Slept All Day
Hurt Everybody Lyrics

I just wanna be numb
I desire to emotionally detach myself

That's why I drink and fight and smoke so much
To achieve numbness, I resort to consuming alcohol, engaging in physical altercations, and smoking excessively

Stay gone, Bitch leave me alone
I prefer solitude and request the person to go away

I don't wanna be loved
I don't desire affection or emotional attachment

Just obeyed, paid, and respected
Instead, I crave obedience, financial compensation, and respect

Been walked the path of rejection
I have experienced repeated episodes of being rejected

These mushrooms help with reflection
The use of hallucinogenic mushrooms aids in deep contemplation and self-examination

I used to have a lot of friends
In the past, I had a large circle of friends

I used to be so fucking cool
I was once perceived as extremely popular and impressive

But cool ain't what the fuck I want
However, being cool is not my true desire

What else am I supposed to do?
What alternative course of action should I pursue?

Doing what the fuck I want
Thus, I engage in activities based on my own desires and preferences

Apex- that's the chosen crew
The selected group with whom I associate is called Apex

Pray we haven't chosen you
I hope we haven't selected you, as it may be burdensome

I'll share my demons, if you
I am willing to disclose my own personal struggles, provided that you

Share your demons, we might
Share your own inner demons, and only then we possibly

Share these feelings, my wounds
Reciprocally share these emotions and my emotional pain

Still need healing
Which are still in need of emotional recovery

Know OG's who still be peeling
I am aware of experienced individuals who engage in illicit activities such as drug dealing

They lack control
Their actions display a lack of restraint or mastery

In her mouth like plaque and gold
Engaging in intimate acts with her as though it is both pleasurable and valuable

My skin is made from black and gold
My identity and appearance exemplify strength and wealth

And we awoke to the sound of machines
Upon waking up, we were greeted by the noise produced by mechanical devices

Cell phone rings, clouds full of steam
As cell phones ring, vaporous clouds fill the air

Erupt from the building tops, we all feel small
Clouds surge dramatically from the roofs of buildings, making us feel insignificant

She left skid-marks when her heart peeled off
Her departure caused emotional distress and left a lasting impression

Told her 'Remember these waves'
I instructed her to recall the intense emotions we experienced together

Slow motion replays
Replaying memories in my mind, stretched out in a slowed-down manner

So many layers we laid on the tracks for the train
We created numerous complications and hurdles for ourselves to overcome

That hit like a dab to the brain
The impact was as potent and overwhelming as a concentrated dose of drugs

Of a lonely decayer
Of a desolate individual who is deteriorating

I'm cold as the mayor
I am emotionally detached and unfeeling, just like a politician in power

Rhyme with the manual, read as she kneels
My verses align with the prescribed guidelines, while she assumes a submissive posture

Eyes closed for the prayer
She shuts her eyes in devout prayer

It felt so real, it ain't no one to save her
The experience felt tangible, and there is no one to rescue her from her current predicament

It's all for the game and the player
Everything is part of the game and serves the interests of the person in control

I mean it's all for the love
However, ultimately it is all motivated by love and affection

Have a Carl for the road
Let us indulge in a marijuana joint as we depart

I done wandered around
I have aimlessly roamed

I ain't lost but I'm found
Although I am not disoriented, I have discovered something profound

As I'm causing these sounds
Whilst I create these sounds and music

That I sing when I dream when I sleep all day
Melodies emerge from my subconscious as I daydream and spend excessive time sleeping

Thank God she brought an early Winter
I express gratitude to her for introducing a cold and harsh season prematurely

Thank God I'm gone sleep well tonight
I am thankful that I have departed and can now rest peacefully

Blue blood full of shit she ain't heard about
My noble heritage is tainted with scandals and secrets unknown to her

Wait homie better make sure you scale it right
Wait, my friend, it is crucial to accurately measure and dose the drugs

Cause I gotta dip right after this
As I need to depart immediately once this is over

Goin on hiatus
I am taking a break or going on a temporary absence

Just had to cop catalyst
I recently acquired a catalyst or a triggering agent

Going thru these phases
I am currently undergoing these different stages or transitions

No fear in my balancing
I maintain my stability and composure without any fear

And boats still floating, I'm still paddling
Despite the challenges, I continue to navigate and progress

Trying to make a crown, need golden and talisman
My objective is to achieve greatness and establish my authority, requiring both wealth and a good luck charm

Hurt Everybody can't worry about challengers
As a collective, Hurt Everybody cannot be concerned or preoccupied with rivals

Niggas hate, that's just my analysis
People dislike us, but that is merely my observation or analysis

I'ma need land for my fam and my palaces
I will require property to provide for my family and build grand residences

I'ma drop bands on a cam just to film it
I am willing to spend large sums of money on a camera to capture the moment

So everyone can live the trials, battling
So that everyone can experience the challenges and struggles, continually fighting

External bullshit and internal real shit
Dealing with external trivial matters as well as internal genuine issues

These niggas still snakin- they hissin and rattling
These individuals are still behaving deceitfully, making hissing and rattling noises like snakes

I'm sleeping...
I am currently sleeping or disconnected from the world

Kinda feeling like a nigga who ain't made it
I somewhat feel like a person who has not achieved success

I never did drugs but I needed a feel
Although I have never used drugs before, I needed some form of emotional release

Tried these mushrooms they made me crazy
I experimented with hallucinogenic mushrooms, and they had a disorienting effect on me

I tripped with Damage and that nigga had to save me
During my drug-induced hallucination, Damage had to help me and prevent any harm

I went slept all day, I can't sleep no more
I spent the entire day sleeping, unable to regain any further sleep

I gave a demon the world, she told me she want more
I bestowed upon a malevolent entity everything I had, yet she expressed an insatiable desire for additional possessions

Please O Lord, give me Adderall
I implore the Lord to provide me with the medication Adderall

Keep me out my thoughts
Help me avoid dwelling on my own thoughts and becoming trapped in my own mind

Keep me out my body
Prevent me from feeling connected or grounded in my physical form

Give me avatars
Grant me alternate personas or virtual representations of myself

You can tag along
You are welcome to accompany me on this journey

We went hella far
Together, we have traveled a significant distance

I am out of arms-reach
I am unreachable, beyond someone's physical grasp

Don't ever call me
Never attempt to contact or reach out to me

No Dragon Ball Z
Similar to the anime series Dragon Ball Z, there are no magical solutions or interventions available

But we defeat Cells
However, we successfully overcome our personal challenges or adversaries

My brother locked up, fuck it
Although my brother is currently incarcerated, I disregard this unfortunate situation

We defeat cells
Together, we conquer our individual obstacles or harmful substances

See the detail, wonder who told
We observe the intricacies and question the source of this information

I'm from out West
I come from the western region

Just like Dee-Low
Much like Dee-Low, I belong to this particular area or community

See the D-boy in streets like detours
We encounter a drug dealer in the neighborhood, much like taking detours in the streets

My momma wouldn't approve
My mother would not give her consent or support

Of my friends, what they do
Regarding the activities and behavior of my friends

Find a girl, break her heart, I'll tear it in two
If I were to find a girl and emotionally harm her, I would completely shatter her heart

Bitch you can't find my ex like a variable
You will not be able to locate my former partner, as if she were an unknown variable

And can't find my house on google search neither
Furthermore, my residence cannot be located through an online search

It do not hurt either
I am not affected by these circumstances either

The truth that will free you
The truth, once known, will liberate you

When she says she miss me
When she expresses that she longs for my presence

I do not believe her
I am skeptical of her words and do not trust her sincerity