Vacuum
Gregory Dillon Lyrics
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Playing with so many, a promise broken every night
Naked in the flames, I do it all again, Heaven is to blame
It never was you... Never at all
I'm sorry that I let you go
Forever I will be alone
You know I tried to hurt you
I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum
Ritalin and propane, doesn't take me anywhere
Imprisoned in the fast lane, trying to avoid your stare
Passion is a lie, taken over time, and everything I want
It never was you... Never at all
I'm sorry that I let you go
Forever I will be alone
You know I tried to hurt you
You know I tried to hurt you
I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum
REPEAT
You know I tried to hurt you
You know I tried to hurt you
I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum
DANCE BREAK
The lyrics to Gregory Dillon's song "Vacuum" convey a sense of self-destructive behavior and toxic relationships. The opening line, "Shaken over envy, automated overdrive," sets the tone of an individual who is struggling with their emotions, possibly overwhelmed by jealousy and feeling like they are on autopilot. The line "Playing with so many, a promise broken every night" suggests that the person is engaging in casual relationships or one-night stands, with no intention of forming a deeper emotional bond. The next line, "Naked in the flames, I do it all again, Heaven is to blame," implies that the person's behavior is intense, reckless, and possibly painful, but they are addicted to it nonetheless. The repetition of "It never was you... Never at all" throughout the lyrics suggests that the person is aware that their behavior is destructive and that they are hurting themselves and others. However, they continue to engage in it, possibly because it gives them a temporary high or because they are unable to break the cycle.
The chorus of the song, "I'm sorry that I let you go, Forever I will be alone, You know I tried to hurt you, You know I tried to hurt you, I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum," sums up the internal conflict of the person. They regret letting someone go, possibly someone who genuinely cared for them, but they know that they will never be able to escape their self-destructive tendencies. They are aware that they have hurt others in the past and acknowledge that they have tried to do so intentionally, which creates a sense of guilt and shame. However, the final line, "I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum," suggests that the person takes pleasure in their destructive behavior, regardless of the consequences.
Overall, "Vacuum" is a song that deals with complex emotions, such as guilt, regret, addiction, and self-destructive behavior. The lyrics offer a glimpse into the mindset of someone who is struggling with their emotions and is unable to break free from a cycle of self-destruction.
Line by Line Meaning
Shaken over envy, automated overdrive
Feeling jealous and overwhelmed by the fast pace of life and technology
Playing with so many, a promise broken every night
Engaging in casual relationships without commitment and causing hurt to others
Naked in the flames, I do it all again, Heaven is to blame
Continuing harmful behavior despite knowing it's wrong, feeling like it's out of one's control
It never was you... Never at all
Realizing that the source of one's problems is not another person or external factors
I'm sorry that I let you go
Expressing regret over past actions that caused harm to someone else
Forever I will be alone
Feeling the consequences of one's past mistakes and being unable to change them
You know I tried to hurt you
Acknowledging one's own harmful intentions towards someone else
I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum
Finding temporary pleasure in living without emotional connection or responsibility
Ritalin and propane, doesn't take me anywhere
Using substances or distractions to escape from problems, but ultimately not finding resolution
Imprisoned in the fast lane, trying to avoid your stare
Feeling trapped in a lifestyle that is unfulfilling or harmful, and avoiding accountability from others
Passion is a lie, taken over time, and everything I want
Losing faith in the possibility of healthy or meaningful relationships, and only seeking self-gratification
REPEAT
Repeating the chorus to emphasize the recurring themes of the song
DANCE BREAK
An instrumental section, perhaps representing a temporary escape from the song's heavy content
Writer(s): Joakim Sven Tomas Buddee, Ingrid Witt, Gregory Dillon
Contributed by Zachary L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@carolwhelihan1514
David Bowie would want to cover this piece. Absolutely outrageous in its mood: lyrics,visuals, sound, voice,mixing . The poetry is sublime.
@theaverageknight
Oh hell yeah, new music! This is definitely going to be on repeat for a while :D
@MarioLonghi
what a '1 am on a crowded underground east village dancefloor' banger! <3
@griffinh.966
This is so 80's and I love it
@leonardosouza657
Perfeitaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
@agcc.1998
I'm TERRIBLY in love with this song. Great Job, Dillon!!!
@konayukisadness
having a gregory dillon youtube binge, he really doesnt have a single bad song...
@kylecanales4722
Love this song already ๐
@hankromero8219
Ame estรก canciรณn
@carolwhelihan1514
love this...back on my vacuum kick. I feel terribly good when I'm dancing in a vacuum. great line.