My Queen Esther
Guardian Lyrics


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Esther called me today
She's a bona fide star
Said I spoke to a friend
Who wants to know how you are
With a shake in her voice
She said, "I'm doing ok."
With a shake in her voice
She said, "I can't live this way."
She doesn't know why
She wants to laugh but still she cries
Still she cries
Spoke to Esther today
She said it's hard to play queen
Though she fought it at first
This pain's become her routine
And she wants to believe
But the image won't play
And she wants to believe
But that's a long time away
Kingdoms collide
As she tries to rule the world inside
She starts to cry

Take that crown off my Queen Esther
It's too much for anyone to bear
Don't hide your face Queen Esther
My King says he'll meet you anywhere

He says it's ok
He knows your pain
He says it's ok
He'll show you the way
He'll take your pain
He'll show you the way
Esther called me today
She's a bona fide star
Said I spoke to a friend
Who wants to know how you are





PSALM 105:4 - JAMES 4:7-8 JOHN 3:16

Overall Meaning

The song "My Queen Esther" by Guardian revolves around a fictional character named Esther who is referred to as "Queen" by the singer. Esther is struggling with her life and the expectations of her being a queen. In the opening verse, the singer mentions that Esther called him and she has become a star. She spoke to a friend who asked about her well-being, to which she replied that she is doing okay but isn't content with the way her life is going. Esther is conflicted and doesn't understand why she desires to laugh, but cannot help but cry. The second verse reveals that Esther found it hard to play queen initially, but now the pain has become a part of her daily routine. She wants to believe that things will get better, but the image of her being a queen doesn't fit her persona. Esther is caught up in the chaos of trying to rule the world inside her, and she can't bear it any longer; thus, she starts to cry.


The chorus is a plea from the singer to Esther to take off her crown and stop hiding her face. He tells her that no one can bear such a burden and that his King will meet her anywhere. He assures her that it's okay to be in pain and that the King will take it away and guide her. The song seems to be an ode to those who carry more burdens than they can bear and are struggling to find their way. It's a reminder that there is always hope, and one should seek comfort in their faith.


Line by Line Meaning

Esther called me today
The singer received a call from his friend Esther


She's a bona fide star
The singer thinks very highly of Esther and sees her as a public figure


Said I spoke to a friend
Esther told the singer that she spoke to someone else


Who wants to know how you are
This person is concerned about Esther's well-being and wants an update from the singer


With a shake in her voice
Esther was emotional when she spoke to the singer


She said, "I'm doing ok."
Esther told the singer she's fine, but her voice indicates otherwise


She said, "I can't live this way."
Despite her attempt to appear fine, Esther reveals that she's struggling to cope


She doesn't know why
Esther is confused about her emotions


She wants to laugh but still she cries
Esther feels conflicted and cannot control her emotional response


Spoke to Esther today
The singer had another conversation with Esther


She said it's hard to play queen
Esther finds it difficult to maintain her strong and confident exterior


Though she fought it at first
Esther didn't want to be seen as weak and tried to hide her struggles


This pain's become her routine
Esther has become accustomed to dealing with emotional pain


And she wants to believe
Esther wants to have faith and trust in herself


But the image won't play
Esther finds it difficult to maintain her public image


And she wants to believe
Esther wants to have faith and trust in herself


But that's a long time away
Esther doesn't see any immediate changes in her situation


Kingdoms collide
Esther's inner emotional turmoil clashes with her public image


As she tries to rule the world inside
Esther tries to maintain control over her own life and emotions


She starts to cry
Esther becomes overwhelmed with emotion and cannot control her tears


Take that crown off my Queen Esther
The singer encourages Esther to shed her public image and be true to herself


It's too much for anyone to bear
The singer acknowledges that Esther's public image is difficult to maintain


Don't hide your face Queen Esther
The singer encourages Esther to be open about her struggle


My King says he'll meet you anywhere
The singer suggests that God is always there to support Esther


He says it's ok
God reassures Esther that her struggle is valid and acceptable


He knows your pain
God understands the depth of Esther's emotional pain


He'll show you the way
God will guide Esther through her struggle


He'll take your pain
God will help Esther overcome her emotional pain


Esther called me today
The song ends where it began, with the singer receiving a call from Esther


She's a bona fide star
The singer reminds the listener of Esther's public image and prominence


Said I spoke to a friend
Esther updates the singer on her conversation with another friend


Who wants to know how you are
The concern for Esther's well-being is ongoing




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