Im Fine
Hazel English Lyrics
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Everyday I wake to feel the same
And every time you ask me how I'm feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
I, I don't know why I'm terrified of everything
Just to call the doctor seems daunting
For most of my life I felt a sharp uncertainty
I, I can't deny I'm paralysed from the inside
Everyday I wake to feel the same
And every time you ask me how I'm feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
It's hard to stay true, to myself and to you
I can't measure up to this girl you thought you knew
This aching in my heart is tearing me apart
But, darling all your love is somehow not enough
The lyrics of Hazel English's song "Im Fine" deal with the issue of mental health and the struggle of living with anxiety and depression. The singer admits to feeling "paralyzed from the inside" and waking up every day feeling the same way. When asked about how she's feeling, she puts on a facade and responds with a smile, saying that she's "fine." She's terrified of everything and finds it daunting to even call a doctor for help. She's carried a sharp uncertainty for most of her life, and it has become a part of who she is.
The chorus repeats the idea of feeling paralyzed and waking up to the same overwhelming feeling every day. It's difficult for her to stay true to herself and the people in her life because of the weight of her mental health struggles. She feels like she can't measure up to the person that others thought she was. The aching in her heart is tearing her apart, but even though she's receiving love from those around her, it's not enough to alleviate her inner turmoil.
This song is an honest and vulnerable expression of the experience of living with mental illness. The repetition of the phrase "I'm fine" is a common response from those who struggle internally but don't want to burden others with their problems. The singer recognizes that this isn't a healthy way to deal with mental health issues, but it's often the default response. It's essential to open up and seek help when dealing with these struggles.
Line by Line Meaning
I, I can't deny I'm paralysed from the inside
I'm unable to hide my internal paralysis; I'm helpless inside.
Everyday I wake to feel the same
I face similar feelings every day after waking up.
And every time you ask me how I'm feeling
Whenever you inquire about how I'm feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
I fake a smile and lie to you saying that I'm okay.
I, I don't know why I'm terrified of everything
I'm not sure why I'm frightened of everything in life
Just to call the doctor seems daunting
It feels like a challenge to pick up the phone and consult a physician.
For most of my life I felt a sharp uncertainty
I experienced anxiety throughout most of my life.
Now its just become a part of me
That sense of insecurity has developed into a part of myself.
It's hard to stay true, to myself and to you
It's difficult to remain true to me and to you.
I can't measure up to this girl you thought you knew
I'm unable to match the image of the girl you initially recognized in me.
This aching in my heart is tearing me apart
The intense discomfort in my chest is ruining me.
But, darling all your love is somehow not enough
However, your affection is insufficient for me to overcome these emotions.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Eleisha Caripis, Jackson Phillips
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@jackxavier_expatlens
Have you ever had a moment of personal "lost media"? That song you heard once somewhere before it slipped through your grasp. So glad the algorithm brought me back here 😊
@robertgregory8443
Hanging oneself on the hope and love of someone else is never, ever enough. Thank God for growth and the power of self acceptance. 🙂
Crushing and beautiful song!
@senob44
Love this song and the images. This is so far from my normal favorite types of music (metalcore, punk, alternative etc) but this is just flat out beautiful. Thanks to Hazel and the youtube algorithms for bringing me this experience.
@cboniefbr
This song makes me feel fine with the fact that I'm not going to be always happy and that life is an uncertain ride with many highs and lows.
@megafootyclips9457
This songs fills me with a beautiful but unbearable longing for someone who is gone x thanks Hazel for creating something so wonderful
@raskreia8326
This is a kind of music I absolutely love.
@mungchung2475
i love the retro pictures
@BT-ex7ko
I feel like it really supports the song considering what the lyrics point to. Gives it that nostalgic emotional feel that typically goes along with depression and anxiety: "Older times were always better times". Just constantly focused on what was, instead of the present.
-Ooooor I'm just reading way to much into it and they just wanted to accompany that sweet synth wave sound.
@orphingunawan
yess! I agree!
@sharjjahnaziz4122
Mung Chung 2 These were the best and simple times growing up in the 50's, 60's and 70's