Patron
Honyock Lyrics

I couldn't tell you from a bar of soap
I couldn't distinguish you from something completely unexpected or irrelevant.

But you looked like something that had died
You appeared lifeless, deprived of energy or enthusiasm.

And been warmed up
Yet, you have a subtle charm or hidden warmth that is waiting to be unleashed.

Parts of you are good enough to use
You have some qualities or traits that are beneficial or valuable.

Maybe they should part you out like an old machine
Perhaps your useful bits should be separated and utilized, akin to the parts of an outdated machine.

Why don't we share a meal
Instead of engaging in dangerous activities, let's spend some harmless time together.

Instead of sharing needles
Rather than exchanging hypodermic needles used for illegal drugs.

I know a little place
I am aware of a great spot where we could go.

That we will never get to
However, we will never get to experience it together.

Unless you raise them high
Unless you make your true intentions apparent.

Your little white
Violent conflict can be avoided by waving the white flag.

Your little white flags
Using the white flag as a symbol of surrender.

Suburban self-demolisher's suicide pact
A deal between individuals who live in the suburbs and who self-destruct in unison.

She can't get close to death unless she catches it in the act
She cannot approach death unless it is made apparent to her.

When I was lying on my side in the hospital
While I was hospitalized and helpless.

And the walls were closing in
And I felt trapped or confined, with no escape.

The furthest from my mind was the thrill
I was not thinking about excitement or thrills in that moment.

Your kindness is as unlimited as your self hatred
You possess boundless compassion and endless self-loathing.

If I thought it'd make a difference I'd become
If I believed it would change things, I would transform into.

A patron of your heart
An admirer or supporter of your emotions or soul.

But your coffers must be filled with your disciples
Your devotees or followers are your most valuable possessions.

I'm not the only beast of burden
I am not the only person who is willing to accept all the weight of your problems.

Eager for you weight
I am willingly ready to bear your emotional burden.

Your little red
However, sometimes a show of force is necessary.

Your little red hands
Violent actions can be effective.

If you were a snake you would have bit me
If you were an untrustworthy person, you would have harmed me.

Cause you were right there
As you were in close proximity, it appeared that you were ready to strike.

I was dazzled by the sent of your hair
Your unique and alluring scent captivated me.

What can be conveyed in a moments stare
A single glance can communicate a vast quantity of information.

That can cause me such nightmare
A powerful or disturbing stare can give one nightmares.

If I could see you anywhere but dreams
If I could encounter you anywhere other than in my dreams.

I would shake you of your legacy
I would remove you from your history, remove all traces of your identity.

Of bright stars that fell before their time
Referring to those who were once popular but fell into obscurity or died young.

Raise them high
Make your actions and thoughts clear.