Porte de Saint-Cloud
Hector Zazou Lyrics


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A shock as the train pulls in
Solaria on a string
Lovers cling
But did you get on the train?
He's staring back at me
Now the train pulls away
But did you get on the train?
But did you get on the train?

But I'm sure, I'm never sure
Do you know that I played Solaria last night?
The fields are flooded
You make earth rain
And the birds lift
As a manta ray dancing
I hear the air vent
From the hotel room in Piccadilly
More flooding and a skeleton house
And lines across demi fields
We climb higher now
And I think of us in Himalaya
The ice bloom, the dirt cunt
Your eyes watching

Get him off
Get him off
Get him off

Who am I to sink this ship
And spill the blood that's left in it
And who am I to reach down deep
The surface tension all to keep
And who am I beneath this skin
The lies denied, the dice spinning
And who am I to live this life
A lady stinking city queen

What have I done?
What have I done?

And who am I to sink this ship
And spill the blood that's left in it
And who am I to be set free
To twist the knives too cold, too mean
And who am I to be in love with you
When you ask the question, I will too
And who am I to crave the life
The traps I set my alibis

What have I done?
What have I done?
What have I done to you?

And who am I to sink this ship
And spill the blood that's left in it
And who am I to be in love with you
When the cul-de-sac is on my room
And who am I to be set free
From the twisting knives that burn in me
And who am I on bended knee
'Cause I paid the price too sweet to me

What have I done?
What have I done?
What have I done (to you)?

And who am I to sink this ship
And spill the blood that's left in it
And who am I on a crimson tide
To point the finger, question why
And who am I with a blackened heart
Whose lazy sense to tear apart
And who am I to reach down deep
The surface tension bleeds my key

What have I done?
What have I done?
What have I done to you?

What have I done?
What have I done?
What have I done to you?

What have I done?




What have I done?
What have I done to you?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Hector Zazou & Katie Jane Garside’s song Porte de Saint-Cloud are layered with complex emotions and references to unique experiences. The first verse begins with the arrival of a train at the Porte de Saint-Cloud station, and the singer observes two lovers clinging to each other. There is uncertainty if someone got on the train or not. The next few lines narrate a dream-like experience with surreal imagery - flooded fields, manta rays, and skeletons. The singer thinks about being in the Himalayas, where they probably experienced something extraordinary. There is a shadow of fear or danger as the singer pleads to someone to get off something - it is unclear what that is. The entire verse gives a mood of anxiety and uncertainty.


The second part has a series of rhetorical questions, which implore the singer to question their identity and motivations. There is a sense of guilt and confusion about what they have done and what they are capable of doing. The repeated question “What have I done to you?” hints towards some irreparable harm or some wrong that cannot be corrected.


The song has a continual theme of uncertainty, fear, and confusion, with the use of metaphorical imagery. It hints towards a bigger story or a powerful dream-like experience that creates deep emotions of guilt and confusion, with an overarching sense of a wrong that cannot be undone.


Line by Line Meaning

A shock as the train pulls in
The sudden arrival of the train is unexpected and startling


Solaria on a string
A metaphor for feeling controlled and manipulated


Lovers cling
The desperation of two people to stay connected despite an impending separation


But did you get on the train?
Questioning whether or not someone made a crucial decision to leave


He's staring back at me
Feeling observed and potentially judged in a vulnerable moment


Now the train pulls away
The moment of separation has finally arrived


But did you get on the train?
Reiterating the importance of knowing whether someone chose to leave or stay


But I'm sure, I'm never sure
Feeling conflicted and indecisive about one's certainty


Do you know that I played Solaria last night?
A reference to a personal performance, possibly a means of communicating artistic expression


The fields are flooded
A description of a natural disaster or emotional turmoil


You make earth rain
Attributing the cause of the flood to another person's actions or presence


And the birds lift
Nature's response to change or upheaval


As a manta ray dancing
A poetic description of grace and fluidity


I hear the air vent
Paying attention to mundane details in an abnormal environment


From the hotel room in Piccadilly
Specifying the location of the singer


More flooding and a skeleton house
The continuation of a disastrous situation


And lines across demi fields
Visual imagery of the aftermath of a storm or other destructive force


We climb higher now
Moving to an elevated perspective, both literally and metaphorically


And I think of us in Himalaya
Remembering past experiences in a far-off location


The ice bloom, the dirt cunt
Unusual sensory descriptions that might symbolize physical or emotional pain


Your eyes watching
Feeling observed or scrutinized


Get him off
Appealing to someone else to remove an unwanted presence or action


Who am I to sink this ship
Asking if one has the power or authority to cause disaster


And spill the blood that's left in it
The potential consequences of causing harm


And who am I to reach down deep
Meditating on one's own motivations and capacity for introspection


The surface tension all to keep
Maintaining an equilibrium even when it feels fragile


And who am I beneath this skin
Reflecting on one's true self


The lies denied, the dice spinning
The complexity of self-deception and chance


And who am I to live this life
Questioning one's place in the world


A lady stinking city queen
A self-deprecating title that may convey a sense of disillusionment with one's life


What have I done?
A rhetorical question expressing regret or disappointment


And who am I to be set free
Acknowledging the possibility of liberation


To twist the knives too cold, too mean
Becoming cruel or malicious


And who am I to be in love with you
Questioning the appropriateness or feasibility of a romantic connection


When you ask the question, I will too
Implying a mutual sense of uncertainty or hesitation


And who am I to crave the life
Feeling a sense of longing or desire


The traps I set my alibis
Facing the consequences of one's own actions and excuses


And who am I on a crimson tide
Riding an emotional wave, potentially one of passion or anger


To point the finger, question why
Dissecting what led to a particular event or feeling


And who am I with a blackened heart
Feeling weighed down by negativity or trauma


Whose lazy sense to tear apart
A tendency to destroy or sabotage without effort


The surface tension bleeds my key
Becoming vulnerable and exposed


What have I done to you?
A repeated question expressing remorse or guilt towards another person




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