Addict
Heartsease Lyrics


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Taking the ways of a rebel
Never knew which way it should be
Follow the path of a snow covered line
The way the most end up dead
I was looking for the next best thing
It was only slow suffering
You can take away the pain
But only bring back memory
What's it going to take for you to break
Throw another fit, just take another hit
Try to make me pray
Take another hit
Help me find my way
I'll take another hit

Take it and leave the past behind
Fake it to divine what's right
Make it, then everything's alright
Make it, believe we can shine

So who's to say that I'm to blame for the way it turned out
We used to say that I could change but look how that turned out
This will never be happily ever after
This will always be a never ending chapter

Take it and leave the past behind
Fake it to divine what's right
Make it
Taking in everything, everything
Living off tragedy, make-believe everything
Go ahead and try to leave it all behind
Then you will see that I'll be fine

Now I'm old and I see things from your point of view
Sad to say it never worked out to benefit your life
But who's to say that I'm to blame
For my mistakes I will never change
So now I pray, I still pray to put away my doubt
This will never be happily ever after
This will always be a never ending chapter

Take it and leave the past behind
Fake it to divine what's right
Make it
Taking in everything, everything
Living off tragedy, make-believe everything
Go ahead and try to leave it all behind
Then you will see that I'll be fine

Taking in everything, everything
Living off tragedy, make-believe everything
Go ahead and try to leave it all behind




Then you will see that I will be fine
That I will be fine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Heartsease's song "Addict" explore themes of rebellion, addiction, and self-discovery. The opening lines, "Taking the ways of a rebel, never knew which way it should be," suggest a person who has chosen a rebellious path in life but is uncertain of its consequences or where it will lead them. The following line, "Follow the path of a snow-covered line, the way the most end up dead," hints at the dangers and potential destruction that can come from such a lifestyle.


The singer of the song admits to seeking the "next best thing" but realizing that it only brings slow suffering. The lines "You can take away the pain, but only bring back memory" suggest that temporary relief through substance abuse only exacerbates the underlying issues and leaves them with haunting memories.


The chorus reflects the internal struggle and desperation for escape, as the singer asks what it will take for them to break free from their destructive cycle. The repeated line "Take another hit" implies a reliance on the addictive behavior as a coping mechanism. However, there is also a glimmer of hope in the plea for someone to help them find their way.


The second verse shifts to a defensive tone, questioning who should be blamed for the situation. The singer acknowledges the unsuccessful attempts at change and the never-ending nature of their struggles. The line "This will never be happily ever after, this will always be a never-ending chapter" conveys a sense of resignation and acceptance that there may never be a complete resolution or ideal ending.


The bridge section reflects a sense of growth and reflection, with the singer claiming to see things from the perspective of others. They express regret that their actions did not benefit others' lives and admit their responsibility for their mistakes. The closing lines of the song emphasize the need for prayer and overcoming doubt as they strive for personal growth and to move beyond their past.


Overall, "Addict" portrays the internal battles of someone caught in addiction and the complexities of trying to break free and find redemption.


Line by Line Meaning

Taking the ways of a rebel
Embracing a rebellious lifestyle and mindset


Never knew which way it should be
Feeling uncertain about the right path to follow


Follow the path of a snow covered line
Choosing a path that is cold, isolated, and lonely


The way the most end up dead
The path often leads to destructive outcomes


I was looking for the next best thing
Searching for something better in life


It was only slow suffering
Realizing that the search only leads to prolonged pain


You can take away the pain
Finding temporary relief from suffering


But only bring back memory
Yet it only brings back painful memories


What's it going to take for you to break
What needs to happen for you to reach your breaking point


Throw another fit, just take another hit
Venting frustrations through reckless behavior


Try to make me pray
Attempting to manipulate me into seeking salvation


Take another hit
Indulging in harmful habits for temporary relief


Help me find my way
Support me in discovering my true path in life


I'll take another hit
I'll continue engaging in self-destructive behavior


Take it and leave the past behind
Accepting and moving on from past experiences


Fake it to divine what's right
Pretending to know the right course of action


Make it, then everything's alright
Achieving success, making everything seem fine


Make it, believe we can shine
Believing that we have the potential to succeed and stand out


So who's to say that I'm to blame for the way it turned out
Questioning the idea that I am solely responsible for the outcome


We used to say that I could change but look how that turned out
In the past, we believed I could change, but it didn't happen


This will never be happily ever after
Accepting that there won't be a perfect ending


This will always be a never-ending chapter
Knowing that life's challenges will continue indefinitely


Taking in everything, everything
Absorbing and experiencing everything life has to offer


Living off tragedy, make-believe everything
Surviving by creating illusions amidst difficult situations


Go ahead and try to leave it all behind
Attempt to move on and leave the past behind


Then you will see that I'll be fine
Only then will you realize that I am doing well


Now I'm old and I see things from your point of view
With age, I have gained perspective and understand your perspective


Sad to say it never worked out to benefit your life
Unfortunately, it didn't have a positive impact on your life


But who's to say that I'm to blame
Who can definitively assign blame to me


For my mistakes I will never change
Acknowledging that I won't change despite my mistakes


So now I pray, I still pray to put away my doubt
Despite everything, I still seek solace and relief from doubt


Taking in everything, everything
Continuing to absorb and accept all that comes my way


Living off tragedy, make-believe everything
Surviving by creating illusions in the midst of tragedy


Go ahead and try to leave it all behind
Feel free to attempt to move on from the past


Then you will see that I'll be fine
Only then will you realize that I am thriving


That I will be fine
Emphasizing that I will indeed be okay




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Brad Huff, Wesley Wyatt

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