The Ambiguous Camel
HORSE the band Lyrics


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Laying in a hot desert
Bitten by a poisonous snake
Sweet venom burns my heart
Oh how I love to suffer

Know this isn't reasonable
Anything but reasonable
I step over the edge
And as I fall I GO CRAZY

I see you in my mind again
This feeling, it comes again
This time I'm suffocating
It doesn't really matter
I could live off this feeling forever

My field of vision dwindles
Into a circle; the harmonic shape
But what is left around it is black
All the colors put together

I feel religious
I want to believe
Only in you




And give my freedom
LOVE IS DYING

Overall Meaning

The song "The Ambiguous Camel" by Horse the Band is a complex and cryptic composition that evokes multiple emotions in the listener. The first verse describes the singer laying in a hot desert, bitten by a poisonous snake. The venom burns their heart, but they seem to enjoy the pain, as evidenced by the line "Oh how I love to suffer." This suggests that the character is a masochist, finding pleasure in pain. The chorus reflects this idea of irrationality and a lack of control, with the singer stepping over the edge and going crazy. The second verse is more abstract, with the field of vision dwindling into a circular shape and all the colors blending together. The character feels religious and wants to believe, but only in the person they see in their mind. The final line, "Love is dying," is a poignant ending that suggests the character's obsession is ultimately futile.


Overall, the song explores themes of pain, obsession, and irrationality. The cryptic lyrics lend themselves to multiple interpretations, making the song a fascinating and provocative listen. Perhaps the underlying message is a cautionary tale about the dangers of obsession and the need for balance and reason in our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

Laying in a hot desert
I am feeling lost and alone in a situation that is both harsh and unforgiving.


Bitten by a poisonous snake
I have been hurt and betrayed by someone or something that seemed beautiful and harmless at first glance.


Sweet venom burns my heart
The pain of this betrayal is intense, but I find some kind of twisted pleasure in the way it stirs up my emotions.


Oh how I love to suffer
Despite the pain, I feel addicted to this feeling of intensity and the way it consumes me.


Know this isn't reasonable
I am fully aware that my behavior and emotions aren't rational or healthy, but I can't help myself.


Anything but reasonable
I am fully immersed in this experience and it has taken over my entire being.


I step over the edge
I am fully committed to taking risks and pushing past my own limitations, even if it means facing consequences.


And as I fall I GO CRAZY
I am completely consumed by my own impulses and desires, even if it leads to my own destruction.


I see you in my mind again
Despite my self-destructive tendencies, I am still fixated on a past love or relationship that haunts me.


This feeling, it comes again
I am once again overwhelmed by the waves of emotion and obsession that come with thinking about this person.


This time I'm suffocating
The intensity of these emotions is suffocating and overwhelming, to the point where I feel like I can't breathe.


It doesn't really matter
Despite the fact that my obsession is hurting me, I feel like I am powerless to stop it.


I could live off this feeling forever
Even though it's self-destructive, I feel like I could easily become addicted to this experience and the emotions it stirs up in me.


My field of vision dwindles
These emotions and experiences have narrowed my focus and made it hard to see the bigger picture or consider other options.


Into a circle; the harmonic shape
Despite the chaos and pain of my emotions, I still feel like they have a kind of strange order or symmetry to them.


But what is left around it is black
Despite this sense of order, the rest of my world feels dark and hopeless.


All the colors put together
Despite the chaos and pain of my emotions, I still feel like they have a kind of strange order or symmetry to them.


I feel religious
These intense experiences and emotions feel almost mystical to me, like I'm tapping into something beyond normal human experience.


I want to believe
Despite the fact that these experiences are hurting me, I still find myself wanting to hold on to the hope that they could lead to something good.


Only in you
I've invested everything into this obsession or feeling, and the thought of giving it up or moving on is terrifying.


And give my freedom
Despite the pain and chaos of these experiences, I still feel like they're worth sacrificing everything else for.


LOVE IS DYING
Despite my desperate attempts to hold on to these feelings, I can feel them slipping away from me and dying, leaving me with nothing.




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Comments from YouTube:

@combreze

absolutely brilliant song

@TicalWave89

anyone else ever notice lyrics from this song are in the song "Sand" off of TMH?

@LaPetiteVieEnLigne

The name is "The Ambiguous Camel"

@cw147

i think this song and salvation army are the best songs from the secret rythm of the universe. the first one is good too

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