1. A black metal ban… Read Full Bio ↴There are multiple bands/artists called Graves:
1. A black metal band from Portugal
2. A horrorpunk band featuring Michale Graves (vocals, guitar), Dr. Chud (drums), Tom Logan (guitar) and Left Hand Graham (bass). They relased one album, Web Of Dharma (2002), before splitting up.
3. A metallic hardcore band from Auckland New Zealand
4. Band name for singer/songwriter Greg Olin from Portland, Oregon. Has released several albums on Hush records.
5. A electronic music producer from Hawaii. Real name Christian Mochizuki. graves will tell you he made his break in the music industry when Kanye West landed Christian an assistant position in the early stages of My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy. He stuck it out for a year, running around doing errands for West and his small army of guests, collaborators, and crew before permanently sliding his way into the studio, first as an assistant engineer and ultimately as a full time engineer. Eventually he started his graves alias.
6. Luca Benincasa (professionally known as Graves) is a scenecore and dark trap artist from Cardiff, UK.
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Graves Lyrics
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The nightmare has begun
Who am I? You know that I don't know
(Anymore)
Will I ever find my way back?
Where am I? There's no escape
Forever trapped here without myself
Oh no, please god, someone save me, I'm lost without you
Someone save me, please help me Someone
This fucking life's too much for me to take
Falling down, I'm drunk again
Lost without her, can't go on
What's this life coming to?
Try to numb myself but the pain breaks through
(You will never find yourself again)
Oh no please god someone save me, lost without you
The nightmare Begins tonight
The screams in my dreams won't end
Another pill to numb
Anything to just let go
Another night I'm crying out
Another night I won't let go
Another night I'm bleeding out
Another nightmare on repeat
Someone save me please
Became addicted to keep you out
All I want is to have you near
(Just one more time)
Maybe it's too late
When I close my eyes
The Nightmare Begins
Graves's song Begin explores the dark, emotional journey of identity, loss, and desperation. The opening line, "Closed my eyes, now I'm falling down, the nightmare has begun" sets the tone for the song's central theme of being consumed by a terrifying reality. The singer's identity is uncertain - they question who they are and if they can ever return to themselves. They're trapped in a painful cycle of being lost without someone they need, trying to numb the pain, and falling deeper into their despair.
The repetition of the line "someone save me" illustrates how the singer feels completely helpless and in need of a savior. They're pleading for someone or something to pull them out of their nightmare. The song suggests that the singer is in a state of addiction, unable to let go of someone they've lost, and is using substances to cope with the pain. The line "Maybe it's too late, when I close my eyes, the nightmare begins" reflects the reality that perhaps there is no escape from the painful reality the singer has created for themselves.
Overall, Begin is a raw, emotional portrayal of the struggle to find oneself and overcome pain and addiction.
Line by Line Meaning
Closed my eyes, now I'm falling down
I am losing control and I cannot see the way forward.
The nightmare has begun
My life has turned into a nightmare, everything is falling apart.
Who am I? You know that I don't know
I feel lost and I am no longer sure of my identity.
(Anymore)
I am struggling with change and uncertainty.
Will I ever find my way back?
I don't know if I will ever regain a sense of control and find my way back to where I was.
Where am I? There's no escape
I am trapped and unable to find a way out of my current situation.
Forever trapped here without myself
I am stuck in a place where I don't feel like myself anymore and I am struggling to regain my sense of identity.
(You will never find your way back)
The voice in my head is telling me that I will never be able to find a way out of this situation.
Oh no, please god, someone save me, I'm lost without you
I feel helpless and I am looking for someone or something to help me through this difficult time.
Someone save me, please help me someone
I am hoping for someone to come to my rescue and lift me out of this dark place.
This fucking life's too much for me to take
I am overwhelmed and feel like my life is too much for me to handle.
Falling down, I'm drunk again
I am using alcohol to numb my pain and escape my reality.
Lost without her, can't go on
I am struggling to navigate life without the person who used to give me strength and support.
What's this life coming to?
I am questioning the direction that my life is heading in and whether there is any hope for the future.
Try to numb myself but the pain breaks through
Even though I try to escape my pain, it always comes back and I feel like I can never escape it fully.
(You will never find yourself again)
The voice in my head is telling me that I will never be able to find my identity and sense of self.
The nightmare Begins tonight
The bad things in my life are starting to happen right now, tonight.
The screams in my dreams won't end
My bad dreams and emotions are constantly tormenting me.
Another pill to numb
I am taking more pills to try and escape my feelings and numb my pain.
Anything to just let go
I am desperate to escape my reality and let go of everything that is causing me pain and torment.
Another night I'm crying out
I am in so much pain that I can't help but cry for someone to help me.
Another night I won't let go
I am holding onto my pain and emotions and struggling to let them go.
Another night I'm bleeding out
My emotions and pain are causing me to feel like I am physically bleeding out and I can't stop it.
Another nightmare on repeat
My fears and worries are constantly repeating themselves in my mind and it feels like a never-ending cycle.
Became addicted to keep you out
I became addicted to drugs or alcohol as a way to avoid thinking about the person who left me.
All I want is to have you near
All I want is to be with the person who left me and who I am struggling to be without.
(Just one more time)
Even though I know it's not healthy, I am hoping to be with that person one more time just to ease my pain.
Maybe it's too late
I fear that it is too late to repair the damage that has been done and that I will never be able to move on from this situation.
When I close my eyes
When I stop thinking about my current reality and close myself off from the world.
The Nightmare Begins
I am overwhelmed with negative emotions and my nightmares are starting to become my reality.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Robert Törnqvist
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Ryan Reverie
impressive apm while reporting your teammates, good mouse accuracy
Dry Fasting Club
hope julian reads this... youre a treat to watch, completely different level than all other players... hold that thought when youre going red zone, who cares if people troll you.. you are a beast
Fyrst Zurg
Glad the content is back, wish you the best in kr man!
ZiscoFR
It´s crazy how it seems that you are mental booming but then you proceed to 1vs9 lmao. This game was completely carried by you it´s insane
Sogaria
The whole team did literally nothing, that was painful to watch
tokyoxyz
That’s kinda every video lol. The guys ego is insane but he’s goated fr so I don’t mind
Orange White
@tokyoxyz 😂😂
rockdude1122
@tokyoxyz lot of talented people having issues with their head because others don't match their standards.
tokyoxyz
@rockdude1122 understandable
JOB LIAR
I love how he mutes his team then types “?” In chat… classic