Are You Ready
Heart 2 Heart Lyrics

Absorbing my poison through your skin pores
I am intentionally causing harm and negativity, and you are unknowingly taking it in and being affected by it.

I argue it's the other way around, no
Contrary to what you may think, it is actually you who is influencing and affecting me negatively.

Narcissist tendencies and I won't admit (uh)
I display characteristics of narcissism but refuse to acknowledge or accept them.

Take a look at my reflection just to test it
I examine myself and my actions to see if I can justify or validate my behavior.

Tryna get you to forget all my bad deeds
I am attempting to manipulate you into overlooking or disregarding all the negative things I have done.

Swimming in that tight pussy were my best days
Engaging in sexual activities with you was the peak of my enjoyment and satisfaction.

They say that love is blind, it's your fault you caught me
Love is often associated with being oblivious to faults and shortcomings, but you are to blame for falling for me despite my flaws.

I had my reasons girl, you made me feel lonely
I had justifications for my actions, but it was your actions that made me feel isolated and lonely.

Your friends want you to be with someone you don't love
The people around you believe you should be in a relationship with someone you don't have true feelings for.

It starts to feel like a love square or hexagon
The dynamics of our relationship have become complicated and involve multiple individuals, resulting in a complex web of emotions.

It's damaging to you because I can't admit
The situation is harmful to you because I refuse to acknowledge my faults or take responsibility.

I got bad habits myself
I have my own negative behaviors and tendencies.

He said: I hate the fact you turned me to a monster
Someone said they despise the fact that I have transformed into a monstrous version of myself.

Blood drippin' off my fingers
Metaphorically, there is bloodshed and harm caused by my actions.

I also hate the fact that you seeing other niggas
It angers me that you are involved with other men.

Bitch, I'm not the toxic one, you are
I believe that you are the one who possesses toxic qualities, not me.

You don't seem to want to understand, baby
It appears that you have no desire to comprehend or empathize, my dear.

You just put on your boxing gloves and throw me in the ring like you're ready
You confront and challenge me as if you are prepared for a fight.

You don't wanna be the one to breach the lease
You are unwilling to be the person who ends the contract or agreement between us.

I'll hold you even if it means we can't breathe
I will cling onto you tightly, even if it suffocates and restricts us.

Be fallen soldiers where we thought we couldn't be
We will become casualties or victims in a situation where we believed we would be safe.

Drown in my poison 'til you cry out: save me
You will be consumed and overwhelmed by the harm I bring until you desperately plead for rescue.

No matter what you do, you'll never forget me, no
Regardless of your actions, you will never be able to erase the memory of me from your mind.

Put it on God, I can guarantee
I swear on God's name, I can assure you.

Tie a rope around my neck if you let me be
If you allow me to exist without interference, I am willing to face severe consequences or punishment.

The fuck is breathing? Who the fuck needs breathing?
Breathing and its significance are questioned, implying a disregard for the necessity and importance of it.

(Next message)
Signal indicating a transition to the next message.

(Fuck you!)
Explicit expression of anger and hostility towards the recipient.

(Next message)
Signal indicating a transition to the next message.

(Go fuck yourself like for real...)
An offensive and disrespectful instruction for the recipient to engage in self-destructive acts.

(Like, I been fucking waiting for so long for you to just gimme my fucking money back and so I can close our account)
I have been patiently waiting for an extended period of time for you to return the money I am owed, allowing me to terminate our shared account.

(I just can't see why this fucking shit is going on)
I am unable to comprehend or understand the reasons behind the ongoing conflicts and difficulties.

How could you say that you loved me?
I struggle to believe or accept that you ever genuinely loved me.

(Nah, cause like... Here goes the bank account...)
A dismissive response followed by mentioning the bank account, indicating its significance in the current situation.

Not even two years no, but little as one year
Our relationship hasn't even lasted for two years, but it has already deteriorated within the span of only one year.

Already laying down in the bed of someone else
You have already moved on and become intimate with another person.

Healing from the trauma that I inflicted on you
You are in the process of recovering from the emotional and psychological damage I caused you.

You know the scars I left on you will never truly heal
You are aware that the wounds and emotional marks I left on you will always have an enduring impact.

The manipulation, the broken nights
Referring to the manipulation and emotional torment inflicted upon you, as well as the countless sleepless nights caused by the distress.

You will never truly heal
You will never fully recover or be free from the pain and damage inflicted upon you.

And the lack of effort, the lack of love
Emphasizing the absence of effort and genuine love within the relationship.

You will never truly heal
You will never completely overcome or resolve the issues caused by the absence of effort and love.

Tastes just like sweet murder and sweet sugar as I destroy your insides
The sensation or experience is likened to pleasurable yet destructive acts, as I cause harm and ruin to your emotional well-being.

Girl, you know you should run but why are you still here?
Deep down, you are aware that you should escape and distance yourself from me, yet you remain in this toxic relationship.

You know that you should be with anybody but me
You understand that being in a relationship with anyone other than me would be a healthier and better choice for you.

(Just fucking leave me alone)
A plea or demand for the recipient to simply depart and cease all contact with me.

(Like give me my shit back and fuck off)
I demand the return of my belongings and for the recipient to leave and disappear from my life.

(I'm so sick of this shit)
Expressing extreme frustration and exhaustion with the current circumstances and ongoing issues.