so contagious every time she smiles at the camera i smile with her
@loubackoutside
This whole album is a masterpiece but this song is my fav so far!
@eth4rcores
I DONT KNOW HOW A SONG THIS AMAZING COULD BE SO UNDERRATED
@Angel-multimediachannel
those who are going to go through this listen and deny
those who have already gone through this listen and miss