Sleepy California
Her Space Holiday Lyrics


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I used to think that I knew
My way around this town
But I'm always getting lost
Since you're not around
I never thought that I would say this
But I miss my mom
Even though for all those years
We didn't get along
And when I stop to think about it
I guess we were the same
Too stubborn to apologize
Too filled up on rage

I wish she felt young again
When everything was new
When her father held her hand
And said, "There's nothing you can't do"

And then I woke up to a phone call
Right On Christmas day
It said, "Your grandmother is dying
In a painful way
Her lungs are filling up with fluid
Even as we speak
The doctor said that if she's lucky
She'll make it 'til next week"
I had one last chance to see her
Right before I moved
But I didn't end up going
I used some lame excuse

I hope that she's not scared
Lying there alone
I hope she hears her husband's voice
Telling her she's coming home

It's just sleepy California
But I just hope they know
It's just sleepy California
How much I really care
It's just sleepy California
How I want the best for them




It's just sleepy California
Even though I'm hardly there

Overall Meaning

Sleepy California by Her Space Holiday is a song imbued with nostalgic sentiments that portray the yearning for a sense of belonging, love lost, and the hardships of living far away from home. The song starts with the singer reflecting on his experience of getting lost in his town since his beloved is no longer around. He admits that he misses his mom, although they had disagreements in the past. Despite their differences, the singer acknowledges that he and his mother were alike, stubborn and not willing to make amends when they hurt each other.


The second verse of the song introduces a phone call that the singer gets on Christmas day informing him that his grandmother is dying painfully. The lyrics evoke a feeling of regret in the singer for not being able to see his grandmother one last time before he moved away. The singer expresses hope that his grandmother is not alone and that she hears her husband's voice telling her she is coming home.


In the chorus, Sleepy California is brought to the fore as a place the singer holds dear and profoundly cares for, even though he is hardly there. The song reveals that the singer yearns for a sense of belonging, a place to call home, and a feeling of being part of something bigger than himself.


Line by Line Meaning

I used to think that I knew
I was confident that I knew


My way around this town
How to navigate my way through this town


But I'm always getting lost
I'm constantly losing my way now


Since you're not around
Ever since you are not here with me


I never thought that I would say this
I never imagined saying this sentence


But I miss my mom
But I really miss my mother


Even though for all those years
Despite the past years we spent together


We didn't get along
We weren't able to get along quite well


And when I stop to think about it
And when I pause to give thought to it


I guess we were the same
I realize we had so much in common


Too stubborn to apologize
We both refused to say sorry


Too filled up on rage
Too consumed by anger


I wish she felt young again
I desire her to feel youthful again


When everything was new
When everything was still unfamiliar


When her father held her hand
When her dad grasped her hand tightly


And said, 'There's nothing you can't do'
While saying 'You can achieve anything'


And then I woke up to a phone call
After that, I was awoken by a call


Right On Christmas day
On the actual day of Christmas


It said, 'Your grandmother is dying
It informed me that my grandma is passing away


In a painful way
Going through a lot of pain


Her lungs are filling up with fluid
Her lungs are accumulating fluid


Even as we speak
As we are talking on this phone call


The doctor said that if she's lucky
The medical expert mentioned that if she's fortunate enough


She'll make it 'til next week'
She can survive until the following week


I had one last chance to see her
I got an ultimate opportunity to visit her


Right before I moved
Just before I relocated


But I didn't end up going
But I didn't eventually make it there


I used some lame excuse
I found a poor reason to justify my absence


I hope that she's not scared
I pray she's not frightened


Lying there alone
While lying all by herself


I hope she hears her husband's voice
I wish she can hear her partner's voice


Telling her she's coming home
Which is telling her that she can come home


It's just sleepy California
It's just the calm and peaceful California


But I just hope they know
But I hope they realize


How much I really care
The extent to which I care deeply about them


How I want the best for them
That I always imagine and desire the best for them


Even though I'm hardly there
Despite me spending less time there




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: MARC BIANCHI

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