Violent Memories
House of Krazees Lyrics

Nuthin in my mind but violent memories
My thoughts only consist of horrific and traumatic recollections.

Oh shit how can it be
I am in disbelief that these experiences have happened to me.

Preminitions of me shootin heroine in my vain
I have thoughts of injecting heroin into my veins in order to cope with my pain.

Call me insane
Others may label me as mentally unstable due to my violent memories and thoughts.

Never knw what i did could be labeled As horror bitch suck my dick
I never realized that my actions could be categorized as terrifying, and I reject the idea that anyone would try to insult me in response.

Memories did come to haunt my ass
Traumatic memories have resurfaced in my mind to torment me once again.

Like that time i slit my wrists with glass
One of the memories haunting me is the time when I used glass to slit my wrists.

Blood scattered along the basement floor
As I bled profusely, red stains were left all over the basement floor.

Drag my limp ass body to the door
I had no strength left to move, but I managed to drag my body to the door before passing out.

What the fuck i hear my little sister screamin
I am horrified to hear the screams of my younger sister and wonder what could be wrong.

Oh no where do i go
I feel lost and unsure of what to do next in such a terrifying situation.

Bloods pourin out my wrist like a faucet
Blood is flowing from my wrist in copious amounts and cannot be stopped easily.

Losin my shit hopin ima make it
I am losing control over my emotions and sanity, praying that I survive this ordeal.

Violent memories i see the pain in red
My recollections are characterized by their violence and the intense pain they cause me whenever I remember them.

Violent memories of dreams inside my head
I am constantly haunted by violent memories when I dream, intensifying the pain and trauma I feel.

So was she a bad girl or was she not
Others may question whether or not the girl in this situation deserved the abuse inflicted upon her by her father.

Daddy didnt stop couldnt stop and wouldnt stop
Despite the girl's pleas and his own inability to stop, the father continued to commit heinous acts of abuse.

Every night daddy search sara's bedroom
The father would frequently intrude on Sara's personal space by searching through her bedroom at night.

Touching private parts came from the mommys womb
The father's sickening actions stemmed from his own upbringing, where he was likely subjected to similar abuse from his own mother.

Please she cries it hurts to look at the core
Sara begs for mercy and pleads for the abuse to stop, as it causes her immense physical and emotional pain.

Of these acts of violence sexual and more
The type of abuse inflicted upon Sara was sexual in nature and involved additional forms of violence.

And in the morning sara washes till she bleeds
Sara is scarred both physically and mentally, as she is compelled to wash her body until it bleeds to remove any evidence of the abuse.

Screamin mommy it really hurts from daddys deeds
Sara cries out for her mother, expressing the immense pain and suffering she has experienced as a result of her father's actions.

Sara's off to school a smiley face but dark inside
Despite her outwardly cheerful demeanor, Sara is haunted by the memories of her abuse, leaving a dark feeling inside her.

Sara takes a wrong turn down Otto Drive
Sara's path in life takes a wrong turn, leading her down a darker and more dangerous path.

Sees her friend Mary G she knows her pain
Sara recognizes similar pain and suffering in her friend Mary G, leading to a deeper understanding between them.

She looks deep into her eyes she sees the shame
As they connect, Sara sees the shame and guilt in her friend's eyes, which deepens her own feeling of despair.

Reaches into her bag and gets the gun
Sara decides to take matters into her own hands and retrieves a gun for a darker purpose.

Gives Mary G a hug for comin through for once
Sara expresses her gratitude to Mary G for her understanding and support, despite the cruel and painful world they both inhabit.

Sara back to the house about 9 in the morning
Sara returns home in the morning, entering a place filled with pain and trauma.

And sees mommy and daddy doing dirty deeds
Sara is confronted with the twisted and sickening sight of her parents engaging in sexual activity together.

And the enters the room sara goes into
Sara enters another room, likely with the intent to enact some form of revenge or violence.

Surprise daddy pulls out his gun and shot terror rise
Sara's father is caught off guard and shoots, causing immense fear and terror to rise within her.

Wait for the being and what she thought was right
Despite the outcome, Sara waits for judgment and stands by what she believed was the right decision.

The mother fucker comes home drunk every night
The abuser continues to come home drunk every night, potentially setting the stage for more abuse and trauma to occur.

Set trippin about what he had to do
The abuser obsesses over what he needs to do next in order to continue his abusive behavior.

What he want from you and how hes gonna get it too
The abuser fixates on what he wants from his victim and how he can best take it from them, revealing a disgusting and perverse mindset.

Slap here smack there an ass kickin mono
The abuser uses physical violence in order to exert control over his victim and maintain his power over them.

He tried to cut her throat with a broken bottle
The abuser resorts to using a broken bottle as a weapon in order to inflict maximum harm upon his victim.

Call the cops what did they do bull shit
Even when authorities are contacted about the abuse, they do nothing to help and brush the situation aside.

They turned around cus theyre throat really was a slit
The abuser responded violently when confronted about his actions, leading to the murder of the person who tried to intervene.

Packin along with her own hands pullin on a 44
As a last resort, the victim takes matters into her own hands and keeps a gun nearby to protect herself from her abuser.

She left his ass dead on the floor
The victim takes swift and fatal action against her abuser, killing him and leaving him dead on the floor.

And now shes locked up visions down memory lane
Despite taking measures to protect herself from her abuser, the victim is now sent to prison and left with only painful memories of her past.

And then she takes a bath and she bled insane
The victim takes a bath, but the pain and trauma of her past cause her to bleed uncontrollably and lose touch with reality.

Violent memories i see the pain in red
The victim is constantly plagued by her violent memories, which are colored by the intense pain and suffering she has experienced throughout her life.

Violent memories the thoughts inside my head
The victim is trapped with her violent memories, which continue to torment her and shape her thoughts.