Carmelo
Holychild Lyrics

Don't keep me any longer I can't hold my breath
I need to speak out and be heard, I cannot keep my thoughts and feelings inside for much longer.

It's cold beneath the water but I understand
I am in a difficult situation, but I am aware of what's happening and what I need to do.

At least we had a story, wasn't that the plan?
Although things may not have worked out the way we wanted, at least we have some good memories and experiences to hold on to.

I always wear your sweater, please don't hold my hand
I may still have feelings for you, but I am aware that we cannot be together and I am trying to move on slowly.

So can we call it over if I'm still beneath
Are we really over or is there still some hope for us to reconcile?

The weight of primavera when you finally sneaked
The memories of our relationship are still weighing heavily on me, especially since you left so abruptly.

Into my little bedroom when I had to pee
I still remember the intimate moments we shared, even the ones that were seemingly insignificant or mundane.

At least you said goodbye
Although it was painful, I am glad that you took the time to properly end things between us.

Take me out tonight
I want to go out with you and spend some quality time together.

I really want to know that it's alright
I need reassurance that everything is okay and that we can move forward together.

That maybe we could talk, I'll buy your flight
I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work, including investing time and money in our relationship.

Don't tell me no
Please don't reject me or shut me out completely, I need you to be open to the possibility of us getting back together.

What if we had it all?
What could our relationship have been like if we had done things differently or made different choices?

I think we're better than this
I believe that we are capable of having a healthy and fulfilling relationship, despite our past mistakes and failures.

You changed it all, it's not your fault
Although our relationship may not have worked out, I do not blame you for everything that went wrong.

(It's not your fault)
I want you to know that I do not hold you responsible for our relationship ending and I still care about you deeply.

I danced upon your table to your quiet laugh
I still vividly remember the times we shared together, even the small moments that may have seemed insignificant to others.

You called me Miss America when you would pass
You made me feel special and beautiful, even during the mundane moments of our relationship.

You're still beneath the pear tree every time I dream
I still dream about you and the memories we shared, especially the moments that took place under the pear tree.

Ognuno volará
Everyone will fly away eventually, whether it's from a relationship or life in general.

I can't hide all the utter pain
I am still in a lot of emotional pain from our breakup and it is difficult for me to conceal my true feelings.

I'm probably much too ashamed
I feel embarrassed and ashamed of my emotions and I am struggling to cope with them.

I can't think of saying your name, I, I, I, I
The pain of our breakup is still very fresh and it is difficult for me to even say your name without feeling overwhelmed.

I honestly feel I've not changed
I am still the same person I was when we first met and I still have feelings for you.

I know when we met it was fate
Our paths crossed for a reason and I am still drawn to you because of how we connected.

I hope that you'll hold me again, I, I, I, I
I miss the comfort of being in your arms and I hope we can find a way to be together again.