2) Homemade, consisting of FS Green, Full Crate and Grand Jackson is a producing collective that brings a mix of soul, hiphop and a pitch of dubstep. They dropped their first EP in February 2010 and can be downloaded for free on their SoundCloud :
http://soundcloud.com/homemade-ep/
Now and Then
Homemade Lyrics
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Woken by his mother and she had just this to say
My son please return to me safe and ok you only turned
18 five months ago this may
Into the chopper his soul climbed aboard
Dressed up all in green with the cross of the lord
He will soon be revealed to this violence and sin
Brought by his country to protect and to defend
Will I return the same boy or a man without friends
(Chorus)
Lead into those trees
The ones that stood oh so tall
We gave the government our fees
And Mr. Nixon took it all
To pay off all the plumbers that broke right through that wall
Well that was then and this is now Together as we fall
Now this boy comes back just looking to the crowd
Who once was his friend but now is not allowed
To be with all the killers in society today
Given off this feeling Billy was betrayed
Crying to his mother just like he had done before
Forced to see the bed that left behind the door
Pushed to shoot, shoot aim and kill
It was burned into his mind and soon it was a thrill
Now this boy comes back reaching to his chest
Looking for the love of god that he had put to rest
Now I lay myself down to sleep
I shall pray the lord to myself to keep
And if I die before I wake
I wish I could give back all the souls I had to take
Please set me free
On free to live this place
This manhood? That was given underneath those trees, those trees.
The song "Now And Then" by Homemade drives home the message of how war affects individuals, families, and society as a whole. The lyrics are about Billy, who joins the army at the age of 18 to defend and protect the country. However, he soon realizes what war truly means—to take lives and lose friends. As he looks at the sky, he reminisces about when he was a boy and wonders if he will come back as the same boy or a man without any friends.
The song's first verse talks about his mother waking him up on a Sunday and asking him to return safely. He boards a chopper dressed in green, embarking on a mission to fight violence and sin. However, he finds himself killing people and developing a thrill for it. As he comes back to society, he realizes that he is no longer welcome and feels betrayed, looking for the love of God that he had put to rest. In the end, he wishes to be set free from this manhood, given underneath those trees.
The song paints a vivid picture of how war changes people and how soldiers struggle to come back and merge into society. It highlights the importance of remembering the consequences of war and striving for peace.
Line by Line Meaning
Poor Billy received his new on a Sunday
Billy received his orders on a Sunday, leaving to join the military
Woken by his mother and she had just this to say
Billy's mother woke him up to inform him of his orders to join the military
My son please return to me safe and ok you only turned
Billy's mother pleaded with him to return home safely, knowing he had just turned 18 years old
18 five months ago this may
Billy had turned 18 years old five months ago in May
Into the chopper his soul climbed aboard
Billy boarded a helicopter to join the military
Dressed up all in green with the cross of the lord
Billy wore his military uniform and carried a cross
He will soon be revealed to this violence and sin
Billy would soon experience the reality of war and its atrocities
Brought by his country to protect and to defend
Billy was sent by his country to protect and defend its interests
He looked to the sky and pictured it way back when
Billy reminisced about his past, wondering if he would return as the same person
Will I return the same boy or a man without friends
Billy wondered if he would come back from war changed, losing his friends in the process
Lead into those trees
Billy was led to the trees where he was to fight
The ones that stood oh so tall
The trees were tall and imposing
We gave the government our fees
The citizens paid taxes to the government
And Mr. Nixon took it all
The government misused taxpayer money, as exemplified by Nixon
To pay off all the plumbers that broke right through that wall
The money was used to pay those involved in the Watergate scandal
Well that was then and this is now Together as we fall
Although things have changed since then, we are still united in our struggles and hardships
Now this boy comes back just looking to the crowd
Billy returned from war and searched for his former friends in the crowd
Who once was his friend but now is not allowed
Billy's former friends were prohibited from associating with him due to his military status
To be with all the killers in society today
Billy's friends could not associate with him due to his association with violence and the military
Given off this feeling Billy was betrayed
Billy felt betrayed by his friends, who abandoned him after he joined the military
Crying to his mother just like he had done before
Billy went to his mother for comfort, as he had done in the past
Forced to see the bed that left behind the door
Billy saw his empty bed, knowing that he had lost parts of his previous life to the military
Pushed to shoot, shoot aim and kill
Billy was trained to shoot and kill as part of his military training
It was burned into his mind and soon it was a thrill
The military training and violence became ingrained in Billy's mind, almost becoming a source of excitement
Now this boy comes back reaching to his chest
Billy returned home and searched for a sense of faith and spirituality
Looking for the love of god that he had put to rest
Billy sought connection with God, which he had lost amidst the violence and betrayal
Now I lay myself down to sleep
Billy prayed to God before sleeping
I shall pray the lord to myself to keep
Billy prayed for protection under God's watch
And if I die before I wake
Billy acknowledged the possibility of death due to his experiences in war
I wish I could give back all the souls I had to take
Billy felt remorse for the lives he may have taken during war
Please set me free
Billy wished to be free from the physical and emotional pain caused by war
On free to live this place
Billy hoped to live a full and free life, liberated from the violence and trauma of war
This manhood? That was given underneath those trees, those trees.
Billy's sense of masculinity and identity was shaped and tested by the violence and trauma of war, experienced in the midst of the tall trees.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: NORMAN NEWELL, RIZ ORTOLANI, WAYLAND D. HOLYFIELD
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