Twisted
He and I Lyrics

It's hard hard to focus cuz these problems comin all at once
The challenges are too overwhelming and they are coming all at once.

I have my time I'm antisocial I ain't the type to front
I usually have my own time and I like keeping to myself, I don't pretend.

But lately I ain't felt like myself in I lost track of months
Recently I've not been feeling normal, I don't even know how long it has been.

But I been holdin' on to my dreams by tryna stack my funds
I'm holding onto my dreams by focusing on making money.

How can you truly trust a person when you can't trust yourself?
It's difficult to trust others if you can't even trust yourself.

How can you truly love somebody when you can't love yourself?
It's hard to love someone if you don't love yourself first.

I don got used to bein' dolo don't need nobody else
I've gotten used to being alone and I don't need anyone else.

I never been da one to trip, my feelings on the shelf
I'm not the type of person to stress over anything, I don't let my emotions affect me.

I had to stop givin' attention, yall just kept on wastin' my time
I stopped giving attention because people kept wasting my time.

Ain't never accepting no handout, you know for a fact Imma grind
I will never accept any free help, I will work hard on my own.

The gas got high as the sun, so you know for a fact imma shine
I will rise to the top, just like the sun shining high in the sky.

Shawty keep hittin' my telly, she want me to put dick in her spine
This girl keeps calling me, asking for sex.

Out the blue I get silent, so everybody think I'm losin' my mind
I suddenly become quiet and people start thinking something's wrong with me.

I told I'm straight but deep down I think they all know that I'm lyin'
I say I'm fine but deep down everyone knows I'm lying.

Cuz I'm fucked up mentally
I'm mentally messed up.

Know they aint feelin' me
They don't understand me.

What don got into me?
What's wrong with me?

Cold as December be
I'm as cold as winter.

This shit ain't workin' out
Things are not going well.

I need a better route
I need a better plan or strategy.

Battlin' these problems got me twisted (It got me twisted)
Struggling with these issues has left me confused and disoriented.

Smoked another blunt, don't know who lit this (Don't know who lit this)
I smoked another blunt, but I don't remember who gave it to me.

I been chasin' guap cuz it's my fitness (Cuz it's my fitness)
I've been working towards getting rich because it's what I'm driven to do.

I'm gon be right at the top and you my witness (Yeah you my witness)
I'm going to make it to the top and you are my witness to that.

She ride dick like skateboard, do a kickflip (Kickflip, yeah)
She's really good at sex, she can do tricks like a skateboarder.

Once I hit it from the back, you dismissed (From the back you dismissed, dismissed lil bitch)
After I had sex with her, she stopped talking to me.

I need me that tesla around Christmas (Christmas, skrt skrrt)
I want to buy a Tesla as a Christmas present to myself.

I could put your wifey on my hitlist (Hitlist, bow boom)
I could make your wife want me and cheat on you.

No time for fuckin' around and playin' games (Playin' games)
I don't have time for games and wasting time.

Old friends they look at me and say "EliJah you have changed" (That you have changed)
My old friends say that I've changed.

I look at them and say " Was I supposed to stay the same?" (Was I supposed to ?)
I respond by asking, "Was I supposed to remain the same?"

My nigga Tay lettin off shots like it's a shootin' range (Boom boom boom)
My friend Tay is shooting guns like it's a target range.

Yeah my money long like I'm Roota Bang (My long)
I have a lot of money like a famous rapper named Ruta Bhang.

And I been fucked up in the head I don't know who to blame (I don't know who to)
I'm mentally messed up and I don't know who to blame.

So get the fuck up out my way, you better choose a lane (Better choose a)
Get out of my way, decide what you want to do.

And i just hit up all my plugs they told me choose a strain, choose a strain (I can choose anything)
I contacted my drug dealers and they told me to choose which drugs I want to buy.