Suicide Invoice
Hot Snakes Lyrics


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You and I made a pact
Only you could keep
And now I anseer to you
In my sleep

A suicide invoice
In pen and ink
Brings you to my bedside
In yellow, white, and pink

And when I dream
I keep my promises to you
I really do

Suicide invoice
Suicide dream

And when I dream
I keep my promises to you
I really do

A suicide invoice
Yellow, white, and pink
Brings you to my bedside
In pen and ink

And when I wake
I know all our dreams will come true
I really do

Suicide invoice
Suicide dream

And when I dream




I keep my promises to you
I really do

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Hot Snakes's song "Suicide Invoice" are quite cryptic and open to interpretation. The first verse describes a pact made between two individuals where only one of them can keep it. The second verse introduces the concept of a "suicide invoice" written in pen and ink that brings the other person to the bedside of the singer in yellow, white, and pink. The third verse repeats the promise that the singer keeps in their dreams and that they believe will come true when they wake up.


It's possible that the song is about the aftermath of suicide, with the "suicide invoice" referring to a final payment made before the act. The yellow, white, and pink colors could represent different emotions or memories associated with the person who committed suicide. The repetition of the promise in the final verse could symbolize the singer's desire to honor the memory of the deceased.


Alternatively, the song could be about the toxicity of a relationship that has driven one person to contemplate suicide. The "suicide invoice" could represent the final reckoning of the relationship, with the colors representing the conflicting emotions and experiences of both parties. The promise in the final verse could be a vow to break free from the cycle of abuse and move on.


Overall, "Suicide Invoice" is a contemplative and melancholic song that leaves much open to interpretation.


Line by Line Meaning

You and I made a pact
We made an agreement with each other.


Only you could keep
You were the only one who could fulfill your part of the agreement.


And now I answer to you
I am accountable to you.


In my sleep
Even in my subconscious state.


A suicide invoice
A document of my self-destructive intentions.


In pen and ink
Written in permanent form.


Brings you to my bedside
Conjures up an image of you being there with me.


In yellow, white, and pink
The colors of the document that represent innocence, purity, and passion.


And when I dream
During my moments of rest and imagination.


I keep my promises to you
I stay true to my word.


Suicide dream
My subconscious reflection of self-harm.


And when I wake
Upon becoming conscious again.


I know all our dreams will come true
I am hopeful of fulfilling our aspirations.


A suicide invoice
A declaration of my suicidal thoughts.


Yellow, white, and pink
Colors that signify purity, innocence, and passion.


And when I dream
In my subconscious.


I keep my promises to you
I remain true to my commitment to you.




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@pappypossum

01 00:00 I Hate the Kids
02 03:05 Gar Forgets His Insulin
03 05:29 XOX
04 07:55 Who Died
05 10:25 Suicide Invoice
06 13:50 Paid in Cigarettes
07 18:00 LAX
08 20:00 Bye Nancy Boy
09 22:40 Paperwork
10 25:27 Why Does It Hurt?
11 27:12 Unlisted
12 29:59 Ben Gurion



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@dinloud.3887

Unlisted. I love everything on this, but that song somehow still gives me chills/goosebumps every time I hear it. There’s a feeling to this band that just hits me like nothing else. RIP Froberg.

@turningthetide1

This album stands the test of time. So f-ing good. I love Jericho Sirens too but his is the album that made me a fan for life.

@Public_waste

Jericho is great but a popcorn fart compared to this masterpiece

@pappypossum

01 00:00 I Hate the Kids
02 03:05 Gar Forgets His Insulin
03 05:29 XOX
04 07:55 Who Died
05 10:25 Suicide Invoice
06 13:50 Paid in Cigarettes
07 18:00 LAX
08 20:00 Bye Nancy Boy
09 22:40 Paperwork
10 25:27 Why Does It Hurt?
11 27:12 Unlisted
12 29:59 Ben Gurion

@avibrown7553

Easily one of the best rock albums and rock bands of all time

@MoChiptune

don't you mean hardcore

@avibrown7553

@MoChiptune whatever you wanna call it. Hotsnakes frikkin Rock!

@MoChiptune

@myfavmusic strong agree!

@TheLebowski5

Post-hardcore

@michaelbrot8285

Classic album!!

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