Denial
Hate Plow Lyrics


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Lying, to myself and you
Deny, no one has a clue
Using, I do drugs all day
Keeping, the pain away

They will never know
I have lost my sense
I have it under control
That's what I tell my friends

What have I done to me
To my friends and family
This is pure fucking hell
I must kill myself

Soon they all will say
You need to be put away
I'm getting fucking close
Dying by an overdose

No one knows, I do coke
I do smack, I do smoke
I do dust, I do pills
For myself, no one else





Addiction (x5)
Denial

Overall Meaning

The song Denial by Hate Plow describes the inner turmoils of addiction and the strategies adopted by the addict to hide the truth from others and themselves. The lyrics "Lying to myself and you, Deny, no one has a clue" highlight the fact that the addict is aware of the consequences of their actions, but the addiction overshadows their better judgment. The addict uses drugs as a coping mechanism to escape from emotional and psychological pain, as stated in the lines "Using, I do drugs all day, Keeping, the pain away".


The lyrics also show the loss of control that comes with addiction, through the lines "I have lost my sense, I have it under control, That's what I tell my friends". The addict is unable to admit to themselves or to others that their addiction has spiraled out of control. The addiction is all-consuming, leading to thoughts of suicide, "This is pure fucking hell, I must kill myself." The addict also anticipates the consequences of their addiction, as seen in the lyrics "Soon they all will say, You need to be put away, I'm getting fucking close, Dying by an overdose".


In essence, the song Denial by Hate Plow portrays the cyclical nature of addiction, the struggle to maintain control over it, and the destructive consequences it has on the individual and their relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Lying, to myself and you
I am deceitful to myself and others around me


Deny, no one has a clue
I refuse to acknowledge the truth and nobody suspects anything


Using, I do drugs all day
I constantly take drugs to cope with my problems


Keeping, the pain away
I use drugs to numb my emotional pain


They will never know
I will never reveal my addiction


I have lost my sense
My addiction has taken away my sensibility


I have it under control
I believe I can manage my addiction


That's what I tell my friends
I deceive my friends by assuring them that I can handle my addiction


What have I done to me
I question the damages caused by my addiction to myself


To my friends and family
I ponder the negative impact of my addiction on my loved ones


This is pure fucking hell
My addiction has trapped me in an unbearable situation


I must kill myself
My addiction has pushed me towards suicidal thoughts


Soon they all will say
My friends and family will eventually realize my addiction and express concern


You need to be put away
Others will suggest that I need to get treatment or be institutionalized


I'm getting fucking close
My addiction is spiraling out of control and I may soon reach a breaking point


Dying by an overdose
My addiction may ultimately lead to a fatal overdose


No one knows, I do coke
I keep my cocaine addiction a secret


I do smack, I do smoke
I am addicted to heroin and cigarettes


I do dust, I do pills
I use PCP and prescription drugs


For myself, no one else
I take drugs for my own pleasure and not for anyone else


Addiction (x5)
The chorus of the song repeats the word addiction five times to emphasize its destructive nature


Denial
The title of the song highlights the theme of denial associated with addiction




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Written by: LARRY HAWKE, PHIL FASCIANA

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Comments from YouTube:

Marcondes Paula

Disco foda. Comprei fielmente esses dias...Tem uma faixa escondida

Kainius The Great

It's sad how the best extreme metal band to ever walk this planet has been forgotten. 20+ years later and no one's doing it better except a Taiwanese band called Gorepot (Asian Stoned Effect may be THE best extreme metal album ever)

Brian Arnold Hickam

Forgotten as they were nothing special. Good, but not great.

Alex_denton420

@Brian Arnold Hickam exactly this is good but the best? Hate plow can go up there with the best but I dunno I can’t even say what the best extreme metal band would be if I had a gun to my head right now I would say hate eternal but I might say soilent green tomorrow they are all deadly best could be bolt thrower for being so innovative or morbid etc

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Alberto Castillon Robledo

Excelente

Marcondes Paula

Cover do Cream.. na faixa Escondida

Metal Mansion Records

Rob Barrett 🀘🀘🀘🀘amazing record

BoJay Labrum

Why is the title track missing?

mohawkinsanity

YouTube blocked it from being seen.

Marsi Kolt

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