H.o.S. stands for 'Harvester of Sorrow'

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The band was born in May 2006, from an idea of Dado and Boro. They immediately took the drummer 'Gatto'. The band only played their songs, no cover songs. In September of 2006, the band played for the first time in their city: Lonigo. After this concert, Bress joined the band as the second guitar. After some bass players (Boro,Baso..), the band accepted Cetz as bass player in January of 2007. After a few shows, the band was stopped by the drummer's family problems. In May of 2007, the band changed drummers, and Pedro replaced Gatto. In July of 2007 the band entered in studio to record the first demo called 'The Disdained Rank' that contains 4 tracks. In September 2007 Cetz switched from bass to lead guitar, and Bress switched from guitar to bass. In November of 2007 the band released the second demo 'Dusts Of A Decayed World', that contains 7 songs. In January 2008 the band was draft at 'Legione Nera's roster. In March 2008 the song 'Crusaders At War', was featured on a small radio station called 'Open Lands'. April 2008: After 2 years of huge contribution, Boro and H.o.S. broke up. So Dado became vocals and guitar player of H.o.S. In May of the same year, Bress leaves the band. From the 1st of May 2008, the band changed in ALL things: the logo, line-up, music-style, and lyrics. In July 2008 the 'new' band debuted at Frenetica Rock Cafè with brothers KadavaR, with good results. August 2008: Millo joined the band as bass player. In September and October the band performed many shows, including beyond the boundries of Veneto, and also participated in Fight For Metal Fest Part 1 with Fingernails. In November 2008 they recorded a new demo 'Ready To Fight' that contains 2 old songs re-played, and 2 new songs. The Artwork was designed by Velio.
In February 2009 the band joined 'Goro Records' to produce their first album!Close

Descent
H.O.S. Lyrics

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I stood my ground and battled yours
Right here in the flames
I took my life, shut all the doors
To become the blame
You fucked my life by giving it
It's not yours to claim
Self righteous bastard trapped alive
Just to defame

Is this the end?
Or have my demons finally taken toll?
Is this descent
The only thing of me you'll ever see?
I wanna know
If I'll ever leave this hell
I wanna know
If my self destructive side will be my end
I wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna
Know why you left me
Broken, imperfect
Down to rot
I wanna
Know why you can't see
I am fighting the damage
You have brought
Every day just another
Self hatred tirade
Killing me
No chance to break free
The person I can't be
Holding on

Holding on
Holding on

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to H.O.S.'s song "Descent" explore feelings of anger, self-blame, and a desire for self-discovery amidst a toxic relationship. The singer begins by expressing their determination to stand their ground in the face of their partner's challenges, metaphorically represented as flames. They then reflect on shutting themselves off from the world and taking on the blame for the deterioration of the relationship.

The lyrics suggest that the partner manipulated and controlled the singer's life, causing them to feel trapped and questioning their worth. The singer wonders if this is the end, if their own demons have finally taken their toll. The word "descent" signifies both a physical downfall and a psychological decline, indicating the singer's struggle with their own destructive tendencies.

Throughout the song, there is a strong desire for answers and understanding. The singer repeatedly expresses their longing to know why they were abandoned, left broken and imperfect. They also emphasize that they are fighting against the damage caused by the partner, highlighting their resilience despite the challenging circumstances.

Line by Line Meaning

I stood my ground and battled yours
I firmly defended my position and fought against yours

Right here in the flames
In the midst of difficulties and challenges

I took my life, shut all the doors
I made a decision to isolate myself and shut out all possibilities

To become the blame
To willingly take on the responsibility and fault

You fucked my life by giving it
You ruined my life by taking control of it

It's not yours to claim
It doesn't belong to you, it's not yours to possess

Self righteous bastard trapped alive
An arrogant and hypocritical person stuck in their own existence

Just to defame
Only to destroy my reputation and character

Is this the end?
Is this the conclusion or the final outcome?

Or have my demons finally taken toll?
Have my inner struggles and personal demons finally become too overwhelming?

Is this descent
Is this downward spiral or decline?

The only thing of me you'll ever see?
Will you only see this negative side of me?

I wanna know
I desire to understand

If I'll ever leave this hell
If I will ever escape from this tormenting situation

If my self-destructive side will be my end
If my tendency to harm myself will ultimately lead to my downfall

I wanna know
I want to be aware

I wanna know
I want to find out

Know why you left me
Understand the reasons behind your abandonment

Broken, imperfect
In a state of shatteredness and flawfulness

Down to rot
Sinking into decay and deterioration

Know why you can't see
Comprehend why you are unable to perceive

I am fighting the damage
I am actively resisting and battling against the harm

You have brought
That you have caused

Every day just another
Each day is nothing more than

Self-hatred tirade
An onslaught of self-loathing and self-disgust

Killing me
Slowly destroying me

No chance to break free
No opportunity to escape or liberate myself

The person I can't be
The individual I am unable to become

Holding on
Clutching onto hope or resilience

Holding on
Continuing to endure or persist

Holding on
Maintaining a grip on survival or perseverance

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Hendrik Maurer

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Comments from YouTube:

@richardadesmond

6y↑134

Notice how the opening scene says so much about these girls: they're thrill seekers, they work as a team and they're not afraid of danger, great visual storytelling and setup for the rest of the film.

@AstonishingSodApe

6y↑22

Richard Desmond Also, the husband’s infidelity, which is crucial for the ending scene. The way he displays more affection for the Asian woman than his own wife, to whom he just gives a perfunctory kiss.

@richardadesmond

6y↑8

Well said, good point

@AstonishingSodApe

6y↑11

Richard Desmond Fortunately, this is a movie that merits repeated viewings, offering something new with each one.

@richardadesmond

6y↑2

I agree, have you seen his first feature, Dog Soldiers?

@AstonishingSodApe

6y↑3

Richard Desmond No, I haven’t. I hear it’s pretty good.

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@misskatie041104

6y↑74

Such a powerful and heartbreaking scene when the girl blows out her candles. And very creepy the way the lights are turning off

@AstroPR12

5y↑1

Why were the lights turning off?

@xviolaa

5y↑4

The blowing out of the candles at the beginning made the original birthday cake ending so much better, I'm so mad it got cut for US audiences

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑2

@@xviolaa Did you also notice there are six and not five candles at the very last shot of the cake at the end?

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑1

@@AstroPR12 It’s as if the hospital walls are closing in on her. It adds to the nightmarish feeling of claustrophobia and darkness she is experiencing.

@damarisgmz1338

3y↑1

@@AstonishingSodApe I believe the cake with the 5 candles was her last memory of her on her last birthday and maybe the lights out would be she would never get to see her daughter grow again and at the end after she literally got out of that dark place and into the light she now has closure and can live in peace or acceptance that her daughter is dead but will live in her heart in memory forever. That's why her child altho dead here she will grow in her memory cuz she got that closure.

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@sipinii

7y↑154

He died because he was thinking about the Asian lady. Never noticed that before!

@tyrantgregcagkaiju71

1y↑4

Juno, yes. At least he had good taste 😅.

@chief8268

47w↑5

@@tyrantgregcagkaiju71 Juno's super pretty ngl

@mikesmithz

29w↑1

He died because the silly bint in the car was distracting him while he was driving.

@manuelperu-espino3060

5y↑46

I love this film, The Descent, 28 Days Later, Dog Soldiers, The Woman in Black, Kill List, Eden Lake, The Wicker Man, Peeping Tom, and Village of the Damned are among the best films of British horror.

@cici6295

5y↑26

I love movies that deal with real life struggles. You get drawn into the characters.

@calliefinck6275

4y↑25

one of the saddest opening scenes in movie history

@katelynthewhitewerewolf6376

1y↑5

The Crawlers remind me of The Falmer in Skyrim and the Falmer are the scariest creatures in Skyrim.
And this movie series deserves a prequel like how The Crawlers came to be.

@sAINTDeVille

41w↑3

😮 Seen this movie several times and never noticed till now but at around the 4:00 min mark you can totally see Paul's hand twitching 😱

@JamesPlaysJP

3y↑8

Sometime in 2008 I’m 5 hanging out in my parents bedroom (the unofficial living room basically at the time) sitting on the bed next to my dad on his day off napping, watch a episode of House not getting what’s happening once it ends this starts playing, this opening scene is ingrained into my memory, also the house episode was something about a woman having some kind of heart condition, anyway, just wanted to tell that neat story

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑2

Thanks for sharing! We all have those fond childhood TV memories, watching something for the first time.

@TheBlackKakashi

28w↑1

I’m dying at how the doctors and nurses were walking past her not giving af 😂

@brandonkashinsky3156

3y↑12

I’m an aspiring screenwriter and I would love to make an opening scene like this

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑1

Good luck!

@glitzgarcia8281

6y↑56

"Distant" that was a clue that i never noticed before and the way he was helping Juno out plus Beth seeing them.. now i get that they were having an affair and how Beth suspected, plus Juno crying I bet she cried for the scumbag of Paul... poor Sara suffered after knwing the truth

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑3

Don’t call him a scumbag, don’t be so quick to judge. Maybe he was happier with Juno. And they could have gotten a divorce.

@nunyabizness8919

3y↑19

@@AstonishingSodApe The thing is, in the movie, it's revealed that he was the one who gave Juno the trinket. This signifies that they might have been together for a while. (Meaning that Paul was habitually cheating on his wife, which is not cool)

@iDraydenV

3y↑27

@@AstonishingSodApe Unhappiness doesn't justify cheating. The guy was a scumbag. He could've just as easily left his wife but instead chose to have an affair.

@tootlem

3y↑16

@@AstonishingSodApe nope. He’s a scumbag. Cheating is never dismissible. Grow up and get a divorce first. Cheating is cruel and disrespectful.

@Armeka

@@AstonishingSodApe I bet you cheat on all your partners and say it's their fault

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@jaxbarnettprice

5y↑8

Hm, I never saw that scene when she was in the hospital, but damn, that was very dramatic!

@burningexeter4365

It's my headcanon that Dog Soldiers, The Descent and Centurion are in the same universe.

@AstonishingSodApe

2y↑1

Why, besides having the same director?

@burningexeter4365

@@AstonishingSodApe Yeah pretty much.

@HelHellhound

5y↑19

I smell affair!

@WhatAboutall

3y↑13

Told and set up an entire story very well within 2 minutes, and now we get forced fed girl power movies & movies in general that can't tell a proper story in 2 hours.

@antbooboo5884

3y↑16

Juno was not the monster she was made out to be.

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑2

Yeah, people have a very low tolerance for adultery but they could’ve been happier together

@antbooboo5884

3y↑6

@Bigchungusamongus I never said she was perfect. She made mistakes, but I don't think she in any way predicted they would be attacked by a community of underground mutants so...yeah. And as for Holly- she had some experience but she was still Juno's protege, meaning she still had a long way to go. And she was way over-zealous which is why she fell and broke her leg while Juno screamed to her not to run blindly through the caves.

@antbooboo5884

3y↑8

@Bigchungusamongus Juno was ambitious to a fault but she still lead the team as best she could, and she put herself in danger to help her crew (I.e. the scene where she free hands over the crevice to attach the lines.) And she was terrified when she accidentally killed Beth, which is why she couldn't bring herself to explain to the rest what happened. There was a lot of confusion down there, and again, she made mistakes, but she's a complex character and by far the most interesting.

@whitedragoness23

3y↑3

@@AstonishingSodApe or they could of regretting it. Affairs don’t always mean happy ending. Or maybe it would of been a short term affair.

@fullsend4976

42w↑2

@@antbooboo5884her affair with the husband helped cause the accident and she led them to an unexplored cave with no help or no backup plan. She fucked up in the biggest ways possible lol

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@misskatie041104

6y↑17

So sad

@brandonkashinsky9222

17w

This film scared the hell out of me in my senior year of high school. I love this film but I hate the alternate ending

@austingordon4527

2y↑1

So sad to loss love one like me I Am afraid to running away darkness I wish I could rest never wake up I love that movie

@BaryJohnson

49w

[to settle into perspective] ✨🐝🐝

@halo3826

5y↑5

Where was this filmed beautiful location

@AstonishingSodApe

5y↑3

touka Tsukiyama Various places in Scotland and England, including Perth and Hertfordshire. Check IMDb

@manscript6195

5y↑10

Wait so if the the daughter died how come during her death she had blonde hair? While in reality she has dark brown? That’s what got me confused on who died

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑1

In what scene does she have blonde hair?

@americopedroni6837

5y↑4

Girl power right....

@ashleyhutchinson7044

12w↑1

2:57

@emiliobello2538

Lions gate in Red

@TRUTHISABSOLUTE777

1y↑1

4:44- is she supposed to be dead? Because the heart monitors are showing flatlined.

@isabellagoldleaf1751

1y↑2

no she disconnected herself from the heart monitors

@user-vu9qg3od4r

27w

I believe she was still in a trance at that point. The first time I watched this movie I thought she was the one who died because of that scene.

@calliefinck6275

4y↑3

that is one of the worst opening scenes in movies ever!! of course a year later, the second worse thing that has ever happened to Sarah happens

@AstroPR12

How were there rodes

@AstonishingSodApe

Jenn Mann ?

@AstroPR12

@@AstonishingSodApe I mean the pipes that killed her family

@AstonishingSodApe

3y↑1

@@AstroPR12 From the car driving in the opposite direction

@philipjoseph5099

7y↑1

lol

@itz_ophelia6236

wait..... her daughter died???!!!!

@AstonishingSodApe

itz_ophelia Yes. Did you watch the movie?

@AstroPR12

5y↑4

Unfortunately.. yes

@omarhadji1271

5y↑1

Jenn Mann did you like it🤔

@erikrichardgregory

This scene convinced me I would be looking at a good film (unfortunately the film was cr@p). But what a great, subtle opening scene

@Galvatronover

38w

don't know why dimension you crossed it was good

@dirtydinner6463

35w

If you think this is a bad horror movie, then what horror movies do you think are good. This is in the top 20 no doubt

@erikrichardgregory

35w

@@dirtydinner6463 gosh, top 20? I think my major problem with the film was there was simply no explanation for these humanoid cave-dwelling monsters. Where did they come from? How did they get there? If it were outer space (like Alien) I could willingly “suspend disbelief” and allow for the creatures, but we’re here on planet Earth. They should have thought of a reasonable explanation for the monsters but they didn’t bother (I had thought the explanation would be a separate species of human they got lodged down there millennia ago or something). I just never forgot I was watching a movie. The adventurers also reacted unreasonably well I thought…I just didn’t “buy it” at the end of the day. First class horror? Alien, The Thing, The Shining, etc. :)

@dirtydinner6463

35w↑1

@@erikrichardgregory The whole point of the movie was that the cave monsters come out of nowhere and there is no indication that this is a monster movie. This movie knows when to shoot it’s load and show what it truly is and I have major respect for that. I love movies that subvert expectation.