Missing
H.1 Lyrics


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I've been holding my breath for months
Trying hard not to care too much
I've been tying knots with my own tongue 'cause
I'm so scared I might fall in love
Oh, I'm shutting down
Oh, I
I'm here turning off these feelings
Talking myself out of
Showing up to any parties
Where I might see you around
I'm here saying I don't want you
I'm here curled up on the couch
Trying to be okay with missing out
Trying to be okay with missing out
I know I never make much sense
Social then I've already left
I'm so cold that you can see my breath
But then I'm asking you how you've been
Oh, I'm terrified
Oh, I
I'm here turning off these feelings
Talking myself out of
Showing up to any parties
Where I might see you around
I'm here saying I don't want you
I'm here curled up on the couch
Trying to be okay with missing out
On what we could've been




'Cause I'm scared of how it ends
So I'm turning off these feelings

Overall Meaning

H.1's "Missing" is a song about fear and avoidance of falling in love. The first verse begins with the singer admitting that they have been holding their breath for months and trying hard not to care too much. The fear of falling in love is so strong that they have been tying knots with their own tongue. The singer is shutting down emotionally, trying to talk themselves out of showing up to any parties where their love interest might be around. The fear of rejection or heartbreak is so great that they are trying to convince themselves that they don't want this person, and they are trying to be okay with missing out on any potential relationship. The singer admits that they never make much sense and can be socially awkward, but they still want to know how their love interest is doing, which shows that they still have feelings for them.


The chorus repeats the line "turning off these feelings," emphasizing how the singer is shutting themselves off emotionally. They are terrified of how a relationship with this person might end, and they would rather avoid the possibility of love altogether than risk getting hurt.


The song ends with the singer repeating the line "turning off these feelings," emphasizing the bleakness of their situation. It's a powerful and emotional ballad that conveys the fear and avoidance that can come with falling in love.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been holding my breath for months
I've been waiting anxiously for a long time.


Trying hard not to care too much
I'm trying to not get too emotionally invested in this.


I've been tying knots with my own tongue 'cause
I've been struggling to express my feelings.


I'm so scared I might fall in love
I'm afraid of getting too attached.


Oh, I'm shutting down
I'm closing myself off emotionally.


Talking myself out of
Convincing myself not to do it.


Showing up to any parties
Going to events.


Where I might see you around
Where I might run into you.


I'm here saying I don't want you
I'm pretending I don't have feelings for you.


I'm here curled up on the couch
I'm feeling sad and alone.


Trying to be okay with missing out
Trying to accept the fact that I'm not involved in something.


I know I never make much sense
I'm aware that my behavior is confusing.


Social then I've already left
I pretend to be outgoing, but I quickly distance myself.


I'm so cold that you can see my breath
I'm emotionally distant.


But then I'm asking you how you've been
I'm still interested in your life and how you're doing.


Oh, I'm terrified
I'm extremely scared.


On what we could've been
What our relationship could have turned into.


'Cause I'm scared of how it ends
I'm afraid of the relationship falling apart.


So I'm turning off these feelings
I'm shutting down emotionally to avoid getting hurt.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jenna Kohut

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